"Bella I need you to get ready so we can do this quick" Jenny said fixing up my bed
"Why did you bring the papers here then?" I asked looking for something to wear "because they weren't print out yet" she said
"I better see you in the meeting room in less than ten" she said
"Ma'am are you serious?" I said and when I turned around she was gone "you know what fuck you jenny" I said then walked to my bathroom and changed.
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"You had 30 seconds left" she said as I got to the door "yea okay whatever" I said catching my breath.
"There going to ask why" Stacey looked at us "well we make up a lie?" Jenny said
"Oh yes I'm tell them that a family member came for me" I said and they looked at each other for a bit.
"That could work in a way but it won't" she said "why?" I asked "because when a 'family member' comes for you it's a very long process it can take up to a year" she said
"Then can we just tell them I don't want to go back?" I crossed my arms "yea but the thing is they really want you to be with them, Mrs. Polibio can relate to your life in a way she just want to be there for you because no one was there for her" Stacey said
"Bella why don't you wanna go back? did they do something to you?" Jenny looked at me
"No no they didn't, in fact they are very kind and fun people to be around I just had a lot of problems with there son and I think it's best if I just stay here" I said and they looked at me
"What?" I said
"What do you mean my problems?" Stacey asked then gave me the look
"No not that kind no he just lied and was over protective and well that lead to some serious arguments and I told want to stress his parents out you know it's just a lot to handle" I said
They nodded and we continued to talk about it.
"Alright so we're leaving at 5 and you coming with me" Jenny said and I looked at her.
"What?" I said "yea I'm not going alone" she said as we walked out
"Gurl please" I looked away "we'll get food after and I might let you see your boyfriend" she said "Alejandro is not my boyfriend" I said
"Well your boy best friend" she said "yea let's leave it at that for now" I said then I went back to my room and she went to do other things.
Mattia's POV
"So what are we doing after school?" Roshaun said as he sat down at the lunch table "I don't know probably the mall Alvaro and I have to get some clothes for the school trip" Robert said
"I'm down, Mattia you going?" Kairi looked at me "I can't" I shook my head
"Why not?" Alvaro asked
"Bella's coming back and my parents want me there" I said "I would go but my mom is coming today and I don't know how long she's going to be there" Alejandro said
"Ooouuoo is she going to cook?" Roshaun asked "uh yea?" He looked at him confused
"Let's stop at his house before going to the mall!" They all said looking at one another
"Alright well I'm out see you guys around" I said
"Bye" they said and I went to my car, 30 month of lunch left.
I'll just chill there.
I got to my car and looked around for a juul, I found one under the passenger seat.
Blue raspberry, Bella's favorite.
I looked at it remembering the day I came back from the party to see her about to walk out my room with one of these.
How her eyes went from my eyes to me lips. Her breath going uneven, I regret it so much.
I put the juul in the little compartment and leaned back on my seat.
— flashback —
"Stupid this is how you do it" Isabella laughed the released the smoke creating a jellyfish
"Well it's hard damn" I smiled then hit the vape and tried again and just like before it didn't come out right.
She looked at me and tried holding her laugh in "I hate you" I shook my head and she laughed, "you hate me? Yea no Mattia I hate you, you love me" she smiled leaning on the door
"Who said that?" I chuckled "no one it's they way you are Matilda" she said making yet again another jellyfish
"You know what? you smoke a lot.....and you have no clue how to do tricks" she said "that's because I got want too plus I know how to do a ghost and a shotgun" I smiled confidently
"Those are easy literally everyone who smiled knows how to do that" she said
"And?" I sat up
"Make smoking worth it" she shrugged and I rolled my eyes
"Why?" I said
"I don't know but can we go get food I'm hungry" She smiled "I'm tired" I leaned back "and I'm hungry now move if you don't want to drive" she said
"Gurl I'm not moving" I looked at her then closed my eyes
I heard her move around then out of nowhere I feel her climb onto my lap "all you gotta do is press the pedals" she said turning the car on
— end of flashback —
I opened my eyes and checked the time, 2 minutes before the bell rings.
I sat up then got out the car and started to head to class.
The rest of the day seemed to go very slow, every time I looked at the clock I'd see no difference, I actually finished all my work in all my classes things time would go faster.
How can I get her to forgive me after everything I did? What if she never forgives me?
God I don't think I could live with that. Put aside everything that happened she was a really chill and funny girl.
She knew how to keep the vibe going and made conversations less awkward, even after everything that happened in her past she still had a little bit of love in her.
The love that made everyone want to become friends with her.
She was rude but in a nice way you know.
And me being the guy that I am fucked it up.
Finally the last bell rang and I shot up from my seat and hurried out to my car.
