Park Jongseong or known as Jay had been single for all his lifetime . He haven't even experienced having a crush or have a simple admiration for someone that he crossed paths . Some of his friends and relatives same generation as he is had been into relationships multiple times and he was just the only one who never gone into something like that or even close to .
It's been long that he decided to just enjoy watching his friends fall inlove and feel the happiness that it would bring to them . If one of them got broken hearted , he will come to be their support system . As if he was born to support other people .
Never in his life that he imagined falling inlove to someone . He never imagined to be affectionate romantically to anyone in opposite gender or the same . No , he's not picky or something .. He just don't feel like it . He thinks , it's not really needed when he has his friends showering him love and also his family .. With them , he was full of love . Knowing Jay , he's giving his fondness to the people around him .. of course to those who deserves .
He knows who to cherish and when he start to give you his attention , you'll automatically be a part of his life for good .
Now , all his beliefs had changed when he met Chu Hae Jin . She was the one who opened his eyes to something beautiful that he himself can't even explain . It felt surreal.
Ever since the both of them met , he felt happiness that he never felt before .. his heart flutters whenever he sees the girl and he wouldn't deny that everything that he felt , he love it .
For him , she had the cutest smile that melts his heart . Her eyes was the most beautiful that he ever seen in his whole life . Of course he's not exaggerating , because it's the first time he focused on someone like this . It is not the same how he put attention to his friends .. it is just different . To him , Hae Jin was so pretty .. even how she talks , walks and move was so pretty for him . Her voice was so sweet that made him fall deeper for her .
He couldn't think of anything best to explain how he felt for the girl . She was just perfect for him ..
Y'all , your boii is head over heels for Chu Hae Jin .
^^
a flashback for the sake of Jay's love story
because he deserves the world and he deserves to be loved
Jay was wandering around the area where he usually drives whenever he was stressed or there's something in his mind . Lately , he was so stressed about Ni-ki . The younger was so broken hearted and was overworking himself just to forget everything that he had been through . And it concerns the older a lot . As his friend and older brother , he was worried that the younger might get sick if he overworks himself on night shifts . Because since Shaira left , he was the only one who do the work at night . And this time , he was thinking to hire another part timer to help Ni-ki .
He was casually looking at the stores he's passing by when he saw a girl who's been followed by two mens in a dark alley . At first look , you would think that those men were just walking the same direction with the girl when suddenly one of them grabbed the girl's hands . He panicked because now , he could see that the girl was so frightened so he parked his car to see what's really happening.
He jolted when he heard the shout from the girl asking for help . He ran fast as he could to help the girl .
Jay's POV
I arrived at the place where I saw the girl earlier then saw a man was holding her hands forcibly and the other man who's trying to touch her face . I immediately grabbed his hands who's about to touch her .
The tall man instantly turned his head to see me with his fierce eyes . I was taken aback when he suddenly shakes off my hand harshly that's holding his and grabbed my collar . I was shocked at first but didn't made it obvious since I have a poker face.
"oh who's this young man who's trying to meddle in our small talk ?" he asked "is he your knight in shining armor?" asked by the other man who's holding her hands
" I .. don't know him" she nervously answered
"leave her alone " I yelled at them " and get your filthy hands on her "
" who are you to order us ?You just came here and interrupt us and you had the audacity to stop us ?! haha I bet you can't even punch me in my -" he didn't even finished his sentence when I punched him in his not so nice face
"awww ! how dare you!" he yelled then punched me back into my face then he spits on me ..
"you didn't know who you're against with young man " the man holding the girl said then chuckled
" of course I wouldn't know because you're an unimportant creatures .. and besides I won't waste my time knowing you so let go the girl " I sternly said which made them smirk
" you're really testing our patience" he kicked me that made me groaned in pain
" what did she done to you that you're doing this to her ?" I asked while I'm in pain
" well , she owe us money but she failed to pay us back so we're taking other ways of payment from her " he laughed evilly
" what !?" I punched him several times out of anger .. but the other man helped him and they are now taking turns in kicking and punching me
" please stop it ! I'll pay you but not now " the girl shouted that made them stop from what they're doing
" oh .. how could you pay? You said you don't have work and you're just a student .. you tricked us " the man said and moved closer to the girl
" but if you'll let us devour your body , we'll call it quits hehe " he said which made my blood boil
he was about to touched her when I ran to kick him .. the other one kicked me also that made me fell off the ground
" yahhh stop it " she said , crying .. but I slowly got up holding a hard wood that I found when I fell on the ground
" how much did she owe from you?" I asked to trick them .. there's no way I would give money to these monkeys
" why ? would you pay for it ? " she asked me back .. I glanced at the girl who's holding a steel pipe at the back of the other man .. I signaled her to hit him .
" yes " I answered him them we both hit them at the same time .. they collapsed seconds after , unconscious
" let's go !" I held her hand and we ran away from that alley
we arrived where I parked my car .. my body was still aching from all they've done to me . I promise they'll get jailed .
" thank you mister .. ?" see said .. her voice was so sweet
" I'm Jongseong but just call me Jay .." I replied to her .. she nodded " by the way , do you know their names ?" I asked her
" Yes of course .. the tall one was Mr. Seokchul Han then the other one was Mr. Hansung Choi " she answered " okay .. we'll head to the police station .. they'll never get away from this " I looked at her and smiled but I could see that's she's nervous
" why ? what's wrong?" I asked
" what if they'll also report that I owe them money then I didn't pay them ?" she nervously said
" Don't worry .. just leave it to me " I said .. she felt relieved but still a bit nervous . We drove our way to the police station and reported what had happened . The two man was captured .. The policemen saw them still unconscious on that alley where we left them so it's easy for the police to capture them .
