💜Diana's pov 💜
They were dressing up for the show , and I was on my phone , scrolling around the social media while waiting for the boys
" Diana what happened? That you looked like you wanna ran away from here ?" Lou asked
" I sat on the edge of the stage just thinking, and Niall came wanting to talk to me, but I didn't so I tried to went away but he grabbed my arm and pulled me closer -" I said but Lottie cut me
" No way he kissed you ?"
" what ? no , I just pushed him away and ran away "
" oh ..... so he still has some effect on you huh?" Lou asked smirking
" yeah , but he hurted me , and I can't stand him , like, every time that i look at him I see the scene of him and ivy kissing .... it hurts so bad " I said " but what hurts me the most is that he kisses her back because he thought that I like zayn .... he did it purposely " I said with a tear rolling down on my cheek
" bitch don't cry , look at me " she said wiping my tear away " it's his fault that lost a hottie like you , just move on "
" I can't .... I love him more than anything " I said looking down " but I don't know if he really feel the same ...."
" I have an ideia , what if you go to your brother and say that you have a date with a cute guy, and that you have to leave sooner, and then you see his reaction, if he didn't give a shit , just gave up on him and move on , if he overprotect you, you know what to do ...." Lou said
" that's a good ideia , Nice , you little genius" I said " but I'll wait , just not to give my brother a heart attack "
They laughed and nodded
Now they were ready , they were on the room , eating, while Niall was being prepared.
" want some ?" My brother asked grabbing a piece of pizza
" yes thank you " I said eating
I saw niall looking at me trough the mirror , but I ignored.
"Diana do you like stages ?" Niall asked
But I ignored " Diana ? "
" Diana , did you listen to him ?" Louis asked
" yes I did " I said rolling my eyes
" so ....? " Louis asked
" I asked if you like stages like being in one ? Have you ever been in one before?" Niall asked Trying to continue the conversation that I definitely don't want to continue
I Ignored him again
" Diana , have you ever been , in a stage before ?" Zayn asked the same question
" No I didn't " I said answering him but not Niall he was looking at me with a the
' really?' look
" are you kidding? I asked the same question and you ignored it but , if one of them asks you will answer... wtf ?! Stop being dramatic you're acting like a kid just stop !" He said mad
I don't like that people yelled at me or talk aggressively with me , I automatically start to tear up, and I hate it
So I was there looking at the floor never at him holding my tears back .
I took a deep breathe, and left the room .
I heard my brother yell at Niall so I just run , I wanted to go outside but the fans , are already there so , I sat down on one of the seats in front of the stage, crying.
I just wanted to be alone ..... after about 30 minutes more or less , I saw lux running in my direction.
" Diana!!!" She yelled
" hi there "
" hawe you been cwying?" She asked in her baby voice
" no " I lied and wiped my tears quickly
" hawwy is wooking fow you "
" yeah probably " I said
She sat down on my lap
" is it twue that you can sing?, I heawd the boys tawking abouw it " She asked me looking up at me
" yes .... "
" weally?! Can you sing fow me " she said making her puppy eyes
" I don't know ..." I said unsure
" LUX! Oh thank god I was looking for you !" Lou said " hi Diana , the boys are worried about you "
" yeah Lux told me , but can you not tell them that I'm here please ?" I beg
" yeah sure , if you wanna be alone it's ok , cmon lux " she said smiling
" NO ! I wanna heaw Diana sing ! She towd me that she can sing " she said pouting
" oh really ? So if you stay, I will as well "
" oh no " I said embarrassed cover my face " I can't sing without a guitar " I said trying everything to not sing in front of them
" it's ok in the stage you have Niall's guitar " she said
" no .... it's niall's guitar , if he saw me with his baby he would kill me " I said
" no he won't cmon Diana you never sang to us before....." she said with her puppy eyes
" fine " I mumble
" yesssss " she and lux cheered
So I jumped to the stage and picked Niall's guitar and sat in the edge of the stage.
" so what do you want me to sing ?"
" whatever you want " Lou said
" hum ok.... let me see what I can do " I said thinking of a song to sing .
" well ...." I started
I started to my play the guitar , some cords , and started to sing
" Love of my life, you've hurt me
You've broken my heart, and now you leave me
Love of my life, can't you see?
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me
Because you don't know
What it means to me
Love of my life, don't leave me
You've taken my love, and now desert me
Love of my life, can't you see?
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me
Because you don't know
What it means to me"
They were with their jaw dropped, then I saw the Paul and some workers that work on the lights and on the stage , sitting down on the seats as well watching me , but I ignored that and continued the song
" You will remember
When this is blown over
And everything's all by the way
When I grow older
I will be there at your side to remind you
How I still love you (I still love you)
Back, hurry back
Please, bring it back home to me
Because you don't know
What it means to me
Love of my life
Love of my life
Ooh, ooh"
I finished, I quickly wiped a tear that rolled down my face , and when I looked up to the ' audience' i saw the boys with their jaw dropped , my brother was smiling and he started to clap his hands, leading to the others do the same , even Niall .....
i cover my face , because I was embarrassed I never sang for people before , then I went to put Niall's guitar where it was before .
" that was amazing " Lou said shocked
" wow bitch I didn't even knew that you sing like that " Lottie said shocked as well
Then my brother came closer to me and hugged me " I'm so proud of you , you should come on stage with us "
" thanks , and absolutely not " I said shaking my head
" Diana Jesus Christ , that was beautiful " Liam said
" thanks "
I saw Niall coming closer to us , with Louis , and I just , walked away from the group,dramatic ?me ? , noooo * sarcasm *
I was walking to the room where the girls do the makeup and the hair , and out of nowhere lottie appears " GIRLLLL"
" JESUS CHRIST LOTTIE , you scared the crap out of me " I said
" sorry , but you were so LOUD with that song " she said following me
" hum ..... i- i didn't know that he was watching...."
" yeah , we started to hear someone singing, and your brother recognized the voice so he said that who was singing ,was you , so we came watch, and damn , you should have seen Niall's face " she said smirking " he was amazed by you"
I blushed
" you should talk to him " she said
" nooo Foocking way " I said with my British accent
" why are you so stubborn?" She asked " that's supposed to be me ,the most stubborn person "
"Fine , but not today , I'm gonna do Lou's plan " I said smirking
" uuuuu I wanna watch " she said smirking
We went back to the boys
" Harry I need to leave sooner " I looked at Lou , she laughed softly she knows what I'm doing , while Lottie just smirked
" why ?"
" I have a date with a cute guy that I met "
" WHERE ?! WHO?! " Niall and Harry said at the same time
I looked at the girls smirking, harry and Niall looked at each other
" well I think it's none of your business " I said looking at the two boys
" DIANA" harry called me angry
"What " I asked 'innocently '
" who's he ? " he asked impatiently
" a cute guy , you don't know him " I said smiling , Niall walked away furious, wow he's jealous or ..... am I imagine things ?
" uuuu a date huh?" Louis said smirking at me
" yeah ..." I said continue lying
" but please don't go .... " he beg
" why not ?!"
"Because it's not the same without you, and seeing you laughing of us being total idiots " zayn said
" ok ...I'll stay " I said , thank god I don't need to continue lying.
" hey Hazza she's staying !!" Louis said
I would stay one way or another so ....