CHAPTER 10 | HIS AFFECTION, HIS PAIN.
"She gave all to the one she thought she loved and took all from the one who loved her."
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T I M E was passing as fast as the second hand of the clock, It had already been a week since Yoona accepted her feelings for Taehyung in front of him. There were no limitations of Taehyung's euphoria and Yoona's contentment.
It has also been a week since she last attended her University. Of course, It was to avoid her professor but the other reason was the lessening distance between Yoona and Taehyung.
To say that the boy was happy would be an understatement, cause all he felt whenever he was with Yoona was out of this world for him.
While Yoona on the other hand was endeavouring to adapt to his clingy and childish behaviour. The boy was indeed elder than her but the way he always acted made the girl shower him with fondness.
There wasn't a moment when Taehyung let her get apart from himself and at times when she had to vacate for her house, The chap would always try to make excuses in order to make her stay.
Even after striving to cope with his affection seeking self, Yoona couldn't prevent herself from adoring him. At times, It would be too hard for her and she would end up saddening the boy, but occasionally his innocuous acts would hoarse the lass to pepper his face with kisses.
Taehyung was so much in love with this girl, so much that he couldn't even convey it in words. Her gullible smile would always drive him crazy whilst her small kisses always made the boy melt in his place.
His smile hasn't left his face since the day the love of his love finally confessed her feelings towards him. Only he knew how fast his heart was pounding at the moment when Yoona was avowing her sentiments for him.
The boy almost burst into tears every time he recalled that day and as usual, it turned out to be hard for Yoona to alleviate the poor lad down.
Her embrace felt like the safest place to him, The way her small dainty hands would wrap around his muscular torso would always manage to manufacture butterflies in his pit.
Taehyung was naive but he wasn't stupid to overlook the discomfort his girl felt whenever he would behave over-clingy. He deemed that because of him Yoona wasn't attending her college.
But what the latter had in her heart about going to that place again where she almost got harassed was totally oblivious to him. He felt bad that Yoona had to withstand this side of him but the poor boy couldn't help but sulk whenever Yoona aspired to leave.
Although, He knew that at the end of the day she would end up in his arms but his fragile heart couldn't stop throbbing inside his chest just at the mere thought of Yoona getting away from him for even a sole night.
He pouted and sulked every single time when Yoona had to leave for her home, his beggings made the girl's eyes teary at the thought that how much he had started loving her. And at the end of the weekend, Yoona had decided that it was best for both of them to move in together.
Taehyung was more than delighted at this idea of hers but the real concern here was- whether Yoona's parents would allow her to move in with the guy who's not just an ordinary man but a worldwide idol.
Whilst Taehyung almost feted on his nails, scared at the reaction of her parents, Yoona was no exception. And finally, after a lot of effort, the day they were moving in together has come.
"Daebak! It's done already..." The 21-year-old said, tossing herself on the cushy couch whilst the male beside her did the same and embraced her from the side.
"All we need to do is organize your clothes in the closet... and then we're done." Taehyung proclaimed with his head concealed in the crook of her neck whilst her neck kept procuring the touch of his soft lips on it.
Unknowingly, the sounds which were reckless to evade her mouth because of the butterfly kisses he was giving her fled her voice box taking her by surprise. "mhm..." She moaned out and adrenaline of chagrin surged through her body once she comprehended what she had done.
She sealed her sights tightly, not at all knowing what the poor chap was going through. The fella was stoned at his place, functioning the sound that just left Yoona's mouth and instantly drew his face away from her neck, "ah... I'm really sorry..." He muttered, scuffing his scruff.
"It's... It's alright.." Yoona faltered, letting out a coy giggle ere strutting up from the couch, catching the guy by surprise and perplexity.
"Where are you going, love?" He softly asked, standing up just after Yoona, gawking at her with his flattering eyes. "I'm going to... I'm going to arrange my clothes..." She replied, pinching her nose bridge afore whirling her steps to move towards the room which she was going to share with him, her boyfriend.
But within no winks, She was pulled by the chap, "Yoona, I'll do it... You must be tired from studying and... ha-ha... You had to catch up with a lot of lectures and assignments just because of me so... go and rest! I'll arrange them..." He spoke, softly peering into her eyes whilst his palm tenderly waited on her cheek with his thumb stroking the skin of her cheek causing her to feel butterflies in her belly.
She was so lost in his touch that she didn't realise when the boy leaned into pepper her forehead with some soft pecks and left to his & her bedroom to arrange her closet.
"Taehyung!" She whined, trotting behind him only to catch him giggling at her whiny tone "I'll do it, You have practice this evening, You should rest!" The female chid, her hands resting upon the sides of her waist and her lips molded into a pout.