" Please charge them with Serious Physical Injury or Attempted Murder and Attempted Rape .. " I said to the policemen and they just nodded . We had evidence plus the CCTV on that area and also they know that I'm Park Jongseong so didn't hesitated to believe in me .
We are about to separate ways when I remember I didn't know her name yet so I asked her.
"umm hey I forgot .. what's your name?" I asked her
" I'm Chu Hae Jin.. and thank you for helping me today " she said then smiled sweetly at me ..
" oh .. its nothing " I told her " but you're hurt " well, it's true my body aches
" ahh .. I'll just go to the hospital later .. it's okay "
" would you really be okay ? what if they'll come after you ?" she worriedly asked
" nope they won't and they can't " No one's gonna ever come after me .. if they'll try , they'll die.. because my dad won't allow it
" oh wait , I hear you don't have a work .. do you perhaps want a part time job ? Since I heard you're still studying " I asked her .. hopefully she needed one so I could bring a helper for Ni-ki ..my favorite little brother
" do you know where I can work for ?" hmm , she seems interested
" yes .. at my cafe , I need a part timer for the night shift .. if you're okay with it "
" omg yes yes ! I would love to work at your cafe .. sir Jay " oh she became polite lol so cute
" okay then .. bring your resume tommorow .. then you can start .. here's my business card " I give her my business card which she gladly took .. you could see that she's so desperate in having a job
" I'll surely come tomorrow sir .. " she enthusiastically said which made me giggle
" it's already late .. where's your house so I could drive you home " I offered
" oh thanks sir , but no it's okay .. I'll just take a bus hehe " she shyly refused " no I insist and it's about to rain also " I told her
" well , if you say so sir " we hopped in inside the car and I'm not wrong .. the rain suddenly poured lightly
" see ?" I said and we just both laughed
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I just called Heeseung hyung to check on me instead of going to the hospital .. I don't want to be the talk of the town if they'll knew I got beaten by some strangers .. Those policemen who knew me are already paid to keep quiet .
" Jay~ahh .. how come you got beaten ?! As I remember you don't want violence .. Why did you end up getting involved ?" Heeseung hyung asked me as he cleaned the small cuts in my face
" I can't keep my cool when I saw that girl in danger hyung .. I felt I needed to save her " I answered him .. of course my conscience will swallow me whole if I'll just leave her with those men and turn a blind eye .. she can't even protect herself so who would do that for her ?!
" aww such a gentleman .. but next time just don't get involved . How many times did I said to you to stop meddling in someone's life ?" Heeseung scolded me while putting some ointment on my scratches
" hyung , it's different this time .. she's in danger and I can't just look at them "
" then you should've just closed your eyes "
" aishh hyung .. you know I'm not that kind of person .. if someone needs my help , I'll gladly offer my hands for them "
" alright .. I get it , you're a righteous man" He finished curing my wounds
" hyungggg .. " he looked at me " what now Jongseong ? " he asked me
" I .. think I found .. the one " I said and he gave me a 'what-do-you-mean' look
" I mean .. I found the one I'll share my life with " I cleared what I said earlier because I could see that he's confused
" WHAT ?! I thought you'll die single and let Ni-ki take all your fortune if you'll die " I sensed it .. he couldn't believe in what I said .. I couldn't believe it either
"It was my plan at first hyung .. but I finally met her and I feel that she's the one " I honestly said although I was also confused
" You're kidding me Jay .. you just met her in a dark alley and now you're telling me , she's the one ?? Are you insane?" He was acting like he was my father oh my god
" I'm confused too hyung .. but my heart beats like crazy for her and don't judge me , this is my first time feeling this "
" yeah sure you really are confused Park Jongseong .. Just tell me if you had came back to your senses " He said and left me still .. CONFUSED
"What am I gonna do now ? " I asked myself
"Am I wrong ? Does I felt wrong ? What if I was just being ahead of myself and this feelings I felt for her were untrue ? OH MY GOD I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE !!" I shouted then I hear someone running to my door
" yahh stop shouting Jongseong !! I'm just here next to your room .. Let me sleep in silence!" Heeseung hyung yelled back .. as he kicked my door .. He never told me he's staying lmao .. but I wouldn't blame him , I literally told them to treat my home as their home . That they could stay here anytime , even if I'm not here .
" aww sorry hyung I didn't know you'll sleep here hehe .. alright , sleep well " I said but I just heard him mumbled something angrily but can't understand it
" well I guess I'll just forget about what I felt for now .. and act normal whenever she's near " I sighed and get ready to sleep .. my body is still aching
" BUT I COULD IMAGINE MY FUTURE WHENEVER I LOOK AT HER EYES !!!" I shouted .. after a few seconds I received a message from Heeseung hyung
My beloved hyung
JONGSEONG I SWEAR TO GOD
IF YOU WON'T STOP SHOUTING ,
I'LL SUFFOCATE YOU WITH A PILLOW
WHILE YOU SLEEP LATER !!!
LET ME SLEEP !!!
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I just chuckled as I read his text .. aww even though he was like that , I know he dearly love me .. and I'm thankful he had taken care of me this night and listened to my thoughts . He's the best hyung I've ever had .
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I really miss this child 😭