I'm here with the update as by today we completed one year.
Thank you so much for your support which means alot.. lots of love.
Your author,
Priyanka
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Siya POV
I'm so excited as I'm going to meet sid tomorrow after a long long two weeks.
Yes we completed our exams and waiting for results by enjoying the holidays.
In these holidays, I like to say that uncle is not bad. Still I couldn't accept him with my heart completely.
He took good care of all. But I don't know why mom and uncle fights alot and that irritates me alot.
Dad cared less of us. Even mom cries he doesn't care much and behave as if he had some important work.
But he torture mom everytime the way he likes. May be dad only bought uncle to torture too as he is not satisfied by his deeds.
Because dad don't talk or see him but he allows him to stay with us. And I'm sure dad knows everything because he enquires about him every day.
Khushank is so happily living in his world. For a second I felt I'm the outsider.
I talk and mingle like everyone in so called family but not from my heart.
The most important thing is no one knows about uncle and said to maintain a secret, apart of our four people mom, me, khushank and dad.
I felt so fishy but I don't want to know deep that now I'm scared to know something that will hurt alot.
In above all this, mom said she will give phone to me but asked to change sim and warned me not to repeat.
I want to argue that I didn't do anything and I don't know anything but kept quiet as it is of no use because people believe what they see and hear instead of knowing what is true.
Whether it is a family or friends or society everyone is same to judge others.
I went to buy sim with khushank and thinking to prank sid with this new sim.
My life is like this only that now I don't want to mess with sid. So when I'm sid or thinking about him. It just like I'm leaving the world aside to enjoy a bit of my life with love.
As soon as mom gave phone to me. I messaged sid.
"Hi darling are you free" - me
"Who is this" I got to reply immediately from sid
"I'm hurt. You forgot me." I replied and laughed imaging his irritating face.
But instead of reply I got a call from him. Even though mom is not there I want to tease him for sometime.
"Don't call me darling, I know you are so eager but alas mom is there sweetheart" I replied as he didn't reply back as I know he is irritated. and laughed hard reading the message I sent
I never talk with him like this that with endearments.
"Sorry, I didn't recognise you.
Who are you..??" Sid replied
"Ohh god how can you forgot me. We both went out so many times. We roam here and there by holding hands. Don't say you are cheating on me" I replied
"Lift the call once" sid replied and called me again
"I can't sweetheart sorry" I replied
"Fine call me when you are free and I'm busy with my work. So don't disturb me" sid replied.
I called him immediately
"How can you ignore me sweetheart. Don't you know how much I love you". I said as soon as he picked the call by changing my voice a little to not get caught.
"Ohh darling I too miss you, how can I forget you. I'm just busy with work so I didn't get you" sid replied after a ten seconds with so sweet voice that ragged me
Immediately, I cut the call as I can't control my tears. He called me again but I didn't lift it.
Is he cheating on me, just a mere thought scared me alot that tears rolled down.
"What happen baby why you cut the call. It's being long we spent together" sid messaged me
Sid is calling me continuously, that irritate me now alot.
After composing myself, I lifted the call.
"I love you sweetheart" that's it I lost all my control and pressed my mouth with hand as he should not listen to my crying sound.
I didn't replied that the silence engulfed between us as we didn't talk anything for sometime. As I couldn't handle it, I cut the call and switched it off.
'It's all my fault, that thought to tease him' I cursed myself
'That's the reason you came to know about him clearly' my mind mocked at me
'Will you keep your mouth shut, he is not like that' I shouted
'Try to accept the fact, and don't forget that no one will stay with you' my mind said with smirk but I kept silent as what it said is true.
Life will not be the same as we dream because in every step, it through a challenge to overcome the insecurities, but alas in my life how hard I fight but end up in losing it.
Realising the fact that the insecurities had more strong than anything we feel.
It kills the joy in us..
It kills the trust in us..
Finally, it kills us..
Letting the tears rolled down remaining the shattered soul of love where we lived together in this one year which is going to complete soon.
Where he support me and stood beside me in every single step I took.
Where he guides me to reach the success which I dream off.
Now I'm scared to lose him, at the same time I'm not the one who snatch someone happiness and live in it.
I don't know anamika, what to do..
But something in me started to eat me that left me with bones leaving no flesh to mask it.
At the same time, I want to ask him but what if he say yes, Can I accept it..
Can I live myself where I dream of together.
Atleast can I stand on own..
But I can say, I love him alot with all my heart and soul till the end whether he is there with me or not.
Just like a imaginary world called dream as imaginary life.
Maya - an imaginary girl'
I closed the book of mine and wiped my tears with back of hands as I don't want to get caught by mom where everyone left to temple. As I don't have interest to go.
