Six months later ......
Sirens pov
It's been six months after that escape . Things were hard to deal with . That day I left everything there including my identity , it was hard to escape . They say no one can escape the devil but guess what I did !
Now living here in this new country c . Oh yes ! forgot to tell you that I have flown away form that country . there were not many choices I have back then so I did what was safest for me . Hannah did her best and so did James and I'm so thankful for their efforts they prepared my fake passport sending me off to this country . I'm working in a small hospital now of which not too many knows off and my life is the same shit I used to live before that silver eyed devil showed up . I am good , well pretending to be . Things are going smooth and I hate to admit it but there's not even a single day went that I have not M..... ? Well remembered him ? No . correction ! His horrendous memories have not haunted me . Yes that's more like it !
I don't know why the hell his memories are hellbent to relate each and every thing I see or feel to him . If I see jamuns it reminds me of how he had caught me that day in his strong arms though he was cold , rude and went as far as to drop me on the fucking ground ! But even if all of my logical mind is against it , I felt something , and that something is still undefined for me . Even though for a moment , but my heart did that idiotic flip thing around him and i unconsciously smile when ever I remember it . And of How the broom stick remindes me of him and me in that balcony and how he demanded a kiss , when denied , gentle-cum-roughly had stolen both fortunately and unfortunately my first kiss with that broomstick in my hand !! What the fuck ! !
Unfortunately because he had taken my first kiss as a payment of my mistake for which I will never forgive him !
Fortunately because ..... , ok let's be honest that was really a dreamy kiss . His lips , they tasted ..... ( Breaths in ) .... They were so supple , more then cotton ! and as sweet as cotton candy . Though I don't have much experience in this yet I can say he tasted may be not the best but perfect .
I don't know why , after giving so much of efforts to escape from him here I am , dreaming of him and his memories in the broad day light with no shame and God ! I get goosebumps when ever his face comes in my mind ! Is it because I have never been with a man ? or ...... May be .... ? No no . May be this happens with everyone who meets him , wait what ? , Huh !!
" Siren ! What on earth are you dreaming again ? Your prince charming ? Your silver eyed devil ? "
Ooops !
Meet my new friend-cum-mother Veronica . I don't know why but I make mothers instead of friends hahaha ..... Just kidding . She is good at heart and yes at operating hearts too . She is cardiologist by profession and incurably romantic . She doesn't know much off me and Zayn , well there's ain't much either , yet she doesn't know all the details but this , that I was indebted to a silver eyed devil who is a mobster and I escaped his clutches by fleeing away .
She is , I'm sorry roni but a chatter box , who never stops talking and I am immensely in love with her . She is the only friend I have here who is really good at making me talk and makes me laugh my ass off , we share a good bond and hence hang out more often .
" Hey honey , times up ! accept you love him if you can't stop dreaming about him " she told me trying to give her most mean look and ' admit it ' look . But I am who I am , and I don't do things without my will .
" You know what Roni , there are other things too in my life to think about , like ..... work " I lied and I know she discovered it . What can I say except she is a lie detector .Or may be I'm a bad liar .
" No we ain't going back to your ' I'm not lying thing ' ok ! tell me more about him siren , I thinks it's more like a story ... I mean the way you guys met , your story .... I can write one book on you and him , will he be happy ? Will he take me instead of you ? " She said with starry eyes and wiggling her brows Like really he is gonna ask her hand in marriage and I will be jealous of her , she is pure entertainment .
" Roni if he ever found out that book and precisely it's author he will definitely and happily hang you on one of his jamun trees ! Now if you don't want to turn your self into a monkey please quit those crazy ideas of yours "
" Your no fun siren , but I'm sure if he will be . "
Giving me her iconic sluttery smile she continued
" I bet if he ever meet me he will pass out ..... "
She was saying this while fluttering her eyes in a slutery -dramatic way showing off her deep cleavage but Before Roni could complete her sentence I said
" With your dramas " . I was smiling ear to ear and she was trying to put on ' I hate you ' pout but failed horribly as we both laughed . As usual we were sitting on our daily spot outside on a beautifully set out table facing sea in our favourite restaurant it's small but very famous for its delicacies which is run by this humble and honest old man , uncle Micheal .
It's really a cozy place to relax and chill , we usually come here for dinner and breakfast . Roni loves this place too . After having our dinner roni headed back to her apartment since she had go pack her stuffs for going to her parents house and I would be left alone again for this weekend . What a boring life ! Which forces me to think what would have happen if I wouldn't have escaped from that country or to be more precise Zayn .
I know my imagination sucks but so do my life , hell I don't know why if I ask for a adventure god sends me off to a all new version of antics of kitchen and being a monkey . Wow !
What ever , it's time to be practical . let's legally find some help , I can't hide whole of my life right ? I'm a professional surgeon dude ! I can't be a pussy and hide and loose my hard earned future for some mobster ! hell no ! I deny such cowardness .
I walked out of the restaurant lobby and got into my car riding directly towards Mr. Ryder's office . He's a Lawyer by profession , Roni gave me his details which says he's an outstanding lawyer , best in the city and well handsome too but no time for checking him out hehe , gotta deal with this thing first .
So there I am standing outside his cabin waiting for his secretary to tell me that he's free and I can get in but God when will that day come ? He is testing my patience , this guy really seems to be busy one . but so am I ! man you better get that eyes out of your file or I will brag in and catch you by your collars and tell you .... how much I need you , wait what ? I really should consult some psychiatrist .
Now I have had enough !
It's time for Bang bang !
See I told you I'm short tempered . the next I know I was standing in front of his desk with his file in my hand , which I snatched away seconds ago from him . His eyes on me may be scared or irritated I can't really differentiate .
But after that here I am Contemplating what to do next , I do it more often . After being swayed by emotions trying to contemplate what to do next in the middle of the war like an idiot . Currently a battle is going on in my mind between the good polite siren and mean and confident siren , that should I remind him his cruelty or bolt out . what to do next ?
What the fuck Is wrong with me ? I Should definitely consult a psychiatrist now .
Wait , Hell no Siren ! you can't blame yourself for all the errors . He should know that he is wrong too . He was the one making you wait for so long even after giving his appointment , now it's his turn to regret .
and my angry mouth took over .
" Sorry for being rude but I think you hold a PhD in it . I'm waiting for you for so long , not even so far away that you can pretend I'm invisible . I saw you saw me so have you forgotten that you gave me an appointment to meet you today at 12 ? , it's already 3 o'clock now and you still show no signs to talk even after making me sit all day long ! I'm also a doctor ! my patients are waiting for me . I can't wait for you to complete your ... what ever thesis you are so keen on completing because I already took your appointment which is fair enough . I can't doodle around waiting for you like that , or you should have stated clearly that people who are intending to consult you should camp out for nearly a week outside of your office to make you talk , I would have taken a leave for a week and would have packed my stuff ..... "
But he interrupted my grumpy lecture saying ,
" I'm sorry "