'everybody calm down!',
Jackson yelled at the room full of attendings, everyone turned to face him including myself, I tried not to smile at him as the anger rose in his face, his jaw tensed up beginning to clench, I covered my mouth with my hand hiding my smirk pretending that I was thinking,
'you okay there y/n?',
Meredith asked smiling at me, I nodded my head wanting to ignore what she was insinuating,
'everyone we are the leaders of this hospital, residents and interns follow what we do so if we can't agree on anything how do we expect them to learn from us',
Jackson said sternly to everyone. I tried not to smile at him so no one including him could see that I enjoyed seeing him demanding and in control,
'so what's going to happen is that we are all going to leave and do our jobs for the day and then go home and get some rest because we clearly all need it. Tomorrow morning we will come back in and decide on what we are going to do so that you can all think about what you want to bring forward to the table over night',
Jackson said, everyone slowly left the room, I began to smile at him at him and he looked at me confused,
'I don't think you understand how hot that was'.