"Did you ever even love me?" Doyoung said pushing Jaehyun for an answer.
"I think so" He replied.
Jaehyun? Please no.
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"I'm heading out! There's food on the counter, and don't sleep all day today please, I'm pretty sure thats not healthy" Taeil said to Doyoung and Haechan (mostly to Doyoung) who were sitting on the couch fighting over who's turn it was for the remote.
Doyoung perked up.
"Winwin again?" He smiled, questioning the older.
"Oh shut up, Mr. I got caught yesterday don't think Haechan didn't tell me" He pointed at Doyoung who turned around towards Haechan with a dirty look. Haechan just laughed mischievously.
"Dont het pregnant hyung, or don't get him pregnant i don't know" The youngest of the three said, waving Taeil goodbye.
"You told him!?" Doyoung said pouncing on the shorter man.
"And what about it" The younger said laughing at his hyung who had somehow ended up on the floor now.
"Hyung I dont wanna sound rude but who is it? Like, you've been ranting about all of them, who do you like" Doyoung frowned, he didn't really know the answer, everything seemed to move so quickly, why did everyone espect him to know already.
"I don't know yet" He shook his head, feeling bad.
"Well you better talk to them about it, I mean, I get it hyung but you can't play around with their feelings" Doyoung sighed, he knew the younger was right but, he was afraid that if he told them he wasn't sure, that he needed time to think about it and process it, they'd all give up on him, leave him.
"Well I know I dont like Lucas" He said, expecting Haechan to praise him for that, but the younger just shook his head.
"First of all, we already knew that and second of all you didn't say you also didn't like Jaehyun" The younger said, starting to get annoyed at his hyung, this guy had broken his heart one too many times and Doyoung was still considering it?
"I don't know Haechan, I hate his guts but... I felt something that day of the date, like he really tried and... and... I spent half of my freshman year imagining my life with this man, you have to understand" He dropped his shoulders.
"No hyung, I don't understand, you have Johnny, Yuta and Mark, basically at your feet and you're saying you're considering the man who walked all over you?" Doyoungs eyes watered.
"I said I don't know how I feel, im not saying I'll choose him or, that I even want to choose him, I just- I need a break from all of this" Haechan shook his head again, love came so easy to him, he either liked you or didn't, so he couldn't understand why his hyung was so in between.
"Just talk to them ok, if they really like you they'll wait for you, if they don't wait, they don't deserve you" The younger said as final words of comfort.
"Anyways I have to go, Renjun is still salty that I called Mark cute so I'm gonna take him out, call them" Doyoung nodded, he knew he had to.
...
skinnylegenddoie: hey, we need to talk, can we meet up somewhere?
ohdaddyjohnny: im with Mark right now
skinnylegenddoie: perfect! I need to talk to him too
ohdaddyjohnny: you're just gonna invite yourself like that huh?
skinnylegenddoie: oh sorry I was intruding
ohdaddyjohnny: im kidding Doie, we're in the car right now, you want us to pick you up? we're just going to grab coffee
skinnylegenddoie: the one Sungchan and Shotaro work?
ohdaddyjohnny: yess
skinnylegenddoie: id rather meet you there, still have to get ready and text Yuta
ohdaddyjohnny: you're inviting him too? damn I see how it is
skinnylegenddoie: omg no, just need to talk to him later lmao
switched to chat with takoyakiprince
skinnylegenddoie: hey need to talk, can u meet me later
Doyoung waited a while for a reply but nothing, he locked his phone and took a breath, 'I have to do this' He said determined, making his way to his room to get ready.
...
He spotted the two sitting on a table in the corner, they hadn't noticed him yet so he stopped for a second, looking at them from his spot. They looked like a picture in a brochure for a fancy café, almost making him not want to intrude disturbing the image, but he did.
"H-hi" He said, 'fuck his stuttering' he just wanted to get this over with with no problems.