Taehyung smiled softly at the sight before his eyes, "I'll rest love, But for now.. let me get done with this" He ejaculated, his smile not withering as he again commenced to arrange her clothes into the closet.
"But Taehyung!" She once again whined, causing him to let out some soft giggles "It's okay Yoona, I'll do it" He worded as the lassie heaved out a sigh.
"Let's do it together!" She suggested, "But-" The chap thew, only to get cut off as soon as he voiced out "No buts! let's do it together, otherwise, you're getting... no.. no cuddles!" Yoona sputtered hesitantly.
"ah no, that's cheating!!" Taehyung whined, pouting while stomping his feet on the tiled floor. He gaped at her with puppy eyes only to attain a shrug.
"Okay let's do it together.." Taehyung asserted, pouting as Yoona did a small victory dance before moving forward to arrange her outfits in the closet.
Minutes passed by, and the couple was done accomplishing the task they had been stopping each other from doing -arranging clothes-. "Hff... Finally done." Shutting the wardrobe, Yoona conveyed ere letting out a huff whilst Taehyung embraced her from behind.
"Ow Tae, Stop it tickles.." She giggled, whirling around in his embrace when his nose tickled the sensitive skin of her neck. "Mhm... I want to cuddle with you.." Taehyung pouted, playing with the locks that were falling on her cheeks as Yoona positioned her hands around his neck and tip-toed to bop his nose with hers.
"Sure, But first, Let's cook something! I'm hungry and You must be hungry too." She mumbled leaning in to leave a soft peck on his forehead obtaining a nod in riposte from the guy as the both made their way to the kitchen.
"What are we cooking?" Taehyung asked, once again engulfing her small physique in his arms from the back as soon as the both reached the kitchen. "I don't know, What do you want to eat?" Yoona retorted with a question, swirling around in his arms to face him as the fella perplexedly scratched his forehead.
"Uh-huh... I don't know either..." He replied as Yoona sighed, "Ahh, I'm hungry, I can't think with an empty stomach." She whined whilst pouting, letting her head rest upon the male's muscular chest as they both stayed at the scrabble of what should they cook for lunch.
Promptly after 30 minutes, the couple ended up cooking noodles and presently were coddled up on the couch in the living area whilst watching Netflix.
"What the heck? he's the villai--" Taehyung, who was engrossed in the series they were watching till now, affirmed, averting his attention to the girl only to find her sleeping soundly in his arms.
He chuckled as he leaned in to pepper her forehead with a soft smooch and switched off the television with the remote that was lying on the table in front of him.
Picking her up in his arms in a bridal style, he sauntered toward their shared bedroom and gently rested her down on the cushy bed not wanting to disturb her siesta.
The 25-year-old gently pecked her lips as he laid down beside her with a sweet smile tugged on his perfectly proportioned lips and whilst gawking at her with just love, adoration and admiration, he pronounced in his intense raspy voice. "Sleep well, beautiful"
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( NEXT DAY )
XXX UNIVERSITY
Silently sitting on the passenger seat of the car, The female peacefully gaped at the way the trees, cars and everything in their surroundings passed away at a rapid pace.
Meantime, The lad beside her kept on sulking and side-eyeing her as he badly wanted to tell the lass how difficult it would be for him to practice without her presence around him.
However, He couldn't tell her because after keeping the girl away from her studies for a lot of days he didn't want to disturb her or burden her with his affectionate self.
So he decided to stay silent. But as soon as his sights caught an image of her, he couldn't help but want her to not go anywhere and stick by him.
He sighed when he realised how clingy he would seem if he attempted to halt Yoona from not going to university today too.
Hearing his sigh, The lassie who was engrossed in her thoughts till now jolted up and peered at him from the side. "Tae? Are you ok?" She asked, and afore he could reply the vehicle stopped making the both of them realise that they reached their destination already.
Taehyung frowned whilst Yoona's inner self began to panic as soon as her eyes fell onto the big entrance of her university and the thought of confronting him gave her goosebumps all over her skin but shrugging it off, she looked at her boyfriend for the answer to her question.
"I'm okay.." Still fretting, He replied lowly, whilst looking down at his fingers which were fiddling with each other.
She nodded at his response and was about to get down from the car when a hold on her hand stopped her as she looked at the owner of the hand which was holding onto hers, only to confront her sulky boyfriend.
"When will you come back?" He inquired, "Possibly by 3 p.m!" Yoona replied whereat Taehyung bolstered his pout.
"You will text me in between right? Whenever you get the time?" He asked, cutely pressing his lips into a thin line, "I will Tae, Now go and let me go too.." She uttered, composing a frown upon his face.
