Without Her

By InfectionKidney

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Nadani fan fiction from Holby City, thought I would give it a try. Tw- Reference to drugs, swearing, sexual r... More

Chapter 1 - A New Start
Chapter 2 - The Reunion
Chapter 3 - I'll look after you
Chapter 4 - Forgive Me
Chapter 5 - Whatever Happens
Chapter 6 - Stone Cold
Chapter 7 - I love you too
Chapter 8 - Just Breathe
Chapter 9 - Family
Chapter 10 - Can we do this?
Chapter 11 - Happiness
Chapter 12 - Surprise
Chapter 13 - Big Announcements
Chapter 14 - Naylor Death Stare
Chapter 15 - Little Cousin
Chapter 16 - Is Everything Okay?
Chapter 17 - She's going Home
Chapter 18 - Leaving Again
Chapter 19 - An Incapable Mother?
Chapter 20 - Baby Blues
Chapter 21 - She'll Be Fine
Chapter 22 - I Thought It Was Nothing
Chapter 23 - Exhausted
Chapter 24 - Torment And Blame
Chapter 25 - None Of Your Concern
Chapter 26 - Life And Death
Chapter 27 - Don't Let Go
Chapter 28 - Lost
Chapter 29 - I Think You Love Me
Chapter 30 - March 31st
Chapter 31 - The Monster Inside
Chapter 32 - So Many Things
Chapter 33 - What Have You Done?
Chapter 34 - My Best Friend?!
Chapter 35 - Mummy's here
Chapter 36 - Happy Birthday!
Chapter 37 - I've Got You
Chapter 38 - Three Hours
Chapter 39 - I Need A Break
Chapter 40 - Betrayal
Chapter 41 - Every Last Bit Of Hope
Chapter 42 - Stay With Me
Chapter 43 - No Promises.
Chapter 44 - I Don't Want To Hurt Anyone
Chapter 45 - He's So Tiny
Chapter 46 - Better
Chapter 47 - Somewhere Safe
Chapter 48 - Why Can't I Drink?
Chapter 49 - You Can't Run
Chapter 50 - Gone
Chapter 51 - Revenge
Chapter 52 - Who Am I Now?
Chapter 53 - It Should Have Been You
Chapter 54 - Sick With Guilt
Chapter 55 - How?
Chapter 56 - Scared, Confused And Angry
Chapter 57 - You Can't...
Chapter 58 - Gone Where?
Chapter 59 - Regret
Chapter 60 - Today Is Going To Be Perfect
Chapter 61 - Mama
Chapter 62 - Good Luck
Chapter 64 - Impatience
Chapter 65 - Plans
Chapter 66 - Something To Do
Chapter 67 - How Long?
Chapter 68 - Canada
Chapter 69 - What To Say?
Chapter 70 - Nicky
Chapter 71 - I Wouldn't Do That
Little Update

Chapter 63 - Big Brother

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By InfectionKidney



Jac walks back into the waiting room, and smiles seeing Sacha and Noah play.

"Hey, look it's mummy!" Sacha says, looking up.

"Hey, baby." Jac smiles, picking Noah up.

Noah hugs into her, "Mama."

"Yeah." She says, as Kian walks in.

"Should we go home, then?" Kian says, as Jac slowly puts Noah back in his pram.

Jac nods and they start to leave, "Thanks Sacha!" She smiles, as they go.

They get outside and put Noah in his car seat, Jac starts to cry again once they are all in the car.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Kian asks, putting his hand on her shoulder.

"It's just..." She starts, before another crying spell happens.

"Just what?" He says, stroking her hair.

"It's just I really hope this baby sticks, and they'll be okay."

"Jac, trust me." He smiles, "They will, and in around 8 months time we'll have a baby."

Jac smiles and kisses him deeply, before she breaks away from him.

"I know we shouldn't but I really want to tell the kids." She says, turning to face Noah.

"Noah, guess what?"

Noah looks at her confused, and cocks his head a bit.

"You're going to be a big brother!"

Noah looks at her more confused, and starts to cry.

She passes him, his dinosaur hoping it'll keep him calm.

"Jac...I don't think he knows what being a big brother means, he's a baby himself."

"Still." Jac replies, "He's just turned 13 months."

Kian rolls his eyes, and then starts the car up.

Noah's cries stop, and he hugs into his dinosaur.

"Jacccc...." Kian says, parking the car up somewhere.

"What?" Jac asks, turning to face him.

"Can we go get food, please?" He asks, looking like an overexcited 12 year old.

"Pizza!" Noah exclaims, happily.

Jac smiles, "Look at you saying your second word!"

Kian rolls his eyes, "It should of been dada."

