Mad, I feel mad, and I don't know how to control it—not until someone holds my waist and carries me. Nagpupumiglas pa ako sa hawak niya at gusto pang pagsusuntukin si Joker.
"Light, calm down."
"Let go of me, Tito, dudurugin ko ang mukha ng gagong iyon!"
Nakawala ako at handa ng sumugod muli. Hinarang ako ni Coach at pinigilan.
"Miss Veralde ano ba!"
"Light!"
"What's happening? Sapphire..."
Nag-aalalang boses. Nabitin ako sa pagpumiglas at nanlanbot ng may humila sa kamay ko para sa isang yakap.
"Calm down."
"K-kurt." garalgal na sabi at tinago ang mukha sa mga bisig niya.
Gusto kong magsumbong. Gusto kong sabihin kung anong nangyari pero pinangungunahan ako ng pag-iyak ko.
"Shhh, tahan na, nandito na ako."
Umiiyak akong tumango, kahit na ako'y nakatago sa bisig. I hugged him while crying. Kurt caresses my back and whispers gentle words that help me to calm.
"Ako muna bahala, Sir."
"Thank you, Attorney. I don't know what to do to this girl, bigla nalang siyang nanugod. I'll talk to his coach to fix this matter."
"Yes Sir."
"Ramos, we have something to discuss."
That's what I heard until Kurt carried me in a bridal way and walked to pass the crowd. Tinago ko ang mukha sa dibdib niya at kumapit ng maigi sa leeg nito.
"What do you want? Do you want food?"
Dinala niya ako sa isang bleachers malapit sa hardin, kaya naman unang hampas palang ng malamig na hangin sa balat ko ay napamulat ako.
Kurt let me sit as he stood in front of me arranging my messy hair. Ngumuso akong tumingala sa kanya.
Kumurap pa ako dahil sa araw at may konti pang luha sa mata.
"How did you get here? I thought you were busy."
"I want to watch your game, that's why."
"Sorry." I shyly look away. "Iyon pa talaga ang naabutan mo."
"It's okay I'm just a bit pissed at seeing you sit on top of others. You only sit on top of me."
"Gago!" I cuss and kick him.
He laughed loudly and kissed my forehead.
"Nagawa mo pa talagang magbiro sa lagay na ito."
"Damn baby, I miss your cussing. You have no idea how exhausted I become working at my office every night."
"We face time each other all the time!"
"Iba parin pag personal. I can't touch you on the call." He whispered huskily and kissed my hair. "I can't kiss you like this."
"Tiyansing ka na naman e!"
Sinamaan niya ako ng tingin kaya naman natawa ako. We are in that moment when Tito called and informed me if I still wanted to continue the game tomorrow. He talks with his head and explains what happened, even though he didn't really know the exact reason why I did that.
Championship. Do I still need to continue that game despite what he did?
Kung tutuusin malaki ang posibilidad na matatalo ako kanina, kung hindi niya iyon ginawa.
"Huwag na kaya akong maglaro?"
Pauwi na kami. He decided to take me somewhere else, and I didn't refuse. I unbuckled my seatbelt and leaned toward him.
Kurt, slow down the car to face me.
"Kurt, huwag na kaya akong maglaro?"
"Is that what you want?"
"Hindi pero..." yumuko ako. "You know I love winning."
In every game, I want to win.
I looked away and sighed weakly.
But after the fact, I understood that winning is no longer important. What counts is the effort and commitment you put into each game, so that even if you lose, at least you won't feel bad about not giving it your all.
"I don't care about winning anymore, Kurt, so tell me, do I need to go to that game tomorrow or should I just let him win again this time?
Kumurap ako ng maalala ang dating pagkatalo sa kanya. Napansin yata iyon ni Kurt kaya tinigil nito ang sasakyan at inalalayan ako papunta sa kandungan niya.
I softly buried my face in his neck. I'm so soft towards this man, damn!
"Gusto kong manalo." pang-aamin ko at umiyak sa leeg niya.
Para akong batang nagsusumbong sa kanya. Hinaplos niya ang likod ko, habang patuloy ako sa pagsasabi na gusto ko ngang manalo.
"Kurt gusto–..."
"Gusto ko kung ano man ang gusto mo. I want to see you win the game, baby, because the last time I watched you cry in pain from losing makes me weak."
He kissed my hair as I cried loudly in his arms.
"Nakita ko kung paano ka natalo dahil sa trahedyang nangyari kay Nathania. I know you can bring home the trophy that time, but your concentration disappeared when you heard that your friend rushed to the hospital."
"How did you know?"
Tiningala ko siya. He smiled at me.
"I was there. Lahat ng laro mo nandoon ako, Sapiro. Gaya ng bituin, tinatanaw kita mula sa malayo."
"K-kurt."
