๐ฉ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐จ๐ฉ๐ก๐จ๐›๐ข๐š || ๐˜ณ...

By iloveseattleellie

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philophobia-the fear of falling in love or becoming emotionally connected to someone... ~~~ This is a stor... More

๐Ž๐๐„,, sorry
001. when the party's over
002. minister's fancy balls
003. regulus black + champagne
004. clarissa and danielle
005. potions
006. the astronomy tower
007. butter-beer
008. the whomping willow
009. transfiguration
010. the broom cupboard
011. detention
012. the black lake
013. skipping school with regulus black
014. gryffindor vs slytherin
016. denial
017. jealous?
018. love is irrelevant
019. why?
020. petunia evans
021. muggle day
022. christmas at the potters
023. christmas at the blacks
024. maniacal
025. sirius' advice
026. what happens now?
027. the marauders map
028. hogsmead with regulus black
029. muggle studies
030. the first fatality
031. remus' eighteenth birthday
032. tom riddle
033. rain
034. end of year exams
035. the last big prank
036. spain
037. france
038. paris
039. james and regulus
040. stupid
041. the mark
042. the quidditch world cup
043. someday
044. guilty pleasure
045. broken
a c t t w o || h i r a e t h
046. silence
047. jamie diggory
048. kinda possessive?
049. secrets and lies
050. heaven
051. bad dreams & siblings
052. like brother like sister
053. shower in the storm
054. love?
055. can't handle change
056. gone?
057. the cottage on the hills
058. malfoy manor
059. the order of the phoenix
060. crazy in love
061. disowned with nowhere else to go
062. desire
063. horcruxes
064. the piano
065. like it was before
066. frustrated?
067. after the after party
068. bad good dreams
069. the restricted section
070. bathrooms & booze
071. unrequited or requited love
072. a fox & a vixen
073. late nights & fire whiskey
074. wedding preparations
075. alice and frank's wedding
076. tough girl
077. promises cannot be kept in war
078. christmas
079. james' special surprise
080. babysitting
081. fear of losing you
082. in it forever
083. new year revelations
084. st mungos hospital
085. remember that night
086. a new enemy made
087. back again
088. liar
089. the attack in the castle
090. feeling nostalgic
091. tears & fire-whisky
092. i miss you
093. prove it
094. the end of an era
095. regulus' eighteenth birthday
096. hate to do this on your birthday
a c t t h r e e || a d o m a n i a
097. the morning
098. as you wish
099. the bride to be
100. james and lily's wedding
101. an unexpected turn for the worst
102. the months that followed
103. wake up
104. please
105. promises
106. hangovers & coffee
107. take you out
108. confronting nightmares
109. girls night
110. christmas, 1979
111. warnings
112. new years eve, 1979
113. sick
114. life without you
115. to keep you off my mind
116. best friend's kiss all the time...right?
117. fabian & gideon
118. funerals
119. devoted to you
120. prophecy
121. june 30, 1980
122. anger
123. deceived
124. neville
125. empty promised
126. harry james potter
๐€๐‚๐“ ๐…๐Ž๐”๐‘,, love & war
127. a sense of normality
128. undercover
129. the lemonade
130. potentially incredibly stupid
131. airport
132. the beach
133. moments
134. blurred lines
135. mother and father
136. honesty
137. you've already lost
138. tied to you
139. party crashers
140. merlin's beautiful balls
141. cursed birthdays
142. close calls
143. marlene and dorcas
144. a spy?
145. calm before the storm
146. the fall
147. red
EPILOGUE
SEQUEL

015. james and lily

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By iloveseattleellie


S O R R Y

xv||james and lily









"I must be dreaming." James mumbles as he, his three best friends and his sister sit in their dormitory, Sirius lay with his hands clasped behind his head on his bed, Remus scribbling down god knows what on some parchment as he sits on the bed and Peter looking through some cards from chocolate frogs. It's a few hours since the early morning match that the Gryffindors — unfairly — won. Their seeker Dorcas Meadows had caught the snitch seconds after Regulus was injured — without realising that Regulus had fell — and desperately told Madam Hooch that they deserved a rematch but apparently they'd won 'fair and square'.