"Hi Doie" Johnny said, making Mark turn around, as soon as their eyes met both boys blushed, remembering yesterday's events. The older of the three looked at them confused, but didn't care enough to ask, he moved to Mark's side so Doyoung could sit in front of them.
"H-hi hyung" Mark finally stuttered out, Doyoung nodded.
"So um... what do you wanna talk about?" Johnny said, trying to break the tension between them. Doyoung took a deep breath.
"Look, I think you both know I like you-"
"Like which one?" They both said in unison. Doyoung scoffed.
"Dont interrupt! I like you... guys... as in both of you... and Yuta... I think..." He decided to leave Jaehyun out of this conversation, "I know its confusing but you have to undestand me here I haven't been with someone in really long... and then suddenly I have three guys who I find attractive paying attention to me... its hard to know when its platonic or not" Both Johnny and Mark nodded, understanding where the boy was coming from, encouraging him to continue.
"So I need some time to figure it all out, and if you guys don't wanna wait for me it's fine I get it, I just wanted to tell you before any of you get too involved with me"
"Doie, I've liked you since before Jaehyun, I've waited for you for around 4 years, you really think I'd give up on you that easy? I can wait, and if its not me in the end, I get it, I cant force you to love me" Johnny said, making Doyoungs stomach have butterflies.
"For real hyung, we really like you, we're not gonna just give up because you need time, and regardless of who you choose... I'll be happy cause you're happy, I don't wanna see you hurt, or forced to be in a relationship you don't wanna be in" Mark added, 'God, this should've made him feel better but both of them were so good to him it only made him like them more'
"You're blushing" Johnny pointed out, which made Doyoung hide his face in his hands, whining in embarrassment.
"Cute" The two guys across him said in unison, followed by a high five.
"Dude that was so cool" 'Ugh' Doyoung thought, 'they're such boys' but really seeing them made him happy.
"Hey Doyoung, we're gonna go back to the house now and chill, probably play some video games or something, you wanna come?" Johnny asked.
"Uh... I don't really play much... but I can watch" Both boys laughed at the other's response.
"Sure, the extra controller is kinda sticky anyways" Mark said making Doyoung scrunch his face in disgust, 'boys'
...
"Stop throwing things at me!" Mark said, the character on the screen stumbling to the sides. If Doyoung was keeping up correctly it was Johnny who just passed him. They kept changing the 2nd and 3rd place, never in 1st place cause they didn't want to be the target for the blue shell. Something about tactics they said when he asked, its not like Doyoung has never played Mario Kart, in fact it was probably one of the only games he's familiar with, but he just hit random buttons that spun him around and made him go fast everytime he jumped.
"I wanna play one" He said, making both boys sitting in the floor turn to him.
"Sure, use my controller so you don't have to use the sticky one" Said Johnny, getting up to get the other controller.
"Which one do you want to play?" Mark said pointing at the images on the screen, each one had a different course. Doyoung shrugged.
"The one with the leaf?" Johnny nodded hitting the icon.
"You can pick the character first" Doyoung rolled his eyes, they were babying him, felt like when he joined a random group to play pubg once and they kept giving him stuff as if he couldn't get it himself.
"You guys don't have to be nice yknow? I'm not 6" Mark smiles 'Oh its on then' Johnny and him thought.
Doyoung picked Daisy's character making both of the boys look behind him confused.
"What? Female empowerment" He said leaning against the couch.
"Why didn't you pick Peach then?" The older of the three asked. Making Doyoung sigh.
"Daisy is underrated, and probably a lesbian who was forced to marry a plumber because her sister did so too" Both Johnny and Mark stared at him confusion written all over their face.
"Lets just play the game" Doyoung gestured to the TV. They nodded, starting the game.
...
"HOW?!" Johnny looked at Doyoung who was cheering after being declared 1st place. He shrugged.
