I've loved someone, loved until I was a little drunk.
Tell me who you are, to be able to make me become so unusual.
You're not tired, yet I loved you to the point of exhaustion.
Valentine's Day was a dreadful day for Kajio high's basketball team.During that time all the girls would come barging in with gifts just for Kise Ryouta which depresses Moriyama a lot since no one has given him any chocolates at all the entire time.
As for the captain he was pissed of that the training was interrupted but being shy to the opposite sex he couldn't just tell them to leave so the entire day was filled with chocolates but no practice.Walking out of school he noticed one of his classmates, (guy name) walking away from a familiar (h/c) girl, who he constantly noticed when she was in the hallway or the gym watching them practice which he assumed she was there for Kise, staring at his back wide-eyed.
I've never sacrificed my own safety and sacrificed my all for anybody.
I'm standing at the equilibrium point, but I feel it's a little dangerous.
Maybe it's because I can't see and can only use my intuition.
Kasamatsu kept watching her frozen form even after (guy name) left.After what seemed like an hour her shoulder suddenly shook once then twice as she started sobbing.Out of instinct he walk towards the (h/c) girl, handing her his handkerchief.Once she looked up she stared at the handkerchief he held out and slowly accepted it.
"Thank you Senpai..,"Her melodic voice made his heart trembled.
"N-no p-pro-bl-em"
Finally having the guts to speak up Kasamatsu nervously turn his attention towards her and spoke up.
"W-what h-happened?"
"......"
"I-I m-mean I-if y-you d-don't m-mine telling m-me"
"....."
Once again the silence resounded.Kasamatsu felt nauseous at what he had done.
'I should've kept my mouth shut'
"H-he"Hearing the female finally speaking up he turn towards her with interest.
"(Guy name) broke up with me..."
'WHAT THE HELL WHAT KIND OF GUY BRAKES UP WITH A GIRL ON VALENTINES DAY!!!'
"Oh..."
"He said that he didn't want a girl who wasn't sexy..,"she continued,"nor did he want a girl who didn't want to...have sex....I feel like my whole world has been taken away from my grasp"
He's not a good man, and is not a good lover either.
To me we are just two people who have a brief encounter.
There are so many good men out there; without him, life will still go on.
For once not spluttering Kasamatsu spoke up,"I don't understand...why would your world be taken away? There so many men out there in fact good men as well! So even without him, life will still have to go on anyway"
Shock by his words the (h/c) female look down and clenched her fist tightly,"You're right...even without him life would still go on..."Jumping up for her seat she smiled at Kasamatsu,"Thank you senpai..."
Blushing he turned away to avoid been seen,"n-no p-problem but m-maybe I was to harsh..."
Giggling the (h/c) female smiled wider,"The names (last name) (first name)"
"K-Kasamatsu Yukio"
~Time Skip~
It's been months since then and (name) and Kasamatsu had grown closer to the point where Kasamatsu only seldom splutter.They would always walk to school together after they found out they lived together closed by and walked home together as well.One day Kasamatsu was waiting for (name).He was getting worried since it was usually her who would wait not the other way around.
He felt a strange feeling of danger.Why was she late? Could've she went home without him? No that was impossible.no matter how late he was she would wait there reading her textbooks.He decided to read something while waiting.Kasamatsu took out his trainer regimen booklet and open it widely and noticed a note sticking in between the pages.
I will no longer make you feel lonely, and i won't let you feel more hurt.
Listen to me, you must learn how to live well.
Even if the future has so many wrongs, at least you'll have my greeting and warmth,
Accompanying you through the days.
Curiously opening the letter he read it,
'Dear Kasamatsu-senpai~
I saw (guy name) earlier...He was kissing (random girl).
I thought I would get over him...
But I couldn't...I still love him...
Just like you said without him, life would still go on...
But what if I don't want it to go on without him...
What if I still want to be in his arms...
......
What if...I don't want to live in a world without him...
Thank you Senpai for all you have done...
Even if it was just a short time you made me forget him countless of times...
Thank you so much...'