"You're not dreaming." Peter says. "Lily actually agreed—Dumbledore again!" The blonde throws the card down in frustration and Maria snickers over the top of her book.

"Be nice Wormtail, James has been trying to win her over for Merlin knows how long." Sirius smirks as James runs hands through his naturally messy hair, trying aimlessly fo tame it.

"Yes, yes. And now they'll somehow fall magically in love and get married and have five children, living in a house on a muggle road." Maria breathes out dreamily.

"Bitch." James mumbles and Maria winks at the rest of the boys. "Does this look okay?" The boy turns to them and Maria stands up and walks over, pretending to examine his hair.

"Hmm—does now!" Maria reaches up and ruffles his hair making him shove her off him onto Sirius as Peter snorts.

"You idiot!" James almost squeals and Sirius laughs, Maria still lay on him, laughing with him.

"Okay, I'm getting up now." Maria laughs, heaving herself off Sirius and sitting on James' bed again.
"Okay." James huffs, turning back to them and shooting glares at his sister and snarky best friend who just smile innocently. "I'm ready."

"Really? Only took you. . ." Remus glances at a none existent watch on his left wrist. "An hour and 20 minutes."

"Very funny." James mutters, shrugging on his jacket and they all stand up.

"Be nice, James." Maria snaps at her brother. "This is your chance to—"

"Get an amazing shag."

"No Sirius." Maria scolds, slapping his arm. "To get yourself on her good side."

"Right—of course." Sirius says, scratching the side of his head.
"Wish me luck." James smirks and then he's out the door.

"Merlin." Remus breathes, looking up from his book. "Lily and James."
"James and Lily." Peter huffs and they all share a look before bursting into laughter.

"Oh god—it took so long!" Sirius howls and Maria cackles as he falls off his bed and their laughter becomes louder until there's a knock on the door.

"Shut up already!" Another seventh year called Mark Alban shouts through the door and they pause before laughing even louder.

"Come on then." Sirius yanks Maria from James' bed and the brunette furrows her eyebrows.
"Where are we going?" She asks, shrugging her jacket on and the boys do the same.

"Oh, you'll see." Remus sighs, indicating he had no say in Sirius' plan and Sirius nods at the messy haired werewolf, throwing a book at Peter as the blonde goes to eat one of his treacle fudges, making Peter groan and get up, also getting his coat on.

The quartet stroll out of the portrait hole, Maria still clueless as to what in earth they're doing and they reach the carriages to Hogsmead.

"Oh no." Maria mumbles, stepping into the carriage after Remus and sitting next to Peter who smiles at her softly. "We're spying on Lily and James aren't we?"

"Yep." The boys say in unison and Maria groans, throwing her head back onto the cushioned seat.

"It'll be fun!" Sirius reassures with a grin before leaning back and propping his feet on the space next to her.

"If I get in shit, you're dead meat." Maria warns and Sirius nods, Remus snorting at the glint of fear in Sirius' eyes.
"What? Baby Potter can be scary." The Black hisses and Remus holds his hands up in defence.

"I'm right here."

"Merlin's balls!"

"Sirius!"










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The quartet are now strolling down the chilly street of Hogsmead, students and locals bustling around them, pointed witches hats standing up above the crowds and excited third years on their second visit to the magic village. Maria's hand is clasped in Peter's to stop her and even him from being dragged away in the large mounds of witches and wizards. It's particularly busy this time of year because Christmas break is in a month so everyone tries to buy their gifts early.

Maria is almost certain that Sirius had flirted with at least five girls on their trek towards the three broomsticks. They finally reach the small inn, the battered sign swinging slightly in the cold gusts of wind as they push open the heavy door.

"Ah ladies first." Sirius mocks, stepping out of the way and bowing sarcastically, Maria just kicks his shoe making him stumble and drop the door handle, making the door swing onto three men exiting the inn.

