Holding on by a thread

Intro: A little backrgound on some of the characters

I had just turned nine years old when my mother pasted away from cancer. I haven't been the same considering she was my anchor to life, and my brother and father are real life Satans.

Why am I still alive if my mother was my anchor, you may ask? Well life isn't so bad when I'm with my two bestfriends, Justin and Jeremy. They are twin brothers (paternal) and they are the only family I have left since mine went to shit.

Rumor has it that I've slept with both brothers but that's all it is... a rumor. I love the twins, but as if they were my brothers. My very smart, over-protective, loving brothers.

Justin and Jeremy have been through a lot just as I, I think that's why I clicked with them so well. Justin is the highschool quarterback and class president. That's makes him Mr. Social butterfly. Jeremy is the complete opposite, he's closed off, quiet, mysterious and dark. I met them a year after my mom's death when I was 10 and they've helped me through a lot because their mom has also passed away. I was never told the full story of what happened except it was a freak accident. Justin says that Jeremy has never been the same since her passing and he has no idea why since their relationship was rocky.

8 years later after my mother's death, life is still the same. I'm barely holding on, and my last anchors to life are slipping away as Jeremy and Justin are senior soon to head off to college. How will I survive?