⚠️ WARNING MENTIONS DEATH AND CUTTING SO IF YOO GET TRIGGERED BY THESE TOPICS I RECOMMEND YOU TO NOT READ THIS ⚠️
Death is the only thing on my mind
I always try to fight it off saying I'm happy
My head just won't believe those lies anymore
So close I came to leave this world not too long ago
As days pass bye I start to regret not going
There would be no pain nor sadness
Why can't I just go
Why must I stay
There is no reason for me to stay
If I go they of course will be disappointed
I'm saddened for at such a young age I have already let the world break me
I promised old age would be the way to go
Now I'm not too sure
The blade day by day seems more tempting
Cuts adorn my skin
How did I get here
When did I get to this point
Why am I like this
Questions I fear I'll never answer
For the blade has already marked me
Marks that I have created
I hope to see my next birthday
I hope to never again be marked by the blade
Sadly not all hopes and dreams come true
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Well I wrote that on the 19th. I'm fine. Kinda. Okay so I really don't know what to write here. Um I have not done anything to myself. Um for some of you it may make you uncomfortable as to how I open up here but like I am almost 76% sure that nobody from any of my classes uses this app so I don't really care. I am just an anonymous person on this app who is dark and has problems. Yeah. Chao.
January 21, 2021
-D.G