~~LEVI~~
It's been two weeks since then, and I don't really know what's happening.
I've given armin the responsibility of being the one who will choose who gets given the Titan serum, but we're not going to use it for now maybe we will use it when someone important dies on a mission.
These past few weeks all I've really done is train, eat, and sleep.
Even though I've been doing all this, I feel smaller, when I say that I mean skinnier.
I feel my hair is growing a little longer, and I feel filthy.
I don't know what's going on I just don't feel right.
I was ordered to clean the stables with jean.
While we were cleaning we stayed silent.
I went to go and pick up a bottle of dirty water.
I looked in the water and saw my reflection.
I looked. Horrible.
What the hell.
I was filthy, I looked half dead, there was specks of filth all over me.
I felt my knees give way and I fell to the ground.
I got the brush that was in the water.
Then started scrubbing my skin.
I needed to get all this filth on me.
I was scrubbing up my arms.
I think I was starting to bleed.
But I didn't care I just had to get this filth off of me.
"Hey. What the hell are you doing?" I heard the horse say.
I didn't say anything I just continued.
My clothes started to feel heavier from the water that started to soak it.
I just need to get the filth off of me.
I felt a hand on my shoulder.
I swatted it away.
My arms were now in pain from all the scrubbing and blood, I was crying as well.
"Levi. Stop it." I heard someone else say.
I looked behind me.
Eren.
No I can't get distracted I need to carry on.
~~EREN~~
I was in my room reading this book.
I couldn't do much else since Levi and the rest had to be on cleaning duty.
I heard my door barge open.
I looked to see horse face standing in here panting.
Wasn't he meant to be helping Levi clean the stables.
"What do you want horse face?" I asked.
He was finally able to talk.
"It's Levi. He's-"
Before he could even finish his sentence I was already up.
If somethings wrong with Levi I need to make sure he was okay.
I ran to the horse stables where they were meant to be cleaning.
What I saw was shocking.
Levi was there sitting on the floor with a bucket of dirty water in front of him.
He was scrubbing his arms like a maniac.
They were bleeding loads.
He was mumbling things like. "So filthy."
But the reason he was getting dirty was because of the water he was using to scrub.
His arms and wrists were bleeding loads.
If he didn't stop soon he might cut a vein or something.
I went up to him and put my hand on his shoulder.
He swatted my hand away and carried on scrubbing.
"Levi. Stop it." I said.
He looked at me.
He realised it was me.
He broke down crying.
But he still didn't stop.
I kneeled down.
I grabbed his wrists to stop him.
He tried getting away but couldn't get out of my grip.
"No stop." He screamed.
"Calm down!" I said.
I brought his head down to my chest and stroked his hair.
I was trying to sooth him.
He tried hitting me away by my chest.
"No. No." He was screaming.
"Levi you need to Calm down."
Soon he stopped hitting and just sobbed into my chest.
I took his arms in my hands.
I looked at them.
If they weren't cleaned up soon then they'd probably get infected.
He looked up at me.
His cheeks were stained with tears and eyes were glossy.
I put my hand on his cheek.
I looked to see that he was slowly falling unconscious.
I caught him before he hit his head or anything.
I picked his unconscious body up bridal style.
I started to walk to my room.
I can't blame him for acting out, it's been stressful these past few weeks.
I got to my room and I saw him start to wake up.
"I'm sorry, I just zoned out for a second." He mumbled.
I smiled and nodded. I kissed the top of his head.
"It's been a stressful couple of weeks I can't blame you, but the next time something like that happens come to me and talk, and don't do anything like this again." I said. Holding his wrist.
He smiled and nodded.
He looked at his wrist that was all bloody, and dirty.
The little scrapes and scratches on his arm weren't too bad so they wouldn't need stitches or anything just a clean up.
"I need a bath." He mumbled.
I nodded.
"I'll run one for you." I said.
He nodded.
We went into the bathroom.
I started running the bath at a nice temperature.
He then stripped and his skinny self got in.
He hugged his knees tight to his chest.
"Your hairs getting longer you know." I said.
He nodded.
"I need to cut it." He mumbled.
I nodded.
I went threw some draws and got a pair of scissors out.
"Would you like me to cut it?" I asked.
He nodded.
I smiled.
I started snipping at his hair.
I've been helping him cut it for years my mom taught me how to do it.
"Eren. Are you still upset that I'm so skinny?" He asked.
What.
He's never asked me that.
I mean what should I say to that.
I grabbed his chin.
I made him look at me.
"Your beautiful either way, you may be small on the outside but on the inside you have a big heart." I said.
He smiled at me.
Soon later he got out of the bathe and got dressed, we then laid down on the bed together and fell asleep.
I'm so sorry I have really bad writers block please leave suggestions.
~Zee