NESSAS POV
I woke up cuddled next to jaden. I was still really sleepy but I had to do some online school wokr. I have a shoot today too. I went into my room (i was in Jadens) And woke up quin.
N- Quin we have school. i said softly
Q- Fine you can have bathroom first
I knew he was just saying that so he could sleep but i went with it. I got in the shower and started to wash my hair. I was about to shave when i stopped.
TRIGGER WARNING
I took the razor and slowly made a cut against my thigh. I made 5 cuts. I thought about how I was a baby for passing out and having all these panic attacks.
END OF TRIGGERS
I finished in the shower and got ready. I put on a light amount of make up. I also put my hair straight and brushed it out, lastly i went into my closet and got out a comfy outfit.
I went back into the room and went on my phone while Quinton got ready. We had to do online assignments and Quin always had to help me bacuse i suck. Jaden is older then both of us so the boys let him not do school. Not fair but anywaysss. I decided to post a tik tok because i have 500k. Mostly cause of the boys but. Who cares.
@Itsnessarichards
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Quinton came downstairs and we made smoothies together. It was about 6:00 Am so we had to be quiet. I got a banana and frozen strawberry's while he got some yogurt. I blended it on low so it wasn't loud. We put them in mason jars because were aEsThEtIC.
I went upstairs and got both of us our mac books and we sat at the counter and did school. Quinton has been like the brother i never had, its been really nice. He helped ,e with my matg. We try to be fast with our work so that we can have fun in the afternoon. Most of the boys were hung over... again they let Jaden drink too but me and quinton cant. I dont mind it because im like a 12 year old. Quinton gets a little upset about it. We finished our school around 8:00. They boys wake up around 11:00 normally but Griffen has work today so went to wake him up. I ran upstairs and belly flopped onto his bed.
N- WAke upppppppppppp
G- Good morning ness
N- Morningggg griff
G- OKay get out of here
N- OKay. CAn i get payed for being your alarm clock?
G-Sure fine just get out
he handed me 10 bucks. I ran downstairs and Quinton was watching our favriote show (whatever you want)
N- Heyyy you cant watch *** without meeeeeee
Q- Fine come here.
I ran over and we sat next to eachother. I put my head on his shoulder (sibling way, you do it to everyone.) Quin was still in his pjs so i asked him if i could pick out his outfit. He saif fine so i put him in this...
Q- niceeeee
N- Yuppp
Q- Should we facetime my friend
N- Whoo? ARE YOU REPLACING ME
Q- No ofc not his name is cooper
N- Fineee.Is jaden friends with him?
Q- yeah this is all of us together at a shoot
I frowned,
Q- Whats wrong?
N- I dont like that your smoking its gonna hurt you🥺
Q- It was only for the shoot i promise
N- O-okay yeah we can call him
ON THE CALL
C- COOPER
C- SUP Q
Q- Hey man
C- Whos the chick
Q- My uhhh "Sister"?
N- Yeah i guess
C- Oh so shes not your girlfriend.
Q- Nah shes jays
C- Ohhhhh thats why hes been so happy is she why the boys are happy too?
N- What?
Q- Yeah
N- Heyyyyyy im nessa
C- Im cooper u can call me coop
N- Cool
Q- So did u finish school?
C- Nah ill keep it till tonight
N- We can wait till night?!>!!
Q- Weeee cant
N- Damn it
Q- Yup
C- what are you guys doing
Q- Not much i-
N- Quinn im gonna uh uh
Q- Your fine just go on my shoulder nessa
I koala beared him and passed out onto his shoulder.
C- Is she okay?
Q- yeah she has this disorder thing its hard to explain
The boys talked for a few hours till nessa woke up.
N- UHgggg
Q- morning sleepy
n- Umm Quin i-i-i- want J-j
Q- Nightmare?
N- *nods and breath starts to speed up.
Q- Cooper ylu used to have these too right?
C- Still do and yeah ill talk to her u get Jaden r someone to support her
Q- Kk
C- Nessa? just brethe with me in and out in and out shhhhh
N- i-i-i-i cantt-t
C- You can your okay
J- Oh bubba!
N-j-j-aden
Jaden came over to me and gave me a hug quinton came running down with my inhaller and diffrent pills. Theres a pill that makes me sleep or one that makes me sleepy but i wont actually sleep because i cant sleep 40 minutes within me passing out. I took the pill and cuddled onto jaden. Him and cooper talked for a little till we realized i had a shoot.
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A/N- im gonna post another chapter or try to tonight but heres a super long one! Ily