Jiyeon's POV
I'm excited school's over and I'm going to JYPE right now to be a trainee. First I need to have an interview and show my talents.
Good thing the unnies teach me and improve my singing and dancing skills. I walk through the hall ways of 3rd floor I knock on uncle jyp's door.
"Come in."
"Oh jiyeon great to see you." I bowed at him and sat on the chair in front of his table
"The audition will start tomorrow i just called you here that you can practice at your unnies practice room. I think they are there." He said and I got excited
"Really uncle. Thank you so much!" I stood up and bow to him many times
"But I don't want other trainees to think of me that I have special treatment here it'll affect twice unnies career." I said and he just smiled at me
"You don't have to worry about that even the trainees know it won't be reveal to public that's the rules here if your a trainee just a trainee and practice to become an idol." He explained I just nodded my head but still full of worry
"Stop thinking about that. You have vocal lessons this morning then have a lunch break and proceed to the practice room for dance lessons." He game me my schedule I put it on my backpack
"Ok uncle thank you again!" I bid my goodbyes and went outside of his office
I sigh heavily before walking to the elevator. I'm very nervous it's my first time I never had a dream becoming an idol but everytime I saw the unnies performing at stage or practicing at the house it gives me courage to audition.
"Hi! Good afternoon!" I bow when I went inside the vocal room
"Annyeong, sit down we're still waiting for one person." He said I nodded my head
I look around and it's pretty dark but there are still some lights. The color of the walls are black it's cold too why did I even wear crop top and jeans. I blew air from my mouth the vocal teacher is just examining his papers. I'm getting awkward.
Just then the door opened revealing jihyo unnie. I look at her and smile a little am I obvious that I'm nervous.
"Hello jihyo-ssi. You'll be the one to teach her and I'll just monitor." He said
I'm nervous it's jihyo unnie for god sake It'll be embarrassing if I mess up.
"No prob Mr. Shin I'll handle her." Why does it sounds scary when she said I'll handle her
Unnie place two chairs in front of the piano she gestured me to sit so I obeyed like a puppy. She handed me a paper full of notes.
"Let's check your breathing first."
Hours of training I feel like my throat was sliced. She never let me drink water (个_个) unnie is so mean don't tell her.
"Here sorry for not giving you water I'm just teasing you." She said and handed me her water bottle
"Can I drink all of this?" I ask she laugh at me
"Arasseo." Without further ado I drink all of it and gave back the container to her
"Unnie I'll be going now. I need to eat lunch." I said and stood up
"You sure? Sorry we can't join you we still have dance practice." Jihyo said sadness shown all over her face
"It's fine unnie, I invited itzy unnies with me." I said excitedly
"Glad you're with someone."
We both parted our ways I went to the food area at the 4th floor I used the stairs since I fee like it. After arriving at the glass door I search for itzy unnies I saw them eating at the couch so I approach them.
"Unnies!" They look at me
"Oh you're here come sit we already pick you some dishes." Yeji unnie
"Where's lia unnie?" I ask amd sat beside yuna unnie
"Bathroom."
We just talk of things and also had fun cause yuna unnie choke while laughing. Good thing there isn't much artist, staff and trainees in here.
Minutes later we're about to leave but some girls pass by us to get food and heard what they are talking.
"Omg is that itzy!" Girl 1
"I'm their fan I finally saw them in person." Girl 2
"But who's that with them." Girl 4
"Not familiar with her though." Girl 3
"Let's just go jiyeon." Ryujin unnie grab my hands and we left the food area
We arrive at their practice room so I just sit down at the couch they started warming up and practice their dances while I just watch them but someone called on my phone.
*Incoming call (Mama)
Me: Mama!
Mama: swettie how are you?
Me: I'm fine mama what's with the sudden call?
Mama: Nothing dear just wanna check if you're ok.
Me: I'm totally ok mama. Where are you is papa there?
