Your POV
The one I love the most...
The one I care the most...
The one I like the most.
The one with I fight the most...
The one with I share the most...
The one who is my most of my most.
I am a LoZ fangirl who has long hair, pretty face and more of a quiet nature too. I have played games when I was a kid and it gives me emotional chills a thousand times, waves of nostalgia to my chest in unease with butterflies. Every Nintendo game music keeps me relax when I feel depressed.
This is quite a long day in my lonely world....gloomy and stuck in denial. Is there anything I can do to make me feel better? Well, at least they should call it my 'perfect paradise', a place with no worries. So what am I going to do now? I wonder what's in store for me.
Ehh, just guessing and I'm a bit curious actually. I bet if that blonde-haired boy will come to my place just so happy to see me while I was in sheer pain. I feel like I couldn't do something to make him smile. But...it brings me sad tears because I'm just too sensitive to love.
I come so far searching for a boy who's the right one for me. But it was too late and nothing came....he never showed up to the real world as if he were just merely a mirage. As I tried to make him proud of my talent so that he will notice me. But I'm afraid if that won't work and it didn't help at all.
That blonde-haired boy I love is just a figment of my imagination or illusion, like he doesn't exist. A split image that broked my heart to pieces. My love life has no happy ending and I'm left with nothing. I don't think he likes me back. He just likes someone else.
I had dreams about him and it felt real, tears in my eyes when I get to sleep at night. I met with a terrible fate which means that what is gonna happen to my love life. Is it good or bad? I think I'm going to be sick....great, now romance has been pushing me down terribly.
Like rocks and boulders or dirty sticks in a pile of mud. It hurts so bad and I can't seem to help myself how to cope my loss. If I had a body pillow of him as if were a fictional character that came to my life, still drowned in sorrowful tears and I miss him. 💔💔
The one I love the most is nothing but a complete mess of everything. Why did I get broked up so fast? Without him, I'll never find the right one or fall in love again. Look at me, now my entire world is perfect. All of my sanctuary temples have crumbled into dust and my colors are replaced with darkness.
My emotions are manifested by some sort of negative energy. However, if he likes someone else who's better than me, I imagined myself with hand signs which is I find it disturbing to translate. Like pulling out Cupid's arrow in my chest, a gun to my head or a tight rope around my neck.
I horribly suffered from grief because of unrequited love. When he sees me in a mental breakdown like this, I started to feel tired. I just can't do it anymore. I ended up crying uncontrollably, bawl out tears like a child which it does solve your problems after all.
But no, it's not the point and it doesn't make any sense (like Spongebob says that line in the WORST episode 'Stuck In The Wringer'). I cried a lot over and over, the heartbreak is too much for me to handle. I just couldn't stop it because I'm unable to control it any longer.
Why do I deserve this torture all the time? I didn't get a lucky award just to make my loved one happy. Cheer me up while he talks to his friends as I tiredly watched him in the background. Not being satisfied by my hardwork I tried to impress or confess him.
What is he, my guardian?! A cute guy turned out into a neglected workaholic when I try to talk some sense to him. He was still focused towards the 'girlfriend' he likes. Nobody seemed to notice me back there...so I should just turn around and go home, drowning in misery.
I hate to admit it. I guess some people are just born mean for sure and that's that! I wasn't gonna change my mind when he tries to say something to me. I refused and I also didn't get to accept his apology when I have the chance to do the right thing.
I just give him rejection letters. Yup, my boyfriend without benefits towards my presence. All the mixed feelings I have felt this way and stealing someone who I adored the most which is making my perfect world starts to shatter in pieces like a broken mirror.
I stared at him in pure jealousy, hatred and frustration as I balled my fists so hard. I closed my eyes tight and I can feel my aura heated up like wildfire, trying to settle down my anger. But if I keep on holding it for too long, I won't be able to control my temper.
I let it all bottled up. Then, I give myself a deep exhale escape from my mouth and I calmed down for a few minutes. I'll never see him again. Well, I guess he's happy without me...this is bad luck. I thought he would be proud or furious with me. I broked pretty bad.
The next few months, I become single. I went online dating for a perfect guy but no, it doesn't work. My mind is blank and I'm still thinking about him. The adorable blonde-haired boy with blue eyes I admired...but he was different as if he was just someone who I idolized.
Thoughts began to swirl around inside my head, stronger than a disastrous storm that overwhelmed my emotions. Did I do something wrong? I listened to depressed aesthetic music to put me in ease as I tried to forget the awful events back there. But I still miss him...
I was at my bedroom playing Nintendo games, mostly 'The Legend Of Zelda' is my favorite when I was little. As hours went by, the pixels are relaxing to my eyes and this is my coping mechanism. It relives my childhood memories close to my heart forever.
I forget about my loved one and now replaced with a fictional character that caught my eyes for the first time. The main protagonist is Link. He reminds me of that cute blonde-haired boy with the same blue eyes everytime I think of him. But still, it hurts...
Tears streamed down staining my face as I can't stop thinking about him. It's been months now I became single and I haven't found a miracle. I then deeply sighed in defeat. I wished if Link is my boyfriend. Maybe put on a VR headgear as I tried to make contact with him.
The sexy cutie with a handsome face of a god that made my heart melt, but still in a depressed state. I try to imagine in his underwear--wait, what?! Why am I visualizing that?! Stop, it's making me blush so hard! I sighed again and I give up. Yes, I have fantasies about Link.
Why? However, there is someone who he likes the most. It's Princess Zelda herself. Look at her...hair of sunshine gold or brown brunette tied to a low ponytail. Dressed in a pink royal gown which resembles as 'Sleeping Beauty', unlike the blue gown with gold designs in 'Breath Of The Wild'.
