FOR MY DEAR FRIEND(S)

"DONT KNOW HOW ELSE TO PUT THIS..."

7_MICK_7
tattooed_millionaire

YALL I JUST REALIZED SOMETHIN...
ITS ALMOST BEEN 11 YEARS SINCE OUR PIGGY-BOI LEFT US AND CROSSED OVER... MAY 24TH 2010 WILL FOREVER BE A SAD DAY FOR ALL OF MAGGOT-KIND MAYBE NOT SO MUCH WITH THE NEWER ONES BUT THEY TOO WILL KNOW OF THE LEGENDARY #2...

ALSO REAL QUICK TAKE A  LOOK AT THE TIME IN THE PIC CUZ I MAY NOTVE PLANNED IT THAT WAY BUT IT STILL HAPPENED LIKE THAT... IF PAUL WAS #2 BUT THERE WERE 9 MEMBERS TOTAL & THEN YOU LOOK AT THE TIME I TOOK THE SCREENSHOT AND ADD THE TIME ITSELF UP... ILL LET YALL DO THE MATH... IN ALL HONESTY I SERIOUSLY DID NOT PLAN THAT AT ALL... MAYBE PAUL WAS WANTING TO TELL ME SOMETHING BY THAT HAPPENING THE WAY IT DID... I DONT REALLY KNOW THOUGH... I NEVER KNEW HIM PERSONALLY THAT I KNOW OF [I WAS BORN IN 1999 IN MY HOME-STATE OF ILLINOIS WHERE I STILL CURRENTLY LIVE...]

REST IN PEACE PAUL
APRIL 8TH 1972 - MAY 24TH 2010
YOU ARE AND WILL ALWAYS BE MISSED...

I LITERALLY CANT EVEN WATCH THIS WITHOUT CRYING CUZ SHAWN & COREY... PLUS HOW SAD THEY ALL LOOK BUT ESPECIALLY HOW SAD SID AND CRAIG LOOK...

IN HONOR OF PAUL FOR THE THING ABOVE [BY THE TITLE] I PUT COREY SINGING SNUFF SINCE SNUFF WAS ONE OF PAULS FAVORITES...

BUT HERES SOME ART STUFF IVE DONE IN HONOR OF THE LATE GREAT BASS PLAYER...

WITH THIS ONE HOPEFULLY YOU CAN TELL I ONLY DID 8 ROSES EVEN THOUGH THERE WERE/ARE 9 MEMBERS... I TRYED TO GO A GUITAR PICK FOR PAUL SINCE HE WAS A BASS PLAYER BUT I HONESTLY DONT THINK I DID IT GOOD/PROPERLY SHAPE-WISE...

I MADE THIS ONE WHICH IS A 9:13 WALLPAPER SO IF YALL TAP/CLICK/ETC THE PIC & SCREENSHOT/SAVE IT YOU CAN HAVE IT AS YOUR PHONE BACKGROUND BUT PLEASE GIVE CREDIT IF YALL SHARE IT ANYWHERE... IT WASNT EASY TO MAKE AND IT ALSO HAS SOME EMOTIONAL VALUE TO ME CUZ AS I WAS LOOKING AT IT WHEN I FINISHED MAKING IT I STARTED CRYING AT NOT ONLY THE FACT THAT PAUL HIMSELF WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SEE IT PHYSICALLY BUT IT HURT ME CUZ ID REALIZED THAT HIS DAUGHTER [I BELIEVE SHES NAMED OCTOBER BUT AS ALWAYS I COULD BE WRONG ABOUT THAT...] WOULD GROW UP NOT KNOWING HIM PERSONALLY AS BRENNA WAS PREGNANT WITH HER WHEN PAUL SADLY PASSED I DONT KNOW IF BRENNAS RE-MARRIED OR NOT BUT STILL...
I THINK PAULIE WOULDVE LOVED TO MEET HER AND HAD HE NOT OVERDOSED HE WOULDVE...

LIKE I KNOW MY BIOLOGICAL DAD AND EVEN THOUGH I DONT TALK TO HIM AND WE DONT SEE EACH OTHER ANYMORE ITS SOMETIMES HARD... YEAH I STILL LOVE MY DAD EVEN IF HES A ALCOHOLIC BUT STILL... I CANT IMAGINE IT BEING EASY NOT KNOWING YOUR FATHER PERSONALLY CUZ OF CIRCUMSTANCES LIKE THEM PASSING BEFORE YOU WERE BORN OR EVEN AFTER BUT STILL BEING A YOUNG KID...

"BURY ALL YOUR SECRETS IN MY SKIN... COME AWAY WITH INNOCENCE AND LEAVE ME WITH MY SINS..."

EVEN THOUGH THIS WAS SAD I TRULY DO HOPE YALL ARE DOING GOOD AND TAKE  EACH DAY STEP BY STEP AS WELL AS HAVE AT LEAST ONE GOOD DAY OR NIGHT EACH WEEK... I ONLY WANT YALL TO BE HAPPY AND NOWADAYS IT SEEMS KINDA HARD BUT WE CAN DO THIS YALL!!! IF WE CAN SURVIVE PAUL PASSING JOEY LEAVING SLIPKNOT JIM LEAVING STONE SOUR CHRIS LEAVING SLIPKNOT AND THE CRAZY YEAR THATS BEEN 2020 SO FAR WE CAN MAKE IT THROUGH TO 2021 AND HOPEFULLY MANY MORE YEARS CUZ AT SOME POINT IN MY LIFETIME ID HOPE TO BE ABLE TO MEET YALL IRL SOMEDAY... THAT GOES FOR ALL YALL IM FOLLOWING/THOSE OF YALL THATRE FOLLOWING ME AS WELL...

WE ONLY HAVE 16 DAYS TILL 2021... I THINK WE GOT THIS YALL!!!

HOPEFULLY YALL ENJOY THIS THOUGH...

AS ALWAYS REST EASY PAUL...

FEEL FREE TO LET ME KNOW WHAT YALL THINK OF THIS AS WELL IF YOU WANT TO... AS ALWAYS YALL DONT HAVE TO IF YOU DONT WANT TOO

ANY FEEDBACK (NO MATTER GOOD OR BAD) IS GREATLY APPRECIATED TOO

BUT AS ALWAYS YOU GUYS/LADYS/WHAT/WHO YOU IDENTIFY AS WHETHER ITS STRAIGHT LGBTQ+  A GUY A LADY BOTH OR ANYTHING (EVEN IF ITS A TREE) IM HERE FOR YALL...
MY INBOX IS ALWAYS OPEN SO FEEL FREE TO REACH OUT TO ME IF YALL WANT & REMEMBER TOO TRY NOT TOO PUT THE KEY TO YOUR HAPPYNESS IN SOMEBODY ELSES POCKET CUZ TRUE HAPPYNESS IS SOMETHING THAT ONLY YOU CAN GIVE TO YOURSELF
-MURRAH5