"Oh. . .sorry." Remus says sheepishly, the men just grunt and continue, making Sirius do stupid faces behind them before he's dragged into the pub by Maria and Peter.

They quickly hurry over to a table near the bathrooms, crouching behind the booth and Remus spots them, nudging the others and pointing.
Maria sees James and Lily sat on stools at one of the tables, steaming mugs of butter-beer clutched in their icy hands, James watching Lily admirably as the red head talks about something.

Maria smiles slightly when Lily laughs loudly at something James said before clamping a hand over her mouth to stop her from laughing any more, making James smile lovingly.

"What are we doing?" A voice whispers, making Sirius and Maria jump in shock and clash their heads together.
They look and see Marlene and Clarissa stood together and Alice, Dorcas and Danielle behind them.

"Merlin, you almost gave me a bloody heart attack woman!" Sirius hisses at Marlene who just smirks and shrugs.

"We're not doing anything." Maria says unconvincingly.

"Really?"

They look between the three boys and Maria sceptically before—
"We're spying on Lily and James." Peter blurts. "Sorry!"

"Traitor!"

"The betrayal is killing me!"

"I'm sorry it was like word vomit!" Peter defends quickly, holding his hands up defensively and the other three groan.

"We'd better go." Remus says, looking around and they nod before hurrying out of the inn. Sirius keeps his hand in Maria's through the large crowds as they trudge back towards the carriages that go back to the castle.

Meanwhile, Regulus Arcturus Black is sat in the Slytherin common room after just being discharged from the hospital, his bones now healed and back to normal. On the sofa next to the armchair he's currently slouched in sit Alyssa and Stan — his two best friends.
A few others are scattered around in the emerald chairs and sofa's in front of the roaring green flames, mostly some first or second years trying to catch up on homework they missed because of watching quidditch and exploring the grounds.

Voices are heard approaching and suddenly Evan Rosier, Gasper Avery and Ruben Mulciber stroll into the common room, more specifically, in the direction of the three sixth year Slytherins.

"How nice to see you out of hospital, Regulus." Evan greets cheerfully but his face gives away that it's all just some strange facade.

"Yeah, I s'ppose." Regulus shrugs, ignoring them as he continues to flick through him and Maria's notes — earlier in the week he'd begged her for hers as well as his because he barely took any, resulting in a lot of sarcastic comments and eye rolling from the youngest Potter.

One of the three notebooks is suddenly snatched from his grasp and he looks up at the trio of seventh year boys in frustration.

"Hm, Maria. . .Potter." Avery smirks, reading the name on the front of the notebook and the other two smirk maliciously also.
"Been warming up to Potter, haven't you Black?" Mulciber asks, taking the notebook and twirling it around in his hands, examining it.

"So what if I have?" Regulus asks with a raised eyebrow and the trio cackle with each other.

"Nothing, nothing." Rosier shakes his head. "It's just, I'm sure mummy dearest won't be pleased if she finds out what you've been doing — or should I say who you've been doing."

"Don't fucking talk about her." Regulus snaps, standing up and Rosier laughs slightly as he stands eye level with Regulus who's jaw is clenched.

"Easy." Gasper grins, shoving Regulus' chest slightly. "I'm sure it'll be over soon, wouldn't want to associate with her anyway. Did you hear that rumour in her fourth year that she shagged Gilderoy Lockhart?"

"That's a lie." Alyssa says, sticking up for the brunette Gryffindor that she sees her friend caring so much about.

"Sure it is." Avery grins. "But, I still wouldn't want to care for her too much, the dark Lord already had her on his hit list, and she's a slut—"

No one in the now rather packed common room could see what was going to happen until Regulus' fist had collided with Avery's jaw and the seventh year had tumbled onto the ground.

"You're dead Black!" Avery spits as Mulciber and Rosier drag him to his feet. "She's turning you soft—you'll get yourself killed!"

"What is going on in here?"













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