Buffy Once more with feeling-going through the motions lyrics

Song one-going through the motions:

Every single night the same arrangement I go out and fight the fight

Still,I always feel the strange estrangement

Nothing here is real,nothing here is right

I've been making shows of trading blows just hoping no one knows

That I've been going through the motions,walking through the part

Nothing seems to penetrate my heart...

I was always brave and kind of righteous,now I find I'm wavering

Crawl out of your grave,you find this fight just doesn't mean a thing

She ain't got that swing-thanks for noticing

She does pretty well with fiends from hell but lately, we can tell

That she's just going through the motions

(going through the motions)

Faking it somehow

She's not even half the girl she-ow

Will I stay this way forever

Sleepwalk through my life's endeavour

How can I repay-whatever

I don't wanna be...

Going through the motions

Losing all my drive

I can't even see

If this is really me

and I just wanna be-

ALIVVEEE!!!