"That's why I want you to win because you deserve to win."
"Pero hindi dapat ako ang nanalo. Minanyak ni Joker ang babae kanina kaya pumalya ang tira niya! Ako dapat ang talo hindi siya!"
"That's not your fault anymore. Ikaw ba ang humawak?"
Nalaglag ang panga ko. "Hindi pero."
"Hindi naman pala pero bakit pinanghihinaan ka? We're your fighting spirit, nawala mo dahil sa manyak na iyon?"
"K-kurt."
"I will ask permission from the coordinators of the game to repeat that round."
Napaahon ako konti. "You will?"
I smiled widely when he nodded. Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko at nahalikan siya sa pisngi.
"Thank you, baby."
"What did you say?"
I giggled when I heard the amusement in his voice. Nilayo niya ako konti para makita niya. Maamo ang mata nito at kahit anong tago sa ngiti ay kusang lumalabas.
"Sapphire, please." pagpapaulit nito sakin.
"I miss you too, baby." I smiled widely at him. Mangha siyang napamura, kaya natawa ako ng bahagya. "I miss your touch, and I miss your lips on me every day."
"Tangina." nakangiting aniya at tinago ang mukha niya sa leeg ko. "Tangina Sapiro bilisan mong magdisi-otso at talagang itatali na kita."
"You can tie me up naman kahit hindi pa ako eighteen." I tease him.
"You and your dirty mouth." he whispered and bite softly at my neck. I giggle as I caress his masculine arm.
"Hindi porket gusto kita o-oo na agad ako diyan."
"Ayaw mo ba?"
"Syempre gusto, marupok ako e."
Tumawa ako ng pagkalakas lakas sabay palo pa sa kanya. He then laughed with me too.
We spend our time in his penthouse. Watching together and cuddling. He did really miss me, so yeah, naman ng makita ko siya sa paanan ko, hindi na ako nagtaka.
"Good morning." He looks up at me with a thong between his teeth.
"Hmmm."
"How's your sleep?" he asks me as he caresses my thighs. I bite my lips.
"Baby, it's too early."
"You still have a game today, so I need to wake you up early."
Damnit! Ang sarap mo namang manggising Rivera!
"Give me twenty minutes, please."
"Okay, twenty minutes."
I expected him to agree to my request, but when he removed my thong, I realized that this was not the kind of rest I was looking for.
"Ohhh..."
Sinabunutan ko ang buhok ng humaplos ang daliri nito doon at tinutudyo ako.
"B-baby..."
"What do you want, Sapphire? What do you want, hmm?" He asked huskily.
Para akong uhaw at alipin niya sa mga sandaling iyon. I opened my legs to him, and I groaned when I heard his chuckle.
He is teasing me!
Alam niyang gustong-gusto ko kaya binibitin niya ako!
"Kurt p-please." I pleaded between my moans.
He did not disappoint me. Kurt caresses my thighs as he slides his long finger inside. I cannot hold myself from moaning in pleasure. He leans over and kisses me.
Sa una mabagal lamang na halik, sinasabayan ng bawat hagod ng daliri nito. But then when he pulls my butt up and licks me more, I already forget everything.
"Ahhh..."
Kurt licked fast, and the moans became screams. Sinabunutan ko ang sarili at kung saan saan na kumakapit. He teased me by sticking his tongue on it.
"K-kurt Ohhh..."
"Tangina miss na miss kita." malutong niyang aniya at dinilaan pa ako roon.
Mabilis at madiin ang bawat hagod noon sakin at kahit na gustuhin ko mang pigilan ang daing ay kusang kumakawala.
My eyes look at him lustily only to see him enjoying licking me there. Wala siyang kapaguran. Walang pigil niya akong tinikman roon at ng gusto kong ilayo ang sarili sa kanya ay hinapit niya pa ako lalo.
"Let it out, baby. Let it out."
Dumaing ako ng malakas at halos maipatong ko sa balikat niya ang dalawang hita sa kakaibang nararamdaman. Madiin ang ginawa kong pagpikit sa mga sandaling napagod na ako.
Kurt kissed me proudly and left nothing.
Siya na din mismo ang nagpaligo sakin dahil sa matinding panghihina. Siya ang gumawa ng lahat at wala akong narinig na nareklamo sa kanya. He makes me wear my underwear and my clothes.
Everything is prepared.
My food is on the side of the table, waiting to be served. He put it in front of me before he arranged the button on my clothes. Pinunasan niya din ang tumutulong buhok ko bago ako hinalikan sa noo.
I smiled genuinely. Damn this man!
"I already wish you luck, siguradong panalo na iyan." He then wetted his lips seductively.
"Gago!" namumulang mura ko sa kanya ng mapagtanto kung ano ang ibig niyang sabihin.
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