'I can't do this anymore',
I yelled at Meredith, Meredith immediately pulled me into a hug,
'tell me what's happening'
Meredith stated as I pulled away, I began to pace around the room before I finally spoke up,
'I'm in love with your best friend!'
I screamed paying no attention to how loud I was, I heard the attendings lounge door open but I kept talking thinking it was Maggie,
'he makes me feel alive. For the first time ever I feel like I can finally breathe',
I essentially screamed once again, Meredith slowly let go of me, I was confused as to why until she turned me around, I saw Alex standing there looking at me partially smiling,
'Can I talk to you alone y/n?',
Alex asked me. I was a little shocked so I slowly began to nod my head, Alex pulled my hand and pulled me into the bathroom. We quickly entered and he immediately shut the door locking, I didn't really know what to do so I sat on the cupboard between the two seats. Alex immediately walked towards me, standing in between my legs, I looked away from him not knowing what was happening. Alex's hand moved to my face pulling it forward so I was facing him,
' Alex I-',
I went to speak but was cut off as Alex leaned forward and began to kiss me. Alex' hands moved and began to cup my face, I pulled away and smiled at him,
'so you uh heard what I said then?',
I asked still avoiding his eyes, he pulled my chin up so I was once again looking at him,
'yeah I did, and unless I'm wrong and you're in love with another one of Mer's best friend then I love you too y/n'.