May be I took the right decision because God plays with me always in one way or other.
Sid POV
I'm busy with work where vivek and anu left out so now I need to complete this one.
Suddenly my phone pinged indicating the message.
Seeing the message, frown marched on my face. Looking at the unknown number and the endearments.
I asked who is this but instead of replying who is this, someone is playing with me.
So I called that number as I'm sure no one can talk or message me like that as they know how I'm and moreover message came to my personal number.
Finally, they picked my call and immediately I realised it's siya and thought to play along with her.
But suddenly silence engulfed between that when I realised she is crying and thought to say I know it's you doll but call went off.
I called but it went to robotic voice saying its switched off.
I got panic and now I can't do anything as it's already seven at evening and I'm at City out skirts.
Now I'm hell anger on me for playing along with her and can't even do anything and need to wait till tomorrow morning.
'Even though I know how insecure and sensetive I played along with her. Damn it' I thought and hit the wall in anger
To that I need to say thank you to my fate as from tomorrow onwards college is going to start.
Atleast I can make her understand tomorrow or else I just can't even imagine what will I do..
I came to home around eleven and directly went to my room and got freshup.
When I thought to take bed but entered with plate of food.
"Chottu, eat something and sleep" mom said
I whined like a kid nodding no but being stubborn mother she feed me saying what happen today.
"Mom enough please, I can't eat more" I said
"You ate only four spoon and saying no" mom glared at me.
"Mom you feed me with your hand means it not spoon it's more than that. And main thing I'm not interested to eat. Please" I pleased mom in my best way.
"Fine" with that mom washed her hands and sat beside me and I laid my head on her lap as I'm feeling so heavy thinking about doll.
I know she might be crying now, unknowingly I hold mom tightly.
"Relax chottu, everything will be fine" mom said while caressing my hair and sleep engulfed me.
I woke up when sunrays hit me and saw the time. It's already eight so I rushed to washroom and did my morning chores.
I went down but saw only mom and dad having their breakfast.
"Where is anu and bhai" I asked
"Aahil went to drop anu as you didn't woke up early and I also said not to disturb you as you are not well at night." Mom said
"Why she went so early" I asked
"Siya will come soon it's seems and they want to spend sometime alone together. So she went soon" mom said
I rushed taking my keys and heard mom voice "chottu atleast eat I'm canteen"
Author POV
As soon as siya entered the college anu hugged her tight by crushing every bone of siya and exclaimed happily " siya" and kissed her cheek.
Seeing anu siya hugged her back with smile and kissed her cheeks.
A loner tear escaped from siya eyes "what happen pumpkin" anu asked worriedly seeing siya.
"Miss you so much" siya said with pout.
"Aww baby. I too miss you alot come lets mingle now and erase the time of holidays which separate us" anu said and dragged siya to canteen and ordered their breakfast.
Meanwhile sid came to canteen knowing where they will and looked at siya.
Her eyes are swollen a bit and making circles on olate without eating anything. Seeing her like that sid heart crunched.
"Good morning" sid wished looking at doll but siya didn't looked at him where anu wished him back.
"Good morning doll" sid said again where siya mumbled good morning without looking at him which hurt him alot.
"Don't play with the food" sid said where siya stopped and put the plate aside.
"What happen to you" anu asked with frown.
"Feeling uneasy, will meet you in the class" siya said and stood as vivek also came and sat beside anu.
"Doll" sid also stood and followed siya.
"What" siya snapped
"Come with me" sid said
"No." Saying siya left but sid grabbed her hand forcefully. With no option left siya followed him silently.
"What now" siya asked as soon as they are alone
"Is this the way you welcome your love" sid said hoping to deviate her mind but siya glared at him
"What I did now, if you want check my phone" sid gave phone to her but siya didn't took.
"Call me sweetheart the way you called me yesterday" sid whispered near her ear by caging her in between him and wall.
Siya looked at him with tears and hugged him tightly and cried her heart out.
Immediately sid wrapped his hands around her and kissed her temple.
"Remember doll, I already said to you once but again I'm saying I'm one woman person and it's you and only you and you are mine" sid said where siya cried more.
"I'm sorry, but how to do you know it's me" siya asked with hiccups.
"I can recognise your voice even in my deep sleep even you change your voice too" sid said while wipping her tears.
"Call me as you called me yesterday" sid asked while cupping her face.
"Sweetheart" siya mumbled where sid kissed her showing his love.
They both engulfed in eachother embrace mingling eachother in kiss of love.
When sid heard footsteps, sid broke their kiss reluctantly while kissing her forehead.
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