๐ฉ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐จ๐ฉ๐ก๐จ๐›๐ข๐š || ๐˜ณ...

By iloveseattleellie

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philophobia-the fear of falling in love or becoming emotionally connected to someone... ~~~ This is a stor... More

๐Ž๐๐„,, sorry
001. when the party's over
002. minister's fancy balls
003. regulus black + champagne
004. clarissa and danielle
005. potions
006. the astronomy tower
007. butter-beer
008. the whomping willow
009. transfiguration
010. the broom cupboard
011. detention
012. the black lake
013. skipping school with regulus black
014. gryffindor vs slytherin
015. james and lily
016. denial
017. jealous?
019. why?
020. petunia evans
021. muggle day
022. christmas at the potters
023. christmas at the blacks
024. maniacal
025. sirius' advice
026. what happens now?
027. the marauders map
028. hogsmead with regulus black
029. muggle studies
030. the first fatality
031. remus' eighteenth birthday
032. tom riddle
033. rain
034. end of year exams
035. the last big prank
036. spain
037. france
038. paris
039. james and regulus
040. stupid
041. the mark
042. the quidditch world cup
043. someday
044. guilty pleasure
045. broken
a c t t w o || h i r a e t h
046. silence
047. jamie diggory
048. kinda possessive?
049. secrets and lies
050. heaven
051. bad dreams & siblings
052. like brother like sister
053. shower in the storm
054. love?
055. can't handle change
056. gone?
057. the cottage on the hills
058. malfoy manor
059. the order of the phoenix
060. crazy in love
061. disowned with nowhere else to go
062. desire
063. horcruxes
064. the piano
065. like it was before
066. frustrated?
067. after the after party
068. bad good dreams
069. the restricted section
070. bathrooms & booze
071. unrequited or requited love
072. a fox & a vixen
073. late nights & fire whiskey
074. wedding preparations
075. alice and frank's wedding
076. tough girl
077. promises cannot be kept in war
078. christmas
079. james' special surprise
080. babysitting
081. fear of losing you
082. in it forever
083. new year revelations
084. st mungos hospital
085. remember that night
086. a new enemy made
087. back again
088. liar
089. the attack in the castle
090. feeling nostalgic
091. tears & fire-whisky
092. i miss you
093. prove it
094. the end of an era
095. regulus' eighteenth birthday
096. hate to do this on your birthday
a c t t h r e e || a d o m a n i a
097. the morning
098. as you wish
099. the bride to be
100. james and lily's wedding
101. an unexpected turn for the worst
102. the months that followed
103. wake up
104. please
105. promises
106. hangovers & coffee
107. take you out
108. confronting nightmares
109. girls night
110. christmas, 1979
111. warnings
112. new years eve, 1979
113. sick
114. life without you
115. to keep you off my mind
116. best friend's kiss all the time...right?
117. fabian & gideon
118. funerals
119. devoted to you
120. prophecy
121. june 30, 1980
122. anger
123. deceived
124. neville
125. empty promised
126. harry james potter
๐€๐‚๐“ ๐…๐Ž๐”๐‘,, love & war
127. a sense of normality
128. undercover
129. the lemonade
130. potentially incredibly stupid
131. airport
132. the beach
133. moments
134. blurred lines
135. mother and father
136. honesty
137. you've already lost
138. tied to you
139. party crashers
140. merlin's beautiful balls
141. cursed birthdays
142. close calls
143. marlene and dorcas
144. a spy?
145. calm before the storm
146. the fall
147. red
EPILOGUE
SEQUEL

018. love is irrelevant

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By iloveseattleellie


S O R R Y

xviii||love is irrelevant









Waking up to the sunlight seeping through the curtains, Maria groans quietly and rolls over only to feel someone next to her. She ignores it thinking it's probably just Clarissa — probably fell asleep after talking all night — and keeps her eyes closed softly. Last nights events flood her brain, what she can remember anyway, and she sighs loudly, feeling the pounding at her skull already. She moves her hand up and places it on her forehead, elbowing Clarissa in the process when a strangely manly groan sounds from next to her.

The Potter's eyes shoot open and she looks left and sees Sirius Orion Black lay next to her, shirtless. She screams and pulls the covers over herself — who's thankfully wearing a Gryffindor quidditch jumper — scrambling back and almost falling off the bed.

"Eugh—too loud." Sirius grumbles as he slowly opens his eyes and looks at Maria before smirking. "Hi."

"Oh, my god!" Maria breathes, running a hand through her dark hair. "We didn't. . ?"

"No, of course not." Sirius says with a scoff and a shake of his head making Maria let out a sigh of relief. "I would never do that to you."

"What? Sleep with me?"

"We did technically sleep together."

"Sirius."

"Okay, okay." Sirius holds his hands up in defence. "I would definitely sleep with you, however, I wouldn't — even drunk out of my mind — take something so important to you."

Maria sighs and falls forwards, letting her forehead rest on his bare chest that's moving up and down peacefully and Sirius smiles softly and traces circles on her arm.
Maria thinks back to the previous night, dancing with Remus and chatting with the girls, seeing Regulus kissing Rebecca Barnes and then recklessly going to kiss his brother.

"Shit." Maria whispers to herself and Sirius rolls his eyes, sitting up which forces her to sit up. He grabs her shoulders and makes her look at him, a smirk gracing his lips.