Feeling frustrated he ran towards the place where she most likely be at...the roof...
Slamming the door open he immediately took note of the girl sitting on the edge of the roof swinging her legs back and forth, tries in her eyes.
"(Name)-san don't do anything stupid!"
"Kasamatsu-Senpai..."
"Don't even dare move a single muscle!"
"SENPAI! I CAN'T I LOVE HIM SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS!!!"
(Name) stood up and leaned backwards and was about to plummet to the ground when sephe felt a sharp pulled and warmth surrounding her body.Kasamatsu held her in places hugging her head to his shoulder and waist to himself fearing she would attempt to jump again.Feeling her tremble in his embrace she sobbed into his shoulder hugging him around the waist as well.
Listen to me, you shouldn't do this.
Don't look at me and say you already know what you should do.
You feel pain, and I'm willing to bear the pain with you.
As long as your not afraid to get hurt, I'll walk with you no matter how many bumpy roads there are.
"It hurts senpai...the pain is so unbearable...I feel so lonely without him..."
"....."
"I feel as if my life is over...it hurts...it hurts..."
"Then I'll help you...I won't make you feel lonely anymore..."
"Senpai why?"
"Because...I love you so much until it's so exhausting, yet I can't give up just yet"
"Senpai..."
"I don't care if you reject me...I would still chase you"
"I-"
"(Name) I love you..."
~Time Skip~
The music in the stereo was ear piercingly loud to (name) since she didn't really like (music genre).Everyone in the venue where partying as if they where still in high school.The interior of the place was full of red and pink all over and a huge banner that says '5 Years HighSchool Reunion'.
(Name) didn't interact with anyone she just stood in the corner of the room hopping no one would talk to her.
"(Name) you look beautiful..."
She flinched at the site in front of her immediately recognized that hair and eyes.(guy name) her ex...
"Hi..."
"(Name) I still Lo-"
(Name) felt a familiar warmth around her waist and looked up noticing Kasamatsu Yukio her lover for five years glaring at (guy name).
I'm standing at the equilibrium point, but I feel it's a little dangerous.
Maybe it's because I can't see and can only use my intuition.
"(Guy name) what a pleasure to see you again.Could you please continue what you were about to say?"
Excusing himself (guy name) nervously walked away from the couple.
"Yukio-senpai you didn't have to be so harsh..."
He's not a good man, and is not a good lover either.
To me we are just two people who have a brief encounter.
There are so many good men out there; without him,life will still go on.
"Hah? You're telling me too don't be harsh yet he harshly left you five years ago?"
I will no longer make you feel lonely, and i won't let you feel more hurt.
Listen to me, you must learn how to live well.
Even if the future has so many wrongs, at least you'll have my greeting and warmth,
Accompanying you through the days.
"Geez Yukio you don't forgive easily"
He's not a good man, and is not a good lover either.
To me we are just two people who have a brief encounter.
There are so many good men out there; without him,life will still go on.
"He broke your heart and you expect me to forgive him?"
I will no longer make you feel lonely, and i won't let you feel more hurt.
Listen to me, you must learn how to live well.
"That was five years ago senpai..."
"Y-you should just be glad I care..."
"SENPAI YOU'RE BLUSHING!!!"
"BE QUIET I'M NOT!"
"Hehehe I love you Yukio-kun"
Even if the future has so many wrongs, at least you'll have my greeting and warmth,
Accompanying you through the days.
"I love you too (name)..."
A/N
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!
THIS IS FOR YOU Puripuriko
She loves Kasamatsu just like me as well so I dedicate this to her and myself XD.
You should check her out she writes amazing fanfictions.
If you don't know this but this song is not Japanese nor Korean this is actually chinese.
Since that's my religion...
The english lyrics are in the story so...
The song name is Cha Jian Er Guo by Sam Lee Sheng Jie.
HOPE YOU LIKE THIS HAPPY VALENTINES DAY AND IF YOU DON'T HAVE A DATE THEN DON'T WORRY WE STILL HAVE ANIME!!!