third person pov;
the morning went by too fast for jisungs comfort, and it was already 1:30. he had been dreading lunch all day, and he wished he could just bail and say 'nevermind'. but he couldn't, he wanted to know more about this bdsm thing.
not going to lie, he had done a little research on it.. and he wasn't exactly jumping from eagerness. he was curious, couldn't deny that, but he couldn't help but have a swarm of questions bottled up in his pretty little head. that's why he needs to talk about it with minho.
"jisung? are you ready for lunch?" minho was standing at the door of his office with a smirk and his hands in his pockets.
jisung gulped and nodded his head timidly before standing from his seat and following minho out.
"we're going to eat in, if thats okay? i had jeongin order food for us." minho motioned towards the table and couch in the corner of his office. there was enough food for two people and drinks that haven't been touched.
jisung sat down on the couch and minho followed his movements, but sitting next to him, rather closely. minho gestured towards the food, telling jisung to start eating before they talk.
the younger was kind of thankful for this because it meant he wouldn't have to talk quite yet. so he took his time eating, making sure to chew somewhat slowly and 'savor the taste', you know?
minho noticed and couldn't help but let out a small laugh, "you really are trying to avoid this conversation, aren't you?" he set his food down onto the table.
jisung swallowed the food in his mouth and also set his food down, "i-it's not that.. i'm just nervous i guess.." he looked down and began to play with his fingers.
minho set his hand on jisungs hands, "don't be. im not going to do anything to make you uncomfortable. we're just going to talk. you can ask me whatever you want and i will answer honestly." he gave a soothing smile that helped jisung a lot to calm down.
"okay.." jisung took a deep breath and let himself relax, "i don't really know where to start.."
"well, do you understand what i meant when i asked you that?" minho raised his eyebrow.
"a-at first, no. but i did some research.." jisung felt embarrassed and tilted his head downwards.
minho took jisungs chin in between his thumb and index finger to raise his head, "don't be embarrassed. you needed to know what i meant." he reassured.
"right.. well i would like to know more about w-what exactly we would be doing.." jisung tried to keep eye contact, he still felt stupidly embarrassed and didn't want minho to know.
"well it's a lot to talk about.. so i'm going to put this simply. we aren't going to really talk about the things, but i will ask if it's okay with you before hand. like for example, we could be having sex, and i'll ask you before or during if you might want to try a toy of mine." minho talked with his hands making small movements.
jisung thought for a second, and bit down on his lip as he furrowed his eyebrows, "what would i get out of this?" he asked somewhat nonchalantly.
"me." minho said bluntly with a soft smile.
"what do you mean?"
"heh.. what i mean is we will technically be together. boyfriend and boyfriend, if that's what you would like?" minho raised his eyebrows.
"b-boyfriends?" jisung spurted out.
"yes. i will treat you like any other boyfriend would. i'll take you out on dates whenever you would like, drive you home, neither of us will be seeing anyone else besides each other, but that's if you agree to become my submissive." minho implied calmly.
jisung could feel his breathing starting to get a little weak and his heart was racing. we'd be like boyfriends.. but would there be any feelings involved? well if there weren't feelings involved, then why would he choose me?
after a minute of thinking, jisung made direct eye contact with minho, "i have one last question." minho nodded for jisung to continue, "why me?"
minho let out a breathy laugh and stuck his tongue into the side of his mouth, "because.. i've never met or seen anyone like you. i've done things with you that i never imagined doing with someone else. if you're asking this because you think i don't care about you, you're wrong. i've found myself to care for you quite a lot. i feel this urge to keep you to myself, and that's what i plan on doing if you agree. but i can only do this if you agree to be my submissive."
"why do i have to be your submissive for us to be together? why can't we just be?" jisung said with a slight pout.
"i don't want to get into the reason right now, its.. personal. i promise i will tell you someday but not now." minho had a stern and serious face, showing jisung HAD to understand his words or there would be a problem.
"okay." jisung breathed out almost in a whisper.
"okay what?" minho furrowed his eyebrows.
"okay; i'll be your submissive.. but if i feel uncomfortable or feel like im being mistreated, it's going to end then and there. okay?" jisung said with a soft face.
minho let a smile play across his face and grabbed onto jisungs hands, bringing them up to his mouth to kiss them, "thank you jisung. i promise you won't regret it."
"i hope not.." jisung said while looking back and forth between minho and their now intertwined hands.
there was a sudden shift in the mood. it was quiet but in a comfortable manner. but jisung broke that silence, "so.. we are boyfriends now?" he chuckled.
"yes we are. i, lee minho, belong only to you now. use me how ever you see fit." minho said jokinly while smiling widely at jisung.
jisung smiled back.. but there was something bugging him. they were together but it didn't feel... real? they had the label of boyfriends now and they would go on dates, as minho promised, but it feels fake. but could you blame jisung for taking the chance to be with the most handsome and eligible bachelor in south korea? hopefully i'll just get over the weird feeling of it? he thought. he also was thinking maybe further in, it'll feel like a real relationship. so he'll play along for now and see how it goes.
...
the end of the day was nearing and jisung was beginning to shut down his computer and pack up his things to go home. but a knock at the door pulled his attention away.
he looked up from his chair and saw minho leaning against the door way with his hands in his pockets, "are you ready to go?"