But the next succeeding second, her breath hitched when she discerned the lad leaning nigher to her face and then latching his lips upon hers for a brief moment.
"I love you.." He murmured, backing away from the small kiss as he pecked her cheeks and forehead.
Yoona nodded with crinkles around her eyes when the boy kept showering her face with soft pecks afore moving away to get down from the vehicle.
"You should at least give me a kiss as a bye" Taehyung whined once again stopping her from getting down.
Shyly, Yoona leaned in towards his face as she placed a soft peck on his cheek and then again turned away to get down only to get interrupted by him. "This wasn't a kiss, It was a peck, baby!" He whined.
"Tae! Enough now... Let go of me I'll be late.." She asserted to which he let go of her hand and looked down at his fingers again "Okay sorry.."
The adrenaline of stigma flew through her body as she instead of getting out of the car, rested her palm upon his cheek inciting him to look up at her and heaved him towards her only to kiss him softly for some seconds.
"Bye, take care and do take rests in between rehearsal!!" She expressed, hurriedly getting out of the vehicle and trotted inside her university leaving the male flabbergasted with the touch of her lips still lingering on his' and butterflies all over his stomach.
"He's so adorable.." Yoona pouted, fastening her bag around her shoulder whilst pacing inside the vast building. She was walking hurriedly to reach her lecture hall until her eyes fell on a familiar someone which rendered her to stop in her steps "Hey Jae, Why are you standing here?".
"Did I just see the epitome of beauty Miss Jung Yoona at our university? Woah how come your loverboy let you go?" The lass, who was resting against the wall with a pout on her face sarcastically enunciated crafting a bloom upon Yoona's pale cheeks.
"Shut up... And tell me why are you standing here like this when Mrs Yoon is giving a lecture huh..?" The flustered girl inquired earning a sigh from her friend "I stuttered in my presentation, so she told me to go out" Jae-mi stated, rolling her eyes.
"Leave it anyways, You're late already and now wasting your time with me, Why don't you go?? That jerk professor of yours is giving a lecture too..." She spoke again, muttering her last words to herself to which Yoona exhaled a deep breath "I don't want... to go..." Yoona mumbled making her best friend grimace.
"It's okay Yoo-" Jae-mi uttered, trying to assure her best friend but her words of assurance were cut off by The woman in her mid-40s whose concentration was now on the girls standing outside the room.
"Ms Yoona, Please go to your respective lecture hall and Ms Jaemi, detention for you after this lecture ends." She sternly substantiated, making Jae-mi let out a whine and Yoona to walk away after giving a bow to her.
'Goddamn, How do I do this... I can't, let's go back Yoona.' She thought to herself as she found herself standing a few steps before the room she was supposed to be in. She whirled herself around only to face another lecturer giving her a questionable look.
"What are you doing here? Did you bunk? Who's your profess-", "Ah no Professor! I didn't bunk I was just going to attend my lecture..." Yoona retorted hurriedly moving forwards to the gate of the lecture hall where the person she was trying to escape from was present.
"May... May I come in, Prof... Professor." With sealed sights, She sputtered, hesitantly. "Oh Ms Yoona," His voice fell into her ears causing her to open her eyes only to see him, who was smirking ferociously at her timid self whilst the twinkle in his eyes as soon as he saw her, went completely overlooked by her.
"Come in and Have your seat." The male addressed, as Yoona nodded at his words afore commencing to enter the room and have her seat, she could feel his eyes on her till she sat on her seat but shrugged it off.
"Ok, So students, I hope you all are done with the revision. Now I'll be passing the test papers to you." Tae-ho emitted his words, darting at the side where she was sitting as if he did not have any other student present in the room other than her.
Meanwhile, After processing his words Yoona's eyes dilated as she gobbled the wad of spit in her throat. The next moment, her breath stood affixed when he reached to her desk to pass her the test paper and intentionally grazed his skin upon her'.
Not letting his touch or acts affect her sensitive self the lass focused on the paper in her hands and took out her pen afore she initiated to write the answers to the questions on the test. Not discovering how the man standing in front was eyeing her without even blinking his eyes for a sheer moment.
Minutes passed by, and Yoona abode engaged in doing her test whilst The attempts of her professor to touch her at every prospect he got, didn't go disregarded by her.
Gradually, The students were vacating the room except for some students and Yoona. The prior lass anxiously shook her and the pen which was in the hold of her slender fingers constantly with her other palm stroking her forehead propelling Tae-ho who was ogling at her to crimp his eyebrow in perplexity as he articulated "Ms Yoona, Is there any problem?"
