Joshs POV:
(I was waiting for nessa to get out of the doctors when I hear people yelling then I see nessa get rushed out of the room on a stretcher and it didn't look like she was breathing I went after them)
Josh: HEY! What wrong with her? Is she ok?
(Then a nurse started pushing me away)
Nurse: son your gonna need to step back and let the doctors work!
Josh: please just tell me she's ok...
Nurse: ....go sit down.
(I start crying)
Josh: i-is she gonna make it? (I say with a strained voice)
Nurse: ....we don't know.
Josh: can you tell me w-what hap-pened please
Nurse: we were fixing her stitches and when we took it out she started bleeding uncontrollably and she wasn't breathing properly. Now if you want her to survive you go sit in that chair and let the doctors get to work.
Josh: yes ma'am.
(I can't loose her not again I'm calling Bryce to come over I have a feeling he's gonna be more heartbroken I heard him talking to himself in his sleep he was talking about how ness was his first time I didn't want to tell him I heard because that would just be awkward when he got here I told him to sit)
Bryce: dude why are we here what's going on?
Josh: it's about ness-a. *sniff*
Bryce: woah why are you crying is she ok please tell me she's ok I need her to be ok bro.
Josh: they don't know...her stitches got infected so I brought her here and- she started bleeding out and- Bryce please help me...I can't loose her not again not now I'm not ready to say goo-dbye.
(I start crying uncontrollably)
Bryce: hey dude it's gonna be ok. Your gonna be fine she's strong. *he starts tearing up* she's so strong she gonna make it and if she somehow doesn't which WONT happen but if it does she wouldn't want you to be crying and upset she would want you to be strong and find a girl you love as much as you loved her. That's what she would want not you have a mental breakdown in your room for months not you getting high and drunk and unstable she wants you healthy and safe. Please just calm down.
Josh: (I breathe in and out) ok I just need her man. I love her, I love her hair, voice, smell, oh and I really love her blo-
Bryce: DONT! Do. NOT. finish. that. sentence!
*i laugh*
Josh: sorry. Got carried away but she does give the best ones.
Bryce: I know (he frowns)
Josh: what? (I pretend to be confused)
Bryce: uh I mean- I- shit!
Josh: dude I know. I heard you talking in your sleep about you and nessas past.
Bryce: and your ok with it? I mean I've seen your girl naked many times I used to date her bro.
Josh: I don't care and I know you still love her and that's ok just please don't take her from me.
Bryce: dude. I don't still love her I love her as a friend and I'm only saying friend because if I say sister that would be weird. *we both laugh*
(We soon stop when we see a doctor come out we stand up fast)
J&B: is she ok?!
Doctor: can I talk to a relative or a person she lives with?
Josh: she lives with both of us, her relatives are in New Jersey.
Doctor: ok then I'll just tell you. She's fine but we found out that she has-
Josh: what?
Doctor: cancer. Lung cancer that's why she stopped breathing correctly.
Bryce: what does that mean?
Doctor: well I'm just gonna get something out of the way...usually after you have cancer it's hard to have kids-
J&B: she can't get pregnant.
Doctor: oh, ok but When a person has lung cancer, they have abnormal cells that cluster together to form a tumor. Unlike normal cells, cancer cells grow without order or control, destroying the healthy lung tissue around them.
Josh: is she ok? If she gets like a treatment or anything?
Doctor: Lung cancer is treated in several ways, depending on the type of lung cancer and how far it has spread. People with non-small cell lung cancer can be treated with surgery, chemotherapy, radiation therapy, targeted therapy, or a combination of these treatments.
Bryce: which ones more safe?
Doctor: If surgery isn't an option, combined chemotherapy and radiation therapy may be your primary treatment. For advanced lung cancers and those that have spread to other areas of the body, radiation therapy may help relieve symptoms, such as pain.
Bryce: um, if she's ok with it can you do the surgery?
Doctor: yea but we have to do it in a week or so, we need to prepare for it.
Josh: ok. Does that mean she's ok to leave?
Doctor: yes she's ok to leave also she's under anesthesia so she's a little loopy and keeps asking to suck your um thing. Josh.
Josh: *laughs* oh. Ok can she even do any of that stuff?
Doctor: she can have sex yes but don't go hard on her.
Josh: 😳 ok.
Doctor: nessa! You can come out.
Nessa: hi...
Josh: hi baby. *I kiss her and she start going rougher* baby keep that for home ok *I whisper in her ear*
Nessa: doc can I suck him or what?
Doctor: *laughs* yes you can but he can't go hard on you ok?
Nessa: fuck! Whyyyyy?
Doctor: honey i don't want to talk about this ok you can talk to josh about this ok?
Nessa: fine! Can we leave now baby? *she then moan in my ear*
Josh: yes we can leave Bryce I'll see you at home?
Bryce: yea. Bye!
(He leaves and I take nessa out to the car when we get to a red light she starts undoing my belt I take her hand off)
Josh: no nessa.
Nessa: please baby I need u!
Josh: at home!
Nessa: Don't yell at me!
Josh: I don't need a fucking blow job! Leave me alone!
(She starts crying)
Josh: come on ness.
(She doesn't look at me)
Josh: baby come on! You can't not talk to me I thought you were going to die in there and now you won't even talk to me?! *no response* fine just make it quick please.
(She looks at me and then were my dick is and smirks she leans over and I pull my pants down and hold her hair back I start driving as she sucks)
Josh: omg *I lean my head back* baby faster please
(She starts bobbing her head up and down I groan and she's moaning non stop it starts to hurt a little and I feel a tear come out of my eye I wipe it quick so she doesn't see im in pain because she's enjoy it she doesn't notice until I accidentally dripped a tear onto her head she stops and looks up)
NESSAS POV:
Nessa: baby what wron-
Josh: nothing just keep going *he chocked up*
Nessa: am I hurting you? If I am just tell me.
Josh: yes but I'm fine just please keep going do whatever you want just don't leave me
(he starts crying)
Nessa: baby I'm not gonna leave you because I want you baby if you don't like what I'm doing or I ever hurt you just tell me and I'll stop ok?
(I wipe his tears away)
Josh: ok. I love you
Nessa: I love you too. And about the canc-
Josh: don't talk about it. Every time I hear people talk about it I just feel like I'm gonna loose you. And I can't loose you I love you too much baby. Please just please tell me you agreed with the surgery.
Nessa: yes I did baby. I love you and I can't loose you ether.
*we are home by the way.*
(He kiss me I kiss back and climb on top of him on the bed)
Josh: baby it still hurts. I can't fuck you right now.
Nessa: I know, doesn't mean I can't kiss my boyfriend huh?
Josh: yes you can. I love you.
Nessa: I love you too and your getting your dick checked out tomorrow out?
Josh: ok
(I kiss him and we start making out)
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A/N sorry I haven't been posting episodes/chapters on the story I have been very busy
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