Poem 1 - Buried again

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When the world is crashing down

There is nobody by my side

I realized it's just myself, me, and I

I'm unable to let these doubts slide

So I hide the truth

But I'm in a lot of physical pain

And it feels like a knife

Today I'm living a miserable life

All my efforts have ended up in vain

And I see no reason to try

Told myself it's fine now

How I cried every day

That I'm fine now

But the past repeats

Like always happiness doesn't last

I just want to be okay

And everything is worse

There's no need to force myself

It's a terrible feeling on the surface

Misery showing in my face

It tears me up part

I shed these tears

Yet the feeling stays

Why can't I be happy, what did I do?

The world is against me

I don't know why

It's all had now

Feeling low

I should be trying

And it feels like I'm dying

So I'm lying in my bed

No more tears getting shed

Staring at the ceiling

There's nothing I can do

I'm trying to let go

I thought I rose from the ashes

And now, I'm getting buried again

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