Mama: I'm at the office and yes you're papa is here sitting on his chair doing some works
Aww that's sweet mama watching papa work they're like a teenager I envy their love for each other.
Mama: And you where's your sister I want to talk to her.
Me: Sure mama I'll just go to their practice room.
I went outside without telling itzy unnies. I heard laughters and I recognize some voices I assume this is there practice room. I open the door slightly and saw them laughing with a girl? Looks like at my age.
They seem having fun so I just smiled I put the phone on my ear.
Me: Mama they're busy.
Mama: Is that so honey? I'm hoping I could talk to your oneechan she's not answering her phone.
Me: Cause she's busy mama.
Mama: I understand. Did your unnie told you about moving in US?
What she said made me freeze on my spot u-us? What about US why unnie didn't tell me about it.
Mama: I assume she didn't tell you I'll let your papa explain.
I heard rustling and then I heard papa's voice.
Papa: Hi honey how are you?
Me: Fine papa. Can you please go straight to the point?
Papa: *sigh* Me and your oneechan talked last week. After college you'll work in our company in US. She suggested that after high school you need to be send in US and study there.
W-what come again? I don't want to go there I don't want to leave my love one's here I just can't.
Me: Papa unnie can't do that papa why did you agree!! *near to crying*
Papa: She insisted jiyeon and I can't do anything your oneechan is so angry that time.
Me: Ok papa I'll talk to you guys again I need to adjust on what you said first.
Papa: Ok honey just call us if you need anything.
I ended the call and that's when a tear drop on my eyes I look at their room I still didn't close it so I did but harshly I immediately leave the place and went to somewhere I can cry.
Why it hurts I feel like my own sister is pushing me away. She's my real sister but why do I feel like I want the other her I want them to go back even though they forget important things they don't push me away.
"Jiyeon?" I look up and saw hyuka I immediately hug him
He was stunned but comforted me by caressing my back.
"What happened?" He ask I shook my head
"It's ok if you don't want to talk."
He let me face him and wipe my tears he just look at me after he started to lean in and he almost capture my lips before he can do that I face the other way.
"S-sorry."
"We can't I'm sorry I can't cheat to jeonghoon."
"So it's true that you have a boyfriend already." I nodded my head still not looking at him
"D-did you ever like me?" He ask that caught me off guard
"No." After my respond he look sad
"Only a crush I can't like someone when I have a boyfriend I'm sorry if I gave you false hope I really am. But that's what I am a clingy girl and show affections to everyone." I explained
I was about to walk but he held my wrist so I look at him.
"Can't we atleast try?" He ask that made me surprise and upset
"We can't! Even though I have a crush on you I can't cheat I'm loyal to the one I love." I almost shouted at him but glad I didn't
"Please I really like no I love you jiyeon can't we? Even if I have to snatch you away from hi—"
I slap him on the face. I'm sorry I didn't want to do that hyuka.
"Please stop how many times do you wamt me to say that I don't like or love you. I'm tired today don't add up to my problems." I turn my back but before that
"Don't underestimate my boyfriend I promise him that I won't let anyone snatch me away from him even if it's you."
I left him there and started walking tears streaming down my face. I'm sorry hyuka I just can't I think it's my fault I gave you false hope I should have stop my clingy side.
When I reach the hallway where the practice rooms are I saw itzy unnies outside also twice unnies and the gir earlier. I'm almost near them and heard them talking about me more like finding me.
I walk pass them and even bump some of their shoulders. My heart is a stone right now I can't face anyone at my state like this I might hurt their feelings. Someone pulled my wrist mina unnie gasp same as the others seeing my tears.
"J-jiyeon." I snatch my hands away from her
"I hate you." I glare at her before walking away again
I heard them calling me I'm sorry I can't look back right now I felt betrayed by everybody and only two person can make me calm.
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Omg guys! OT9 live later are you guys excited cause I am. Finally their last live together was 2019. So excited let's watch it together!