Relentless (Bump, Set, Spike #2) (To be Published)

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Drexler Ponce

7:13 PM

Drexler:

Pspspspsps

Seen, 7:14 PM

Zayllahria:

Bakit ka nag-chat?

Magkatabi lang tayo!

Saka baka masita tayo ng guard!

Drexler:

May aaminin kasi ako 🥺

Zayllahria:

Ano?

Na nakita mo kami ni Winston na magkausap sa cafe?

Drexler:

Ampota sinabi ba nila Jos???

Zayllahria:

Hindi HAHAHAHA

I took a wild guess 😂

Drexler:

Amputa medyo tanga ako sa banda dyan 😭

Pero ayon nga.

GAGO DI KO ALAM SASABIHIN KO

NAG-PRACTICE NA AKO SA ISIP KO PERO PARA AKONG NA-WIPE OUT

BAKIT KASI INUNAHAN MO AKO

Zayllahria:

Edi sorry