Today, I feel...betrayed, annoyed, sad, depressed, dead inside, i just want to cry while listening to "mono. , blue&grey and who" but i don't want to make to much noise, keeping my feelings in as always...
2 of my friends started dating: Fridolph_BTS & Pixie_DustFairy
Fridolph_BTS was my first friend on Wp and Pixie_DustFairy is the person that helped the most mentally in my whole fucking life.
So now they think I act suspicious but I just care and don't want their relationship to go south...
I probably made them uncomfortable by asking how they communicate but Pixie_DustFairy is a great Unnie, she means so much to me and Fridolph_BTS was my first friend, the first that has ever been interested in talking to me!
I've been crying all day because I realized that if they're dating, they'll have even LESS time for me than they already have and I can't live without Pixie_DustFairy's comforting words and Fridolph_BTS' way of making me happy without knowing it ...
ps:
I had my Korean class at 3pm, it went great, my teacher is so nice!
also:
WTF HOW? THE VIEWS AND VOTES
i wish i could see Maitri unnie in real life so she could see how wet my cheeks are right now... 😒😒😒😤😤😤😑😑😑