"huh... no.." The lassie replied, coming out of her reverie and once again focused on the sheet on her desk, But the next she saw was the male standing beside her desk which somehow made her feel as if he caged her.
"Is this question bothering you, angel?" Murmuring, He softly questioned, taking the pen from her and then wrote the correct answer to it at a rapid speed which caused her to gaze up at him hesitantly.
And without realising, They both locked eyes for a moment. Him goggling into her grey ones as if she is his everything and her gazing into his oceanic blue ones with puzzlement.
Still leering into her eyes, He softly placed a tender kiss on her crown taking her back as she looked around just to find herself alone in the room with him. A panicked gasp scurried out of her mouth as she got up to leave the room.
But, her bad she was stuck. She was seated at a seat in the corner row of the hall and the place where she could leave her desk was blocked by her preceptor. "Professor... I'm done... Excuse me." Yoona mumbled, desiring that the male would make way for her to leave.
The next successive moment, He held her wrist and made her sit back ere kneeling on the ground "Are you okay, angel? You weren't attending university for so many days... I was so worried-" He worriedly began to voice out but got cut off.
"Stop it, Professor! And please, excuse me I need to leave." Yoona spoke, standing up and somehow succeeding to get out of the seat however a grip on her wrist caused her to halt.
Without even looking at the Tae-ho, Yoona tried to get her wrist out of his hold but failed when he tightened his grip. "Let me go, professor!!" She yelled with all her might and her chest heaving up and down.
Clenching his jaw, Tae-ho yanked the girl making her land on his chest as he gaped at her softly suppressing his anger, "I was so worried for you and here you are behaving so rude with me, Why are you so unfair, angel?" He asked still in an ever so gentle voice but still, the girl didn't stop struggling to get out from his hold around her.
"Why are you so adamant about leaving me..?" He inquired with his soft gaze fixed upon her face whilst she closed her eyes completely accepting that she failed miserably from getting away from him once again.
Observing her sealed sights, Tae-ho sighed, resting his forehead upon hers "I'm sorry, angel" He mumbled, "I'm sorry for hurting you that day..", Yoona's eyes shot flared once she heard him.
"You're sorry right... Then let me leave, please..." She requested as his heart softened and anger vanished at her words. "I won't hurt you... I promise I won't... I just need you to give me my answer.."
"Let me go..." She replied, "Angel, Tell me please.." He once again implored only to receive another neglectful retort from her. "Just let me go!!" She yelled.
He was totally obvious of the fact that she was endeavouring to disregard his words, and it outraged him. "I know you heard each of the words I said that day, Why are you pretending as if you don't know what I'm talking about??" He screeched through his gritted teeth still not wanting to let out the utmost anger he was feeling toward the girl and hurt her again.
"I am not... I don't know what you're talking about..." Yoona murmured nervously, trying to create distance between them meanwhile he kept decreasing the proximity between him and the girl.
His minty cold breath fell on her face inducing a quaver to run down her crest, His nose brushed hers at which she stood frozen, "Oh You do, Jung Yoona. You surely do know what I'm talking about.." He sounded.
"Yes I do Professor Kim and My answer is the fuck no!! I can't love you because what you're doing is wrong!! You're my professor and I'm your student!!" Yoona yelled whereat Tae-ho placed his palms upon her cheeks "Why?? If my job is the problem then I will leave it, angel! At least, Tell me for once that you love me too!!"
"No, I don't love you!! And Stop touching me... Just stop it! I'm dating someone, I have a boyfriend!!!" The enraged lass once again shrieked and yanked his hands from her cheeks, Her chest heaved up and down in anger. Meanwhile, Tae-ho stood dumbfounded at her words and then let out a chuckle, not believing her words.
"You're kidding, You did not say yes to him, right?", "I did because he loves me and I love him too so just stop interfering in everything that goes in my life!!" Yelling that with just hatred and wrath in her orbs, Yoona scurried out of the room leaving The male in amusement.
"W... Why...? An... Angel... No... I... I know you are... lying... No no I know... you are joking with... me.." Tae-ho stuttered, feeling a strange pain in his chest as his breathing got uneven. "You are also lea... leaving me an... angel...? Aft... After gi... giving me all those hopes..??" He mumbled to himself, taking deep breaths to calm his panicking self as the pain in his chest just kept increasing. "Mr Kim...Maybe you were right when you said that I deserve to die.."
Letting out a sob he mumbled, "You came in my life and gave me hopes to live... and now when you're taking yourself away from me... just like everyone else... I want to kill myself, my angel... Thank you for proving that no one can love me, angel... Thank you so much."
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YO FOLKS! CAN I GET SOME MOTIVATING COMMENTS?
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