It was the next day, and Jac was downstairs getting ready for the wedding. To be honest, she still didn't know how to tell Kian.
She looks at herself in the mirror and smiles, "Today is going to be a perfect day, nothing is going to go wrong."
She feels a sharp pain in her shoulder but ignores it, she continues to do her makeup when Sacha walks in.
"Hey, how are you?" He asks, sitting next to her.
"I'm great." She smiles, hugging into him.
"I can't believe I'm getting married again."
"Neither can I." Sacha smiles, passing her another makeup brush.
"So, are you wearing a dress this time?"
"Yeah, I think I am." She replies, looking away from the mirror "How do I look?"
"Beautiful, even though you always are." He grins at her.
"Thank you, Sacha." She smiles back, "Thank you for being my best friend, thank you for being here for me."
"I wouldn't miss any of this for the world, I love you."
"I love you too." Jac says, hugging him "Can you do me a favour?"
"Yeah sure, anything." He smiles.
"Can you get me some pain relief?"
"Why, what's wrong?" He asks, confused.
"Nothing really, just my shoulder is playing up."
"Oh? That's weird."
"Yeah, but it's nothing." She smiles, "Nothing is going to ruin my perfect day."
Sacha smiles back at her, and he leaves to go get some pain relief.
Jac does her hair, she has it down and flowing.
She stands up too fast and gets dizzy, along with some pelvic pain.
"Oh, you aren't liking me today?" She laughs, "Can you give me a break? It's my wedding day."
Sacha returns with some medication, "Uh, who was you talking to?"
"Nobody." She smiles, "Just my body annoying me."
He laughs and passes her the medicine, she takes two and then sits down for a minute.
"You know, you don't look very well." Sacha says, putting his hand on her forehead.
"Sacha, I'm fine." She replies, "I'm ginger, I'm always pale."
"Mmm, but you're paler than usual."
She smacks his hand away, "Can you stop trying to ruin my wedding day, please?"
"Okay, okay sorry." He smiles, as he helps her stand up.
"Jac, you know you look amazing, right?"
"Of course I do, I always look amazing." She says, as she walks along in the dress.
Just then there is a knock on the door, it's Elliot with Emma and Harriet.
"Mummy!" Harriet says, running over. She has a chocolate stained face and hands.
"Hi baby, please don't touch me." Jac says, "I don't want my dress to get dirty."
"Otay, mummy." Harriet says, as Sacha picks her up.
"Look at you getting so big, Little Bean!" Sacha smiles, tickling her.
"Uncle Sacha!" She says, excitedly.
"'Mum, will there be food at the wedding?" Emma asks, looking up from her phone.
"Uh yeah, why?"
"Just making sure, as it'll probably all be gone why the time we get there."
"Nobody is eating all the food, okay?" She replies, sounding stressed "It's the perfect day, nobody is doing anything."
"It's okay Jac, you just need to stay calm." Elliot says, rocking Noah in his arms.
"Yeah, I just need to stay calm." Jac says, "I'm just going to the toilet I'll be back."
She goes into the toilet, and notices light bleeding.
"It's nothing, don't worry." She says to herself, she looks in the mirror again. And realises she is getting paler.
She washes her hands and leaves in dismay, they get into the car and go.
They arrive outside the small church, and Jac gets out of the car first smiling.
"This is it then." She says, turning to face them.
"This is where I become, a Madani again."
Harriet comes behind her and takes her hand "Me walk down?"
Jac's heart melts at this request "You want to walk me down the isle?"
Harriet nods, and takes Jac's hand more.
"You guys should go in ahead." She says, to Sacha and Elliot.
Sacha and Elliot go inside with the kids, and Jac bends down to Harriet's level.
She rubs her head, "Thank you, this is really lovely of you."
Harriet smiles, "Mummy daddy, get mwarried."
"Yeah, that's it." Jac smiles, as they start to walk into the church.
The music starts to play, and..
Kian turns to see the love of his life walk in, along with the other person he cared about most.
Jac and Harriet reach the altar, and Jac smiles at him.
He takes her hand, and Harriet goes to sit with Elliot and Fletch.
The vicar starts to go on about love and some stuff, and eventually they get to vows.
"Wow where do I start?" Kian says, smiling "I'm marrying the love of my life for the second time, and you look amazing."
