(verse-1)
i haven't logged in a while, but you all seem fine
i'm really happy to know that
i've been caught up in time, sometimes staring the night sky
clearing my head and where it's at
(pre-chorus)
a lot of things happened, a lot of things changed
i'm still the same person, but i'm stuck in the way
i'm trying to get a hold of my emotions
but everyday goes in slow motion
trying to fix something that was always broken
i'm still right here
(chorus)
oh yeah, the old me was fine,
guess i'm just not the same person this time
thought you should know that
(verse-2)
oh, and i figured out my aesthetic is vulnerable red
displaying scenes and non existent emotions in my head
these days, i just can't wait to hit the bed, oh
i'm coming in terms with the person i really am
i'm happy i progressed because i used to not give a damn
at least i'm trying to know who i really am, oh
(pre-chorus)
a lot of things happened, a lot of things changed
i'm still the same person, but i'm stuck in the way
i'm trying to get a hold of my emotions
but everyday goes in slow motion
trying to fix something that was always broken
i'm still right here
(chorus)
oh yeah, the old me was fine,
guess i'm just not the same person this time
thought you should know that
and yeah, i'm struggling a little
i know it's for now, but i'm feeling bitter
and i'm hoping it's for now, and i'll feel better
thought you should know that
thought you should know that
(breakdown)
i'm a growing person, and i'm getting good at that
learning it's a little useless to put on masks
to get what i really want
it's hard, yeah
i'm taking my time, and i know i'll be alright
even if it's not sooner this time
this time, it's not a lie
thought you should know that
(chorus)
oh yeah, the old me was fine,
guess i'm just not the same person this time
thought you should know that
oh yeah, the old me is fine,
but i'm just not the same person this time
thought you should know that, oh
i'm taking my time, (taking my time)
and i know i'll be alright (i'll be alright)
even if it's not sooner this time (this time)
this time, it's not a lie (not a lie)
thought you should know that
(outro)
thought you should know that
i'm doing better this time
thought you should know that
i'm doing alright
thought you should know that
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hi. i logged into Wattpad with this account after almost 4 months, ended up writing this. would love to hear how it is, from you.