Hinata's POV
I was just there standing, my feet touching the water, the ocean matching the dark night sky, cold air brushing through my hair, looking up stars shine as they painted the night sky the moon giving the only light in the darkness of the time.
'Have you told them yet...?' My mind keep on repeating the same damn question.
'i want to tell them...I want to be with them...I..want to love them like they love me...but...I can't'
'i can't...but why do I still push myself to them..?, If I can't..then why act like that around them?...'
'...am I a bad guy.., for still playing with your feelings?, emotions?, And playing all of you...?'
I keep asking myself and telling myself those...but, WHY?...What do they even see in me?... I'm just a jerk...playing with people's feelings, knowing damn well that I can't return it...?
The thoughts keep coming like a wave...so I just let it happen.
'calm down... just sing..!'
I walk a shore and sit in the sand, my hands planted behind, legs crossed, eyes closed while looking up and sang quietly.
I sing, not giving a damn on my surroundings, I just sang.
**With the teams**
Kaji pointed to Hinata sitting on the sand while hugging his knees.
"What's he doing?"
"He's been like since we got back, did something happen?"
"It's really weird seeing him like that, he's always cheery and stuff, but guess not today"
"Why's Chibi-chan just sitting there?"
"Akaashiiii!, Did something happen to my student?!"
"Idk Bokuto-san..."
'KouhaiissadKouhaiissadKouhaiissad'
- The two amazing senpai's thought.
Suddenly Kageyama got up from his seat and walked towards the ginger, Kageyama was about to shout when he heard a beautiful voice, he stopped in his tracks, completely shocked so he decided to listen while Hinata sang, the others were practically confused as to why the blueberry setter suddenly stopped so they went onwards to snap Kageyama out, when they heard the same angelic voice.
"W-what...?" Kuroo stuttered out.
"I-its that H-hinata-..?" Daichi asked the still frozen setter.
Kageyama just nodded and pointed towards the singing ginger sitting on the shore, all of them stunned while a certain group of boys were concerned.
"He only sings when somethings bothering him or needs to let it out" Mao whispered so noone else but them can hear.
"..maybe something did happen..a while ago" Ren whispered back.
"If something did happen then he would've told us by now.." Kevin said frowning a little.
"Hmm..." Kaji 'hm'ed figuring out what might've happened.
Hinata's POV
I know their listening but right now, I don't give freaking shit about it... I'm not in the mood to act happy-happy rn and I'm not in the mood to plaster a fake ass smile too...why am I like this..?, Helping Yachi with her problems but I can't even help myself...
Kevin, Kaji, Ren,...Mao...why can't I bring myself to tell you guys..?, Maybe...it's best to not tell anyone at all...their just going to be disappointed...like him...
'I wish you two we're here rn...I miss you guys...'
Still singing, I didn't noticed tears slipping from my face, but I kept singing.
I can feel their eyes...watching me, suddenly my body stood up and my singing became louder, everyone can clearly hear now, tears streaming down my face, singing all my goddamn problems away...
**Teams POV**
Hinata suddenly stood up but them tears were streaming down his face.
"...he looks so...broken.." - Yaku
"I..never seen him like this before..." -Kageyama
"Hinata..." -Yamaguchi
"...Shoyo..." -Kenma, clearly he wasn't playing rn.
"...my baby...what happened..?" -Suga
"Shoyo/Hinata..." -Tanaka and Noya
"...shrimp" - Tsukisima
"Did something happen?" Lev
"Shut up Lev" - Yaku
"...osu" - Lev
"Sho-kun/Hinata" - Twins✨
"Tendo why are you crying?" -Ushijima
"*Pointing to Hinata*" - Tendo
"...Hinata Shoyo" - Ushijima
"hinata.." -Aone
"*Sniffle, Sniffle*" - Everyone else
Then Hinata looked like he finished, he wiped his tears and sniffle a few times before saying-.
"*Sigh*...you guys can come out now.." Hinata said turning his head a little and saw his eyes were red and puffy.
All of us snapped out of it and immediately ran to him, Suga was the first to run and hug him, Hinata didn't react at all, his eyes just looked a little dull and not shining not even smiling.
"My baby...why are you crying?" Suga being the mother he is asked his child.
"Are you okay Shoyo?..." Kenma asked his Bestfriend.
"Chibi-chan are you alright?" Kuroo worryingly asked the broken looking ginger.
Everyone flooded Hinata with questions, but he didn't seem responsive rn, he didn't talk, he didn't move, he just stood there, eyes filled with sadness.
"....I'm okay..just tired" and with that Hinata turned around and walked away not even bothering to turn back.
The four boys looked at their Bestfriend before looking at each other and saying-.
"There's definitely something wrong..". the four of them said at the same time before nodding.
The others we're obviously concerned for their sunshine for they haven't ever seen him in that state before, the only thing Everyone thought at the moment.
'Why..?'
Everyone kept on worrying about their sunshine, and it was dinner time but when they arrived, Hinata wasn't anywhere to be found, this made them even more worried.
"Where's Hinata?" Daichi asked the managers.
"Wasn't he with you guys?" Ukai asked.
"...."
Everyone was silent, not saying a word, then Ukai started to get suspicious and worried, then Yachi said-'.
"Maybe his in his room... I'll go check" Yachi said getting up from her seat and going to Hinata's room to check if he was there.
**Yachi's POV**
I head inside the cottage and to Hinata's room, but when I was in front of his room, not a single noise was heard, I started to get worried so I knock.
Knock
Knock
"......."
Knock
Knock
"Hinata...?" I asked but nothing was heard.
"H-hinata-...?..are you there...?" I asked again but still nothing.
**With Hinata**
I was in my room, the covers over me while hugging a pillow, trying to calm down but voices keep popping up.
'Disappointment'
'Failure'
'Faggot'
'Slut'
'Gross'
'Hoe'
Those word keep on repeating, them something wet fell from my face, I touched it and it was-.
"Tears...?"
I mumbled to my self and it kept coming like a waterfall not stopping, them I heard a knock on the door that startled me.
"Hinata...?"
A voice from the outside asked.
"...yachi-san.." I don't want to face them rn, I just want to be here...alone, so, I didn't say anything.
She knocked and asked again but still I didn't say anything, I just stayed under the covers hugging my pillow, then I heard foot steps walking away and fading.
'gomen Yachi-san..minna'
"..I can't..." I whisper to myself
And that was the last thing I remembered before darkness consumed me, and fell asleep.
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