Y/n pov:
I wake up hearing the door open, I open my eyes and I see tae standing next to the door. suddenly I feel a huge urge to vomit, I get up and I run into the bathroom followed by tae and jk that I woke up in the process. he rubs my back while i vomit, after 5 minutes i stop and straighten up. I clean my mouth and turn to them, they look at me worried.
"Y/n are you sure you ok?" Asks jk.
"I don't think. " i said.
"get dressed we're going to the hospital. "said jk.
"Kooki I can't let you miss hours of class. ”I answer.
"I'll go with you, if you don't mind, "said tae.
"ok tae comes with me but you go to class understood. "I point the finger at him.
"Ok." He pout.
we leave Jungkook's room and tae and I go back to our respective rooms to get dressed, after 10 minutes we go out and we leave. he drives to the hospital, arriving in front of it he parks his car and we enter the hospital. I check in at the reception and she asks me to go to a room, we took the elevator and we sat down in the waiting room. after 20 minutes a young man came out and let me in.
"you must be Lee y / n? " i nodd.
he asks me to pee in a jar then he leaves, he leaving me alone in the room for analyzes. after 5 minutes he comes into the room with a file in hand, he sits down in his place and he smiles at me.
"congratulations miss lee you are two weeks pregnant. "he smiles.
"I'm what?" I ask.
"pregnant, doesn't that make you happy? "
"not really. "he looks at me sadly.
I thank him and I leave the room, seeing me tae gets up and he follows me without saying a word. we get into his car, during the journey I remain silent, I did not know how to react I was not happy even if I wanted to have a child but not with him. a tear escapes from my eyes, tae see it but he didn't say anything. we arrive at the university and I get out of the car without saying a word.
I leave for my lessons without saying a word, all the students look at me but I didn't have much to do. I enter the class and I sit down in my place, the teacher arrives and she starts her lesson. I stay in poker face, there was only anger and sadness that could come out of me the joy was gone. I didn't know when I was going to tell tae or a jk. The class ended and I walk to the canteens, I sat down in the same place as yesterday. during the meal everyone realizes that I was not speaking, he continues to speak without daring to ask anything.
"Y/n are you ok?" Asks j-hope.
"Not really. " I answer.
"you can tell us if something wrong. "smile jin.
"yeah I know but it's complicated ... "
"Tell us." Smile jimin.
"I was in the hospital this morning because it's been two days since I was throwing up, I had some tests and ... "
"I am pregnant. "I started to cry.
They wide they eyes, tae and jk in particular.
"am I the father? ”asks tae.
"compare to you, I have not been to see elsewhere. " I answer.
he didn't say anything but I could see by his eyes that he was sorry, I turned to jk and he was crying. I didn't want this child, I didn't want it to come from tae but from jk. i know i might sound selfish but that's how i feel.
"are you going to keep it? ”suddenly asks jk.
"I would lie to you if I told you that I wanted to. ”I answer him.
"but I don't know if I would have the courage to lose it. "
"I understand, you always wanted to have children but not in this situation. "ends jk.
I nodd. we remain in an endless silence, I had the impression that Jungkook was going to break up with me and that tae was going to left his responsibilities. I couldn't take any more of this pressure weighing on me, this silence that was going to kill me. I get up and take my things i apologize and run to my room. I unlock the door and I enter my room, locking the door behind me, I get on my bed and I let myself die there.
I wake up a few hours later, without much strength. I get up and I walk to my bathroom, undress and step into the shower. water flows over my body making a melody. I come out of the bathroom to dress and I unlock my door, I go out and to my surprise everyone is waiting in the living room. I step forward and stop when I find myself in their field of vision. seeing me jimin running in my arms, I look at him lost by his action.
"you're alive. ”he starts to cry.
"Yes, why I wouldn't be alive. I only slept a few hours? ”I ask lost.
"You've been sleeping for 2 days without opening the door for us. "said suga.
"What, why did no one try to smash the door? " I ask.
"because of jin who didn't want us to break the door because we would have to pay for it. "said tae.
"Oh! I'm sorry if I scared you that was not my intention. "I said looking at my feet.
"the important thing is that you are ok. "said jk hugging me.
I hugging back. I missed his hug and think he notices the way I close him towards me. he breaks the hug and he looks at me, I still had my hands around his waist when he took his hands and he put them on my face. he brings my face closer to his and he places a soft kiss on my lips. for a moment I completely forgot that they were watching us. The kiss was short but filled with feeling, after breaking it I look him in the eye and I smile at him, it's when we hear someone make a false cough we turn around.
"we don't want to bother you, but we do. "said suga.
I hide my face at the crotch of his neck embarrassing. they laughed, jk hugged me and made me sit between his legs. we start to eat, I had the impression that it had been years since I had tasted the good taste of food. after having eaten they all go to sleep at their place and we say good night to tae, jk took me in his arms to his room. he puts me on his bed and he closes the door, he gets in the bed next to me and we fall asleep in each other's arms.
To be continued...
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