"uh.. yeah. i just need to finish packing my things." jisung gave a shy smile and continued to pack up as minho watched him with an intense stare, that jisung could literally feel.
"baby?" minho asked in a soft voice as he stood back up straight. jisung only hummed back as he set the last thing into his bag and shut it. "i wanna show you something at my house. could you stay the night tonight?"
jisung rubbed his lips together and thought for a second, "y-yeah sure.. lemme just text felix really quick to tell him im staying with you tonight." jisung then proceeded to take out his phone and text felix that he won't be home and he'll explain tomorrow.
felix only replied with a simple 'okay' and 'love you!'. jisung smiled at his phone and texted back the same thing before stuffing it into his bag.
"ready to go?" minho asked, beginning to step out of the office.
"yup!" jisung stood up from his seat with a smile on his face and followed the older out.
they made it out to minho's car and started their way to minho's house. jisung just sitting and watching the night sky as they had gotten out of work after dark. the moon lit up the woods around minho's house and made it look like a fairy forest. it was really beautiful.
jisung was so caught up in the scenery, that he hadn't realized they were already pulling into minho's driveway. he quickly unbuckled and stepped out after minho opened the door for him.
"did your house get bigger?" jisung nervously laughed, taking a good look at the huge mansion in front of him.
minho chuckled at the younger, "not that i know of."
jisung shrugged and began to follow minho towards the front door and in threw the front door, of course being met my soonie, doongie, and dori. jisung smiled widely and crouched down to give each one pets, "hi little lovelies!" he said in a baby voice and squealed at the kitty's cute purrs from being pet. "hehe, i missed you too!" he leaned down and gave each one a kiss on the head.
minho crouched down beside them as well, looking between jisung and the cats, "they're never like this with anyone beside me." minho said quietly.
jisung gave minho a gummy smile, "so i'm special!" he giggled.
"indeed you are." minho whispered mostly to himself as he admired jisung with a smile.
jisung continued to pet the cats but then cleared his throat suddenly, pulling the attention of the older, "yes?" minho replied.
"w-what did you want to show me?" jisung asked shyly, kind of nervous about what minho was planning on showing him.
minho let a smirk play across his face as he stood up, "come on, i'll show you." he extended his hand which jisung took without hesitation.
they walked threw the house and up the stairs where minho's room and others where located, if jisung remembered correctly. honestly, it's kind of a blur since he was all fucked out or whatever.
minho stopped in front of a door at the very end of the hall. it was stained black and had a gold handle with a unique key hole. minho squeezed onto jisungs hand, bringing the youngers attention back to him, "what i want to show you is behind this door. i want you to keep an open mind, okay?"
"why? what's in there?" jisung asked curiously as he looked between minho and the door.
minho took a deep breath and pulled out a key from his pocket. he slid it into the key hole and turned to jisung, "it's my play room."
minho twisted the door handle, opening the room for jisung to look in to. the younger peeled his eyes away from minho and looked inside the room. his mouth parted slightly as he stepped in. what is this place?
the room in front of jisung was completely red. the walls, the floors, the furniture, everything. there were fixtures and objects hanging from the walls and ceiling. jisung had no idea what any of this was. he walked into the room and began to observe the objects on the walls. whips, ropes, things made out of leather, and drawers, that jisung was guessing, were full of other toys.
"i-is this where we would... do things?" jisung asked quietly while running his hand against one of the whips on the wall.
"yes. this is where i keep my toys and such." minho said into jisungs ear as he came up and wrapped his arms around jisung waist from the back.
"when will we use them?" jisung turned around in minho's arms to make eye contact.
"whenever you would like." minho smiled, grabbing jisungs chin and tilted it upward to make their lips touch in a small kiss.
jisung lowered his voice even more so now it was barely audible, "can we right now?" he asked against minho's lips.
minho leaned in and kissed the top of jisungs head, "of course we can. but first, i need to go over a few rules with you." jisung gulped and nodded his head for minho to continue.
the older took a hold of jisungs glasses and pulled them off, setting them on a near by table, then came up behind the young and began to unbutton the shirt jisung was wearing, "rule one, you will always come into this room fully naked when i tell you to. today is the only exception." he slid the shirt off of jisungs small frame, so now minhos breath was fanning over jisungs upper back, "or if i give you something to wear." minho smirked as he turned jisung around and unbuttoned his pants.
he crouched down in front of jisung and pulled the jeans down, throwing then onto the floor once they were off.
he stood back up slowly while tracing his fingers along jisungs legs and sides, "rule two, you will call me sir or daddy. if i hear anything else come out of your mouth, i'll punish you." minho hooked his fingers below his own shirt and lifted it off.
"rule three," he began to unbuckle his belt and slid it off, "you will always do what i say, if you feel uncomfortable or it becomes too much, use your safe word, 'red'. understand?" minho finished his 'rules'.
"yes sir.." jisung lightly bit onto his lip as he made eye contact with minho.
"good boy." minho whispered into jisungs ear with a smirk, "now lets have our fun."
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a/n; JUUUUUUUP! the bdsm smexxxy scenes will be next chapter 🥵🥵 im rly excited, but knowing myself, i feel like i might make it too intensee 🥴
ya'll, tbhh i think im j made to write minsung.. like i tried hyunin, and i got three chapters down and i cant think of anything more 😭