LOST

𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖇𝖊𝖌𝖎𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌

Song lyric for beginning: "I used to recognize myself it's funny how reflections change"

I know my image is hard.
I know people would never see me this way.
I know people think I don't give a fuck.
I know NO one knows me.

Sometimes I feel as if I can never be me...
The shit I do to people in the streets is watched...

But what about the shit people do to me?

Ya'll think because I'm a hood nigga I can't be broken inside...

I know people don't know me.

What about the time when I was 6 the bitch ass nigga my mom was wit was beatin ha ass in her room...

Think about tryna help ya mom and you catch the blame.

What about when I was 11 started staying at my grandma house

ha age didn't even matter..

How much different was she from my mom she had niggas in and out the house like a tourist attraction too

I'm talking atleast 10 niggas a day only thing is i didn't get blamed for a bitch getting beat

And you know what they was doing...

But back to me... so I was 11 staying wit grandma my stupid ass still thinking it was better than with my moms till one of her many grown ass niggas tried to rape ME

I was just fucking ELEVEN

But guess what this the catch..

My grandma didn't believe me thought I was tryna "take her dick"

I vowed after that to never tell a bitch shit about me again especially what that nigga tried to do to me

Y'all don't understand how that can hurt a males pride..

Point is my whole fucking childhood nobody ever believed..now I knew I had to make something happen my family wouldn't ever get me anywhere

Now I wanna ask y'all a question...

What does a nigga in the hood turn to when family don't give a fuck?

THE STREETS!

But check this...lmao y'all ain't believe me then.

But y'all gon believe me in these motherfucking streets!

Ight y'all how was that?
Now that y'all know a little more about him?🤫👀
Anyways y'all he gon be crazy as hell I'm sorry but TOXIC and MOTHERFUCKING CRAZY!😂📌

But that's all he knows right?😏

ANOTHER THING IS EVERY DETAIL IS NOT GONNA BE LIKE HIM IN REAL LIFE ITS A BOOK NOT A BIOGRAPHY LADIES!

Plus I don't know shit about Chicago talk so if I get his lingo wrong my bad folks!