"I just hit the buttons" Mark sighed, he'd been playing for years to be the best and all he had to do was randomly press buttons? He laughed making the other too start laughing with him.
"I'm gonna go to the bathroom, you guys can play without me" Doyoung announced, hearing them fighting over thrown items again once he was out of the room.
takoyakiprince: Jaehyun is an asshole
Ok? random, but I mean he didn't disagree.
skinnylegenddoie: I know
takoyakiprince: why do you like him?
Doyoung didn't think Yuta was in the right headspace right now, trying to explain him everything would be too much for both of them, and its not like he was sure he liked him so...
skinnylegenddoie: I don't
takoyakiprince: why can't I take you away from him?
'What is up with him?'
skinnylegenddoie: Nakamoto what's going on, you're scaring me?
takoyakiprince: sorry, I was just with Jaehyun and he's such a dick
This bitch, why does he have to be so poetic all the time for? For a second there he thought Yuta was about to do something stupid.
skinnylegenddoie: wbk, took me some time but I stopped drinking dumb bitch juice
takoyakiprince: do you think you could love me?
Should he talk to him now? Through text? Maybe not, but he can give him an idea at least.
skinnylegenddoie: idk, yuta, my hearts been restored and broken like 5 times this week I just need a break
takoyakiprince: I get it, ill leave you to it
skinnylegenddoie: I asked if u could meet me earlier... need to talk to u
Seen
'Wow thats rude', looks like it was gonna be another day.
Just when he was gonna come out from the bathroom
Ding
livedinamericafor4years: are we still on for that 2nd date? its my turn tomorrow :)
Was he fucking serious right now? 'Well I guess he probably doesn't know I know'
skinnylegenddoie: fuck you
livedinamericafor4years: hey hyung, whats wrong?
What's wrong? Oh for fucks sake he was really trying hard to keep up the act, but Doyoung was not having any of it.
skinnylegenddoie: Lucas told me everything, how tf are u gonna use the cousin excuse and expect it to last, and Lucas's cousin too btw, you're both an asshole and dumb af.
livedinamericafor4years: I think you're still gonna want to come to the house tomorrow
Hes not denying it...
skinnylegenddoie: ??
livedinamericafor4years: I think I figured a way to get our memories back but you have to trust me
There's no way this bitch just said to trust him?
skinnylegenddoie: trust you? really?
livedinamericafor4years: forget about it then, have fun figuring it out on your own
Fuck, he didn't really want to see him right now, but, after today's flashback he thinks Jaehyun might have a big role in the events of that night... or even... be the guy.
skinnylegenddoie: fine, ill meet up with you BUT don't think of that as a date, there's nothing romantic about it, think about it more like a science project with a partner you were forced to be with
livedinamericafor4years: you're breaking my heart Doie </3
Why did he feel bad? This man is pure evil in a hot body, he shouldn't feel like this... but he's not gonna let the younger know he's breaking.
skinnylegenddoie: and ill spit on it to if I have to <3
He locked his phone, finally making his way out of the bathroom, when he came in the room he saw Johnny and Mark asleep in the floor... He swears to God he was only there for like 10 minutes what the hell...
He grabs the remote control and turns the TV off, grabbing a sticky note from the table
"Went home <3"
He stuck it in the TV screen, turning to look at them once again, he leaned down and gave them both a kiss on the forhead. He wasn't big enough to carry them to their rooms but he figured this would do.
"Hope you guys sleep well" He whispered trying not to wake them up.
Tomorrow... Jaehyun... He was feeling uneasy but he'd have to meet him if he wanted to figure... well... anything out.
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Let's say this once again... Haechan best boy super smart 10/10
Wasn't this chapter kind of cute?...
Yeah I'm not keeping the streak XOXO
Chapter inspired by: Myself lmfao I really only play Mario Kart, Mortal Kombat, and PubG, only have skills for PubG and for the others I just press the buttons and somehow win everyone hates me I'm sorry.