Before they go home
Jay
"Heeseung..did you know that Jungwon likes me?"I said to Heeseung who is sitting with me in one couch here in arcade.
The arcade is like a house, so they have this things.
"Woh!Really?!That's good!" Heeseung smiled.
Why?why is he happy?!.
"Hey..why are you happy?" I asked yo him with confused face.
"Because... Someone likes you?and you can now stop liking me." Heeseung said and chuckled.
What?! Is he serious?!
"Are you sure about that?like..I still like you...I won't find anyone..I'm just into you." I said to him.
"Look..Jay..you shouldn't do that to your self...I'm not into you right?You know I only see you as my best friend."Heeseung said.
His words cut my heart into half.
"But I still like you..how would I stop? When you smile you make my world shaken..when you laughed you make my heart beat so fast..when you stare at me..your making my brain blank...how can I stop liking you if you and I are seeing eachother like everyday?" I said.
"I don't know Jay...but I think you need to stop now." Heeseung said.
"You want me to stop after how many years I pour all my life to you?this is the first time you said to me to stop!" I angrily said.
"Jay!Calm down..we are not kids now!are you still not into your mind?!"Heeseung scold me.
"B-But..Heeseung I like you.." I said.
"No..Jay... don't.." Heeseung said and glare at me.
He is not him anymore...he is not like the Heeseung I know for how many years.
I think has a problem...I should understand him.
"Guys! I saw something in twitter..that Malta has a lighthouse..I want to ho there." Jake announced.
They didn't saw us because we are in the other room.
Heeseung walked outside and I saw the others playing.
Niki quickly walk inside and sat beside me.
"Whta happened hyung? Heeseung Hyung looks so pissed." Niki asked.
"I tried to confess again..but still rejected." I said.
"Hyung..is the word 'give up' is not inside your vocabulary?!like hyung?!you confess to him one hundred times now..please give your self a break and move on." Niki said.
"I can't.." I said.
"You can.." Niki said.
"I just can't Niki.." I said.
"You said..you just like him right?" Niki asked.
"Yeah..I like him." I said.
"But I never heard you said that you love him." Niki said.
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It's the same right.
"Hyung!it's been a long year that you keep on saying that you like him...you don't love him so stop." Niki said.
I didn't respond.
Love?
What is love anyways??
Did I love Heeseung?
"Guys!! Let's go!!" A voice shouted.
"Hyung we are now going to the light house.." Niki said and drag me with him while my brain is still floating.
I know that I just like him..so much.
Jungwon
We stop at the light house, It's my first time to see a light house.
And it's so cool!
And I sas Jay he looks so devastated, I saw them arguing earlier..but I don't know what topic are there arguing.
"Let's enjot the vieww~~" Jake said as he walk towards us.
He talked to the owner and he said we are allowed.
We took photos and stay for a bit..
it's already 3am in the morning.
The stars are bright and the moon is out.
We stay at the dining area of the light house and talk and talk.
When I feel my self..I don't belong to the group I walk on the top where the big light is and stare at the stars.
They won't find me anyways.
I'm a boring comrade.
I stare for a minute when someone come and join me.
"What are you doing?" He asked.
"I'm doing great.." I said.
"You know life is really sad." He said.
"I know." I said.
"You know I only know you for just a months but..I can see that you have potential.." He said.
"Oh.. really..thanks.." I said.
"You like Jay?" He asked.
(・o・)
"N-No?!" I lied.
"I know you like him...I realized that when Jay said that to me..I caught you everytime when you stare at him." Heeseung chuckled.
What?! Shit is this?!Jay said it?!
"Hey.. don't be angry.."Heeseung smiled.
I just didn't respond.
"I want you to like him even more." Heeseung said.
?!
"What do you mean about that?!" I asked.
"I want you to love him.." Heeseung said.
I love him!
"He likes you!I don't want him to take away from you.." I said.
"I don't like him..or love him like in romantic way..I just like him because he is my best friend..I just see him as my best friend." Heeseung explain.
"I know..I don't know what's going on in Jay's brain." I said.
"Please...take him away from me..it's for his own good." Heeseung said.
"I can't do that." I said.
"You can..trust me." Heeseung said.
The place got silent when something glass has fallen.
We quickly turn our head to the door where you can go inside and saw Jay watching us and a broken bottle beside him.
Did he hear us?!
Jay quickly run outside and I can't control my self so I follow him.
"Jay!!" I shouted as I saw him running forward.
I fastly run and grab his wrist.
"Jay.. that's not what you understand." I said.
"No! don't touch me!!!" He shouted.
"Jay..listen..I didn't agree with Hees-" my words cut when he shouted again.
"F*CK!Jungwon!I don't like you or even love you!!please stay away from me! I like Heeseung!!I like Heeseung?!" He shouted.
After saying that my tears quickly fall.
All I did was to love him.
Is that wrong.
"I thought.. you're gonna help me with him?!you said you will help me?!what happened?!Jungwon!!" Jay shouted.
"I tried to help you!!even if you don't have a chance Jay!" I shouted back.
"Shut up!I will pursue Heeseung!" Jay said.
"Jay!!stop being blind!" I shouted.
"I'm not blind!I know I like him!!!" He shouted.
"Stop being obsessed!" I shouted.
"I'm not!" He shouted.
My blood is really boiling right now..
He is really so pathetic!
"Pathetic!!!" I shouted and my right leg quickly fly to hit him, I don't why I kick him but it feels so good.
Jay fall on the ground and saw his face with a srcratch.
"Fuck!" He shouted while touching his wound.
I don't want to apologize!
"It serves you right."I said and walk back inside the light house.
I hate how dumb is he!
Can he just open his eyes and see himself to the mirror so he can see how pathetic he is!
I hate him!!f*ck him!
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JMLXX
SORRY ABOUT THE CURSES I ADDED..
I'M JUST CARRIED AWAY.
HAHHAHAHAHA
SEE YOU TOMORROW~~