⭐️CHAPTER ONE(1)⭐️

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~Miami 'Ami-Mya' Rose Maddison P.O.V (POINT OF VIEW)~                                                  

Yoooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! My name is Miami  'Ami-Mya' Rose Maddison and I am 18 years old. I live in Canton, Ohio wit my best friend Micheal 'Lamar' White IV aka Trippie Redd and my cousin brother Jahseh 'Dwayne' Ricardo Onfroy aka XXXTENTACION...I've been living wit my friends and my cousin brother Jahseh  'Dwayne' Ricardo Onfroy aka XXXTENTACION for 'bout 4 months.

I'm gonna be honest wit ya like I've been best friends wit Micheal 'Lamar' White IV aka Trippie Redd since we were babies so we know everything  'bout each other like literally every single thing even all of those deepest & darkest secrets between us.

RING!!! RING!!! My phone started to ring like I grabbed my phone to check what time it was so I realised the time was 4:30AM in the early hours of the morning... I decided to jump out of my black comfortable suede/velvet king sized bed as I walked towards my clothes wardrobe to choose my outfit to wear to school. I decided to wear my black cropped biker jacket on top of my black spaghetti bandeau crop top (revealing my stomach),black spaghetti bandeau crop top (revealing my stomach), black distressed denim cargo trousers (rolled up at the bottom of my trousers,ripped at the bottom of my trousers & revealing my ankle bones), black metallic platform lace-up combat boots (with both of my shoe laces tied up together on both shoes) & black beanie on top of my electric blue extremely curly & frizzy long length Afro hair (with a bit of fringe sticking out of my black beanie).

"Yooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! Shawty!!! I've been worried sick 'bout you since you had a seizure last week when I gotta take you to the hospital...Remember what was my instant reaction to see you like, Ami-Mya???" My best friend Micheal 'Lamar' White IV aka Trippie Redd was telling me, handing me my gigantic blue teddy bear in my hands as I gave him a massive hug to calm my nerves down which I started to bury my face into his chest like he ended up wiping down the teardrops off my face.

"OMD!!! I can't believe you brought Missy moon especially back from home like I haven't held her since I was a baby...Remember when I used to take her every where wit me, Trippie Drippy" I told him with a weak smile look on my face. He started to pull me closer to his chest as I continued to cry on his shoulder even more harder than normal.

I started to connect my headphones to my phone as I ended up rapping underneath my heavy breath so I played a song called 'Nightmares' by YNW BSlime featuring my best friend Micheal 'Lamar' White IV aka Trippie Redd through my headphones.

Banger
So, like I was saying
I lost both of my brothers to gun violence
Long live Sak, long live Juvy
It's a Young Nigga World
YNW is a family, just thought I'd tell y'all that (DJ on the beat so it's a banger)
Free my brothers, free Melly, free Bort, you already know how that go
Young nigga world, young nigga wave, YNW family
Long live the soldiers that are up in heaven right now
Let's get right into the song
I can't find myself no more, I don't know who I am
Pray to God for my soul to replenish
On my way to the top, hope I can finish
Been hiding from my nightmares, hard to sleep in my bed
So much crazy thoughts in my brain
I'm too young to be this stressed
Would never thought it would come down to this right here
How can my brothers and sis be the reason he disappear
This had me blown, this had me blown
I can't even let my mind be gone
My heart is filled with pain, feel like I'm going insane
'Posed to be sunshine, but instead came the rain
Don't wanna see no more, be in court no more
Don't want Securus visits or a jail call no more
Can't control my emotions, I can't take it
They keep on playing with all this pain, I embrace it
Taking my love and keep erasing it
Poking holes in me like I am plastic
I can't find myself no more, I don't know who I am
Pray to God for my soul to replenish
On my way to the top, hope I can finish
Been hiding from my nightmares, hard to sleep in my bed
So much crazy thoughts in my brain
I'm too young to be this stressed (yeah, yeah)
Free my brother Melly, know we miss him
Chopper bullets hit them
Pussy talking down and be a victim
Hundred round drum on the fully, I'ma split them
Pussy talk down on the gang, it blit him
That was since a jit, simp
Get to shooting shit up like 2K
Bitch, I'm too paid, every day another payday
Hit my brothers up on the JPay
Show 'em that we lit, nigga, every day
Stuffing backwoods to the face
Get to shaking shit up, let it break like a fucking vase
When it's up, bitch, it's up
Let the choppers spray like everywhere (banger)
And enough is enough 'fore I get to fucking spraying K's
Free Melly and Melvin, bitch, I scream that shit like every day
I can't find myself no more, I don't know who I am
Pray to God for my soul to replenish
On my way to the top, hope I can finish
Been hiding from my nightmares, hard to sleep in my bed
So much crazy thoughts in my brain
I'm too young to be this stressed
I can't feel my brain no more, had to stay where I am
I can't feel my mind, I can't go down to the path where I was
'Cause I was broken down, mispoken and nobody knows how I feel
So if I have to die, if I disappear, will anybody even care?

"Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Cousin sis....Stay happy like I'm so worried 'bout ya! Did you take your medication for all of your illnesses when you woke up, Ami-Mya" My cousin brother Jahseh 'Dwayne' Ricardo Onfroy aka XXXTENTACION was telling me with a worried look on his face. I looked at him in his eyes as I was saying to him "Kinda!!! Ermmmmmmmmm... I keep on having these nightmares like do you still remember when I got kidnapped at the age of 8 years old and I had to see someone who was taking me to therapy, Jah" with teardrops pouring out of my eyes.

So my cousin brother Jahseh 'Dwayne' Ricardo Onfroy aka XXXTENTACION ended up speaking to me by saying "OMD!!! I'm still gonna be worried sick like I still remember when you lost your closest friend at the age of 8 years old...You okay still, Ami-Mya???" with a very worried look on his face by pulling me in a hug.

*BEGINNING OF THE FLASHBACK*
I was only 8 years old when I lost my closest friend Liyah in my 2nd year of elementary school like I got kidnapped pretty bad.

We were both making our way to our elementary school until all of a sudden we got dragged into a car as we couldn't hear ourselves like we both ended up screaming on top of our voices so a masked guy pulled out a gun from his pocket which we both continued to end up screaming on top of our voices.

He ended up shooting Liyah in the heart more than once like I saw her bleeding on the floor as I continued to cry and scream. I heard my cousin brother Jahseh 'Dwayne' Ricardo Onfroy aka XXXTENTACION walking in the room, looking really angry as he found me crying near Liyah's dead body.

"Is everything okay???What's wrong??? Cmon!!! You can tell me what's going on" My cousin brother Jahseh 'Dwayne' Ricardo Onfroy aka XXXTENTACION asked me as I told him "I just lost my most closest friend Liyah like I saw her getting shot in the heart more than once, Jah" with teardrops pouring down onto my face freely like a waterfall.

*END OF THE FLASHBACK*

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