Song: Henry Jackman - Closure.
Imagine; ANGST with Peter.
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'So when are you going to tell him?' Ned asks as he turns to you.
'Tell him what?' You ask putting on your mask.
'Uh...' he gestures to you. 'All of this?! He's Spider-Man Y/n! The least you could do is tell him you're a vigilante yourself!'
'And what happens when he starts digging Ned? I was born in Hydra, if he finds out he will either stop trusting me or go after them... I do not want them around him Ned..'
'You had no trouble telling me...'
'But you're my guy in the chair...and his... I had to tell someone... and besides you trust me..'
'So what do I tell Peter when he asks where you are? You're his girl in the chair...' Ned asks.
'You'll figure it out...' you walk over to the window and shove it open. 'You always do...'
'Touching memory... no really.. very touching..' Brock grins as you glare at him.
'Really sweet that boy... I'm looking forward to meeting him actually...'
'I fucking hated you from the start Rumlow...' you reply as you struggle against your restraints.
'No doubt about it sweetheart... but that's not going to help you now... your only hope is that Spider-Man shows up...'
'He won't... we had a fight.. he won't show up...' You retorts and he laughs.
'Why didn't you tell me y/n?!'
'I couldn't... you wouldn't trust me anymore or you could go after them and I can't risk that!'
'How am I supposed to trust you now then? You lied to me about everything! About Hydra, about being with Shield! About being a vigilante yourself!'
'Peter I am trying to protect you! Can't you see that?! I care about you and those people at Hydra, they can do horrible things to you! How do you think I got my powers?'
'Well let me make it easy for you then! I don't want to see you ever again! You shouldn't have lied to me...'
'No wait!'
You close your eyes at the memory, he was right, about everything and you didn't even have the chance to tell him before Hydra had to go and kidnap you.
But the more you think of the fight, the better you feel knowing he didn't want to see you again, which meant that he would stay away. He would be safe from Rumlow and all of Hydra, safe from you.
'So what are you going to do to me if he doesn't show?'
'Oh I think you know Princess... either way I will send you to that nice throne we got over there.. where you belong...' he nods his head in the direction of the one machine you were hoping to never see again.
The same machine that wiped Bucky's memories, that turned him into the Winter Soldier. They wouldn't use it on you when you were a child, but they were cruel enough to make you watch whenever they'd wipe Bucky.
'Matter of fact... why don't we go ahead and start now... I'm bored...' He turns to you and his smirk only gets bigger from there.
'No... no please anything but that... please I'll do whatever you want!' You squirm and squirm but it's no use, they know your powers and how to block them.
So you're dragged to the chair. He locks your arms and legs and you swear your heart is going to beat out of your chest at this point. 'Rumlow please...' You beg one last time.
'Begging isn't going to save you... Bucky begged... didn't save him...and I still need to get my revenge on you for almost killing me...' He chuckles.
'Stop!'
Your eyes go wide. 'No! PETER GO AWAY!' You yell yanking the restraints once again.
'Ah... just who I was waiting for, just in time to watch the show...'
'Didn't you hear? The Show is cancelled...' he shoots his web onto Brock's wrists and yanks him away only to punch him in the face.
'Peter you have to go away! You have to leave!'
'Not without you...'
'Oh how sweet...it's a shame she won't remember any of it...' Brock chuckles while blood runs from his nose to his mouth.
'If you think you're getting away with this you're wrong, and besides.. I have you here... you can't hurt her..' he seethes at Brock.
'Peter listen to me! You don't know what they're capable of! Go!'
'I'm trying to save you here y/n!' He retorts, not seeing Brock's hand disappear into his pocket for a moment.
'Consider the mission failed...' Brick grins as he holds up a remote. His thumb goes to the button and the machine wires up.
'What did you do!' He yells as he sees the machine latch onto your head with you trying to break free. 'Turn it off now!'
'No can do...'
Peter drops Rumlow to the ground and rushes over to the machine just in time to hear you scream out in pain. You feel like your brain is being fried.
'Y/n how do I turn it off?' He desperately pushes every button that seems like an off button to him but it doesn't work.
Tears run down your cheeks as your body spasms against the seat. Peter steps back and latches a web onto the large arm. He yanks it and the machine breaks.
Sparks fly around as it comes to a stop. Your screaming dials down but so does your breathing.
'Parker what happened?!' Steve asks over the com.
'Y/n...' he rushes to your side and is met with a still body and eyes that seem to stare past him. 'Y/n..' he carefully asks again as he unlocks the cuffs around your wrists and legs.
The door busts open revealing the team. Tony is the first to appear and his face goes pale when he sees Peter pulling your body out of the seat.
'Y/n.. come one give me a sign.. anything...' he carefully lays you down on the floor while Tony runs up to you both.
'What did you do Brock...' Bucky picks him up by the straps on his tactical gear. 'She deserved a punishment...so I gave her one.. born a hydra... always... a.. hydra...' he chokes out before Bucky drops him again.
'Friday... scan.. now...' Tony breathes out.
'She's still alive.. high spikes of adrenaline... and something that's not in my system...'
'It's the memory loss fluid they inject...' Bucky kneels down by Tony.
'There's some severe brain damage, for now she'll live but I advice immediate medical attention...'
You let out a groan, which sounds more like you're catching your breath and Peter lets out his own breath he's been holding.
'I'm sorry...' He apologises, not sure if you can hear it or not. 'I'm so sorry... I should've never left you alone...' he sobs.
Your eyes move around the room, your vision starting to become clearer. Bucky sees your eyes trained on him and he is hoping with all his might you won't say it.
'что ты тут делаешь солдат?
(What are you doing here soldat?)