"Doing this the first time was a dream, but doing it for the second time it means the world to me."
Jac smiles at him, and then starts her vows "Same here really, and I really do love you more than I've really loved anyone for a long time."
"So whatever happens in the future, we get through it together."
"Yeah, I can agree with that." Kian smiles.
"And I have something to tell you."
Kian looks at her confused.
"I'm pregnant! We're having another baby!" She smiles, happily.
He smiles and hugs her, trying to pick her up and spin her around.
She whispers in his ear, "Don't try to spin me!"
"Okay, sorry." He laughs.
Jac smiles back at him, and the vicar starts to speak again.
"Do you Kian Madani take Jacqueline Naylor to be your lawfully wedded wife?"
"I do."
"Do you Jacqueline Naylor take Kian Madani as your lawfully wedded husband?"
"I do."
"You may now kiss the bride." The vicar smiles.
Kian puts his hands around Jac, and they go to kiss.
Jac holds her lower side in discomfort, "Are you okay?" He whispers.
"I'm fine, it's nothing." She smiles, clearly fake.
"Okay." He sighs, as they go for their first dance together.
They slow dance for a little bit, "I just have to go to the bathroom." Jac says, walking away.
"Okay?" Kian says, cocking his head for a second.
He walks over to Sacha, "Uh Jac, does she seem okay to you?"
Sacha turns to face him, "To be honest I don't know."
"She seems sick or something." Sacha sighs, "She was pale this morning and seemed to be in pain."
Meanwhile...
Jac notices blood dripping down her leg, not just a little but a lot.
Somethings wrong, this isn't just the loss of a baby.
She holds onto the sink, and starts to feel dizzy.
Jac faints and hits her head on the sink, on the way down.
Chloe hears the bang, and rushes in "Miss Naylor!"
She checks her head, and sees the amount of blood.
"I need some help in here!" She shouts, out the door.
Kian and Sacha rush into the bathroom, and see Jac laying on the floor.
"Jac!" Kian says, bending down and checking her over "Somethings been wrong for days, and she didn't tell me.."
"Right, Sacha call an ambulance." Kian sighs, holding her hand and stroking her head "It's okay, I've got you."
Sacha calls an ambulance and they have to wait half an hour.
Eventually they turn up, and take Jac on a stretcher.
"Can I come with her?" Kian asks, walking with them.
"Yeah you can." One of the paramedics smile.
Kian goes with them, and they eventually reach the hospital.
Jac is rushed straight into theatre.
"Hmm, okay." Sacha says, as he scrubs in and cuts her open.
"Okay, I see the problem. Her Fallopian tube has burst."
Kian is standing watching them operate from the observation window.
"Sacha, what's wrong?!" Kian asks, frantically.
"Well one of her Fallopian tubes have burst, I need to take it out."
"What? what caused it?"
"Pregnancy, it was ectopic."
"Oh God." Kian says, rubbing his head.
"So, you can't save the baby or the Fallopian tube?"
"No, I can't sorry."
Three hours later...
Jac comes around, and looks at Kian "Kian, is everything okay?"
"We lost the baby, and you lost a Fallopian tube." He sighs, hugging into her.
"They said it would be highly unlikely, we would have another baby."
Jac looks down, and starts to cry "I really wanted it this, I really wanted this baby."
Kian hugs her, "I know, I know."
"Today's our wedding day, it's supposed to be perfect."
Kian hugs into her more, and smiles "I love you."
Jac stares blankly at the ground, tears falling down her face.
"Jac, it's okay I'm here." Kian says, going to hug her.
"Get out." Jac replies, turning away from him.
"Jac..."
"Get out! I don't want to speak to you!" She shouts, "Go find someone else to love."
"I'm not going to do that, don't be stupid." He replies.
"Go find someone who can give you happiness and kids."
"Jac I don't care whether you can have kids or not, I love you for you."
"But I'm useless, I'm not who I used to be."
"Jac, none of that matters to me."
"What matters to me is your health, and the way you make me smile when I wake up."
"Everything about you pretty much makes me smile."
"Really?" She asks, turning to face him.
"Yeah it does."
"I love you too." She whispers, but deep inside she didn't feel that.
She felt twisted and hurt.
Someone had to pay for this, this was going to destroy her.
Deep down she blames Kian, it's his fault.
She doesn't know why she blames him, but there's hatred.