"I know you kissed me because of Regulus." Sirius states and Maria raises her eyebrows. "I do notice stuff y'know. But that's besides the point—"

"Sirius, it was a bitchy thing to do, I know but—"

"And I would've done it too." Sirius grins before leaning down seductively. "Besides, you're a pretty good kisser, Maria Potter."

Maria smiles slightly, dodging his kiss and making him laugh before she stands up from the crimson sheets and sees that neither Danielle or Clarissa are in the dormitory yet there is a note stuck to Maria's favourite muggle book.

'We're crashing with Madison tonight!

~C & D

p.s, you need to tell us, EVERYTHING.'

Maria sighs as she drops the note back onto the bedside table and Sirius shrugs on his shirt again. Madison Lawrence is a seventh year Hufflepuff that Danielle is rather close friends with, it's sort of like Maria's friendship with the girls — Lily, Marlene and the others.
She suddenly hugs him, taking him by surprise but he returns the tight embrace eagerly.

"Thank you." Maria whispers into his shoulder and Sirius smiles onto hers.
"It's the manly thing to do." Sirius shrugs and Maria rolls her eyes a little making Sirius grin. "Gotta get back to my own dormitory then—oh and I'll tell James I hooked up with some Ravenclaw, you're in the clear."

The Black winks before closing the heavy door behind him. The Potter girl lets out a deep breath and falls back onto her bed, wondering what the hell she's going to do now.
She sighs and gets up, grabbing a towel and strolling down the hall of the girls dormitories to the wash rooms. The brunette finds an empty room and locks the door, leaning her hands on the counter and avoiding looking in the mirror before she strips off her clothes and turns on the water, stepping into the scalding liquid.

She lets the hot water tingle her skin slightly as she runs her hands through her hair, her mind flashing with thoughts, most specifically one that starts with an R and ends with an S.

She finally gets out and dressed in some light blue jeans which she rolls up slightly, a white shirt and a beige v-neck sweater vest over it, some tattered black converse on her feet.

She checks the time and it's 8:30, just enough time for her to go to breakfast. The Potter girl slips her wand into the waistband of her jeans and strolls out of the common room.

She makes it to the great hall and sees her two friends chatting at one of the tables as they eat some toast. She feels grey eyes on her but ignores them as she flicks some hair over her shoulder and walks down the aisle between the two tables, sliding into the bench opposite her friends.

"Oh finally, we thought you'd died." Danielle says casually and Maria raises an eyebrow before shaking her head and spooning some cereal into the golden bowl before her.

"So, why is it that when we came up to get some sleep we saw you up close and personal with Sirius fucking Black?" Clarissa questions and Maria rolls her eyes.

"I kissed him."

"What?" The two girls shriek and Maria shushes them quickly.

"Nothing else happened!" Maria defends. "He just crashed in our dorm."
"He just 'crashed in our dorm'?" Clarissa scoffs. "So, nothing else happened? Nothing?"

"Of course not, I'm not Mary MacDonald."

"So, what the hell is going on with you?" Danielle questions and Maria sighs exasperatedly, her eyes travelling to the Slytherin table and instantly averting when they lock with stormy ones.

"Nothing."














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The Christmas holidays are fast approaching with onto one week left of the term, Regulus is not ready whatsoever to face his horrible parents. Seeing his brother and Maria kissing was a kick in the rib, but he knows he deserved it for kissing bloody Rebecca Barnes. He doesn't even know why he did it, maybe as a distraction, maybe he hoped Maria would see them and decide he's definitely not good enough for her.

Either way, everything went down hill in the space of a night and Slughorn's Christmas party is in two days. Rebecca had already asked Regulus to go with her, to which he reluctantly agreed to. The thought of getting married to the blonde girl makes him feel quite nauseous. Though, the idea of arranged marriages always have, he just can't understand how he got so unlucky.

Sure she's pretty, and kind of smart but her personality is probably featured in one of Regulus' many nightmares. She's obsessive and rude, will do literally anything to please her parents, and completely different to a certain brown eyed girl.

So now, Regulus trudges through the empty hallways of Hogwarts, skipping transfiguration to clear his head when hears talking from the hallway to his left.

"Al I'm saying is our babies would be seriously hot." Sirius Black blabbers loudly, clearly not bothering about being heard or caught by a teacher or Filch.

"One, gross. Two, babies can't be hot." Maria Potter rolls her perfect chocolate eyes before they land on the tousle haired boy observing them and she swallows. "I've just got to uh—find my. . .cat."

"You don't have a. . ." Sirius trails off when Maria walks away and he sees Regulus stood there. "Cat."

Regulus scoffs quietly and turns around, continuing his walk when he hears rapid footsteps behind him, advancing on him quickly.

"You need to get your act together Reg." Sirius says, now quickly walking next to the boy who stops in his tracks and turns to him.
"You can't talk to me about getting my act together, Sirius." Regulus snaps, pointing at him for emphasis.

"Yeah well, you wanna know why Maria kissed me?"

"No."

"Because she saw you kissing that fucking girl." Sirius says, poking a finger at Regulus chest.
"Why should she care?" Regulus snaps loudly back and Sirius scoffs."

"Have you lost your mind?" Sirius yells at his younger brother. "Have you seen the way she looks at you?" Regulus doesn't answer and just Avery's his gaze when Sirius sighs, his features softening. "Cause, I see the way you look at her."

"Yeah, and how's that?"

"Like an addict looks at fucking drugs, Reg." Sirius rolls his eyes and Regulus scoffs.

"Love, is irrelevant to people like you and me." Regulus says before strolling off down the hallway, leaving Sirius stood there exasperatedly.










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