TW: Suicide and self harm I guess-?
Can you tell that I have fully risen to "I do not give a fuck what the chapter is?"
Listen, I've just been generally kinda shit today
From going to "People will be happy when I die" to "I fucking love life"
Listen, if I had my bad mood on all the time, I would probably be gone
Kinda feel like the only thing stopping me is my cats. They'd be heartbroken if I went
Listen, I've only done hurting-self once, and that was when my dad was threatening to abandon my cats.
And I swore to never hurt-seld again, since I immediately regretted it.
You best not do it either, since I love you and don't want that
Anyway, I finished my art, just as I said I would, then I accidentally left my iPad in the car all day so I couldn't draw anything.
Fuck.
Well, it's down there on the floor rn, charging
So yeah, all's good with that
So yeah. Have that that I guess.
It's definitely out my comfort zone, but I'm actually kinda proud of it
She had a name, but I can't remember it whatsoever
I've been away from the discord, so this counts as a Wattpad specific doodle
Anyway, meet my cat Multi
I dropped my phone off my bed when I took this picture. It was a nearly 6 foot drop, since I have a hella tall bed
He accounts for 35% of my happiness
The rest being:
30% My other cat Spencer
20% Art and praise
15% Family
Listen, I know I seem like a shit person, and I do love my family very much, but... I love others things in life
Anyway, I'm planning on writing a fic tomorrow
Emphasis on planning.
May well not make one at all, so don't get your hopes up too high
Also, I'm very aware I'd the new song, but I don't watch Gametunes
Anyway, love you all!
-An average but different JellieCatMC