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"hai my dinoo" zeyu said with a cheerful smile and sat down beside me
i just ignored him and pretend that i did'nt hear him
"hey dinoooo" I ignored him again
he come to me closer and sit in my lap then hugged me
"dinoo why are you ignoring meee? stop ignoring a cute fishy"
"tsk xiao yu can't you see i'm busy with my works? i have a lot of projects and assignment to do" i said and break the hug
"i want to help you with your works but you said no" zeyu said while pouting
"your just disturbing me xiao yu"
"if you really want to help me just leave me alone,ok?" i added
zeyu just smiled then get off in my laps and said "ahaha i'm sorry xinlong, sorry for disturbing you haha..i just really missed you.. you've been doing a lot of works for 3 weeks" he said but still smiling
"could you just stop talking nonsense thing and leave me alone? i don't care about your sorry, just leave me if you really want to help" i said
"aww sure ahahah babye my dinosaur" he said then smiled so sweet before leaving me
i don't know why but i started to hate seeing him since he became so clingy
he always hugged me,kissed my cheeks and sometimes pinching it and what so ever
i just sighed and locked my door then started to continue my work
after month
i already finished all of my work, "geez it took me a month before being so relaxed again liked thiss" i said while laying on my bed
it's been a month since i saw zeyu, i didn't even receive any calls or messages from him, why didn't he text me or anything? he didn't even visited me, tsk probably busy flirting with others right now
i admit that i told him to not disturbed me but...for 1 month? how can he do that?
i sighed and get my phone and called zeyu
but no one answered it
what the? i tried again and again until i reach 14 missed calls of him
i sighed again, what's wrong with him? he's not answering my calls, i even text and message him, but i didn't even get any response from him
alright i already decided, i'll go to his apartment right now so i can knew why he was not answering my calls
after a minutes later i'm in front of his apartment and tried to knocked, but before i could knocked i saw a lady around 40's, I think she's the land lady here
"who are you looking there for?" the land lady asked
"uhm..i'm looking for yu zeyu does he still stay here?" i asked
"oh wait you're a little bit familiar.. are you..he xinlong?"
"yes, I am"
"ah so your looking for yu zeyu uhm..since you looked so closed to him i'll just let you see by your own what's inside"
"here's the key xinlong..just gave it back to me when your done..and uhm... he leave a letter for you, it's on top of the table in the kitchen, hope you'll be okay after you see and read what's inside" the land lady said with a worry in his eyes and left me
i opened the door using the key that was given to me by the land lady and i saw...
i saw all of our pictures in the wall, my pictures with zeyu a lot of decoration hahah it's really nice..but there's a lot of dust everywhere
what's wrong with his place? he used to be so clean before but now..it was so Dusty here
i remember about the letter in the kitchen so i go to kitchen first and took the letter and get back to the living room with the full of decorations and picture of us
i opened the letter and started reading it
i though I'll be happy what will i read but....
"for my dinosaur
well uhm first... I'm sorry for not telling you about this, I tried to tell you this but your too busy, i have a hemophilia. ahahaha the doctor said i'll just have a month to live and... I actually want to stay with you before i go.
but i don't want to disturbed you. uhm...btw did you like my decorations? ahahah i really miss you. that's why i put all of your pictures in my wall. i told the land lady to give you the key when he see you. i would be really happy if i knew that your reading this right now. I miss you my dinosaur, i miss kissing your cheeks and hugging you. thank you for visiting my apartment dinosaur. don't cry after you read this my dino. you're cool. so don't cry just because of this ahahah. i won't be right there to wipe your tears my dino so please don't cry ahahah. i love you but I'm sorry.
made by your little fishy~"
I got on my knees because of what i read and sobbed, I'm so sorry xiao yu, i'm very sorry, it's all my fault
i started crying when i felt someone hugging me in my back and whispered "don't say sorry my dino. it's not your fault. you just don't really have a time, don't cry my dino hahah always remember my smiley and cute face i know that you would be happy ahahah, i love you" i looked at my back after hearing those word but i didn't saw zeyu.
i just saw his picture with a sweet smile and that made me bursted into tears.