As for her, Link is her only loyal knight rather than a suitor...except for me. We are not the same either. I'm not fit for royalty because I probably embarrass myself. I'm also not good in socializing or interact with, really. Of course, she and Link had the same blue eyes and blonde hair. Are they in love together?
As I watched the cutscenes in every LoZ game, it broke my heart so badly like I'm a complete stranger to them or they didn't know me at all. But I only think about is Link, and not her! What's he so happy about? I can see Zelda made him smile as well. Why me?
They both had the same light powers possessing the Triforce of Wisdom and Courage, along with their allies. They go on epic adventures together, searching for the legendary Master Sword or lost memories. I feel disconnected, nothing to express and I failed my plans.
I'm nothing without him...I just want to surprise him with a lament or a catchy song that comes with a beat by using my guitar to impress my talent as I try to confess my emotional feelings to Link. Pour my tears out while playing my musical instrument.
He stands in front of the ballroom hall, applauded with tears in his eyes. That's how I felt love towards him. But as for Princess Zelda...she just stares at me in amazement yet disliked. I can feel my jealousy is about to rise any second and my love life will come to an end.
I felt my heart broke in halves. What's wrong with me? I have come so far just looking for a suitor to like me back. I tried and tried a thousand times. Why do I even bother? I stink like crap and this is all I can get. Am I the one who deserves it?
That world is nothing compared to mine. Princess Zelda treats me like an outsider because she's NOT my mom! Why won't she listen to me?! All the characters doesn't even have a care about me at all. I hate people who gets so close to the favorite character I love the most because I'm deeply offended.
After I played the game, I turned it off before putting back on the shelves and collapse on my bed. Cuddle my Link body pillow for comfort as I broke into tears. I know love really hurts a lot and it almost felt like forever. My heart has deserved from the horrid pain I have gotten and it's worsened.
I felt my skin turned cold from the rain outside. To me, it represents as my own sadness and the stage of depression. I don't want to forget him because I want to love him more. I wish Link is real to my world so that everything will be alright. I can be happy again.
I prayed and prayed for a short minute, putting faith to myself as I begged for an answer, hoping to find a good way to make me feel better. So I sat up straight, close my eyes together trying to forgive and forget of all the causes I have done in my life. But then, a holy miracle has appeared to me.
When I open my eyes, I saw beautiful feathered wings that are pure white and shiny like diamonds. Revealing a blonde male in a forest green tunic, sharp ears with earrings and bright blue pools I've ever seen. A long blue scarf around the neck collar, gently flows by the soft breeze.
A metallic chainmail underneath his shirt, blue fingerless gloves along with gauntlets and long boots. He also has a brown strap around his tunic and some silver pauldrons on top of his strong shoulders. I can feel a very familiar presence towards him.
As he walks over towards my bed, he then softly rubs my cheekbone with his thumb. He gives me an affectionate smile traced upon his fair lips that are kissable. I blushed slightly at his touch for the very first time. To me, I can tell he looks attractive and charming.
"W-who are you?", I asked him.
"I am Link. It is quite a pleasure to meet you, (Y/N)", he spoke.
I can't believe he can talk. I thought he was a silent character in the game but I don't mind anyway.
"How did you know my name?", I said, a curious glimpse in my eyes.
"I heard about your prayers, (Y/N). So, is there anything do you want to talk about your problems?"
He asked, his voice sounding worried. This anxiety has affected my thoughts as he sits on my bed while holding my both hands to calm down my tension. Before I could explain my situation, I took deep breaths to let it all out and then, I began to tell him about my broken relationship.
"Yeah...and that's what happened. He's gone for now and I'm all alone in my own lonely world. He never liked or notice me. I don't know what should I do next because....I was rejected."
I responded weakly as tears fell out once again. Link cupped my face in his hands and give me butterfly kisses to cheer me up, rubbing my temples for reassurance. I then deeply sighed.
"I'm awfully sorry to hear such a very sad heartbreaking story, dear (Y/N). It is hard to see losing someone you loved. You need to forget him and at least try to move on...you don't have to worry."
I exhaled again. Then, something came to my mind so I was about to ask him his relationship with the princess.
"Link, can I just ask...you DO like Zelda, don't you?", I said in a sad tone.
"Why do you have to ask me that kind of question, (Y/N)?", he replied.
Taking a big hint so I told him about the videogame I used to play that last time. I know it sounds unexpected yet he can understand my problem.
"(Y/N), I am her loyal knight at her side and I did protect her from evil when I sealed the darkness. You know I never had a romantic relationship with the princess. She does have feelings for me but she was just only a friend, that's all so...probably not."
Curious, I then stared at him in the eyes which is making me blush a light pink. I also thought Zelda loves him just like the cutscenes in the game.
"When I heard your calls, you were just desperately searching for an answer to find a lucky suitor who wants to court you and fall in love. Well....you never lose hope and your wish still remains within you. Remember, (Y/N)...you still have me and I want to be your personal guide from now on."
Link held my both hands in his, fingers entwined together as our foreheads touched and his blue pools are filled with so much passion.
"I want to love you, (Y/N). I cared about you deeply and I also feel the same way. Yes, I do....I love you."
He confessed, our lips collided with a soft tender kiss. I did the same as well too. He smiles sweetly, nuzzle his nose against my cheek which is making me blush a dark red and I giggled shyly.
"I love you too, Link", I said with a small smile on my face.
I finally found a new boyfriend and my wish has came true. I have fallen for a game character which is my angel in disguise, my only guardian. It was the happiest moment of my entire life.
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Quotes:
"When you are happy, you will search for the person you love the most. But when you are sad, you will search for the person who loves you the most." - Unknown
"I didn't know what love felt like until the day I met you. I love you with all my heart and I always will." - Unknown