Jac smiles, "You know what? Okay."


"Okay to what?" Kian asks, confused.

"Let's go get pizza, he can try some actual good pizza."

Kian smiles, and then gets out of the car.

"Right what flavour do you want?"


"Margherita, but with onion, peppers and mushrooms."

"Right Uh, and I'll get myself a meat feast." Kian smiles, Jac looks at him confused.

"What?" He asks, cocking his head.

"Noah, don't forget Noah."

"Pizza!" Noah says, getting excited.

After fifteen minutes, Kian returns with the pizza.

"How about we sit here, and eat?" Kian suggests, passing Jac her pizza.

"Well, I'll need to help Noah eat it." Jac replies, turning to face him.

Noah is chewing on the pizza box, "Pizza!" He exclaims happily.

Jac and Kian start to laugh, and then eat their own pizza.

Jac turns back around and opens the box for Noah, the moment he sees the pizza he picks it up and starts to chew on it.

"Ah, another one just like daddy." Kian smiles, looking at Jac.

"I don't need another one thank you." She smiles back, cuddling her.

Twenty minutes later...

Jac walks into the house carrying Noah, who has a pizza stained face.

"Kids!" She shouts, as the nanny comes from the kitchen.

"Harriet? Emma? Where are they?" She asks, hanging her coat up.

"Upstairs, playing." The nanny replies, grabbing her bag and coat.

"Yeah thank you, you can go." Jac smiles, grabbing a towel and wiping Noah's face.

"Jac!" Kian shouts from the garden.

She walks out into the driveway, and sees Kian struggling to put the pram away.

Jac starts to laugh, "You can't even put a pram away?"

"Uh no, please can you help me?" He asks, looking at her with sad eyes.

"Only if there's a meeting with the fridge later." She smirks, winking.

"I don't see why not." He smiles, Jac then passes Noah to him.

She instantly fixes the pram, and put it away.

"What?! How?! That's not fair!" Kian says, getting stroppy.

Noah cuddles into Kian's shoulder getting tired, he strokes Noah's hair. Which is a blondish brown colour.

They walk back into the house, and are greeted by Harriet and Emma.

"Mummy! Daddy!" Harriet says excitedly.

"Hi." Jac smiles, as Kian puts Noah on the floor to crawl.

Noah starts to crawl around, and grab at things. Including their feet, and shoes.

"So mum, anything you want to tell us?" Emma asks, looking at them both.

"Uh, well we're not supposed to..." Jac sighs, "But uh, you're going to have another sibling."

"What?! Stacy's pregnant again?!" Emma says, getting upset.

"No! I am." Jac smiles, holding onto Kian's hand.

"Me big sissy again?" Harriet asks, smiling.

"Yeah, you will be." Kian says, messing up her hair.

"Hey! Stwop it!" Harriet says, starting to giggle and nearly fall over.

Later...

Jac and Kian are in bed together cuddled up, Kian has his hand resting over her stomach.

"You aren't going to feel anything yet." Jac smiles, laying her hand on his.

"No I know, but it's just nice. I like to think it keeps you comforted."

Jac smiles at him again, "Really?"

"Yeah, and when you're hurt you like to have your hair stroked. Sometimes."

"I'm sorry? Do you think you're talking to a different person?"

"Come on Jacqueline you know it's true!" He smiles, startling to tickle her.

"One. It's Jac!" She shouts, "Two. Stop tickling me!"

He laughs  and continues for a little bit, Jac then starts to get an idea.

"Follow me." Jac says, getting up and walking downstairs.

"What, why?" He asks, still following her though.

Once they reach the kitchen, Jac instantly pushes him into the fridge and they start to kiss.

"Jac...kids.." he manages to say, in between.

"Asleep...promise." She smiles, hungrily kissing him.

His hands start to trail down her body, and he takes her top off.

"Still like what you see, Madani?" She smiles.

"Let's take it upstairs should we?" He asks, taking her by the hand.

The moment they get into the bedroom, Jac is pushed into the door.

Eventually after an hour, they lay in each other's arms tired, but happy.

"That was fun." Jac smiles, snuggling into his shoulder.

"Mmm, we should do it more often." Kian suggests, with a wink.

"Yeah, I think we should." Jac replies, messing up his hair.

"And I know I shouldn't of done, but when I went to the shop yesterday I saw it and had to buy it." She says, pulling out an outfit for a baby.

He hugs her, "It's okay, you can buy these things." He smiles "We're having a baby."

"We won't be if it doesn't stick." She sighs, curling into some sort of little ball.

"The baby will stick, and everything will be fine."

Did Kian really believe that though? Was he just saying that? Making promises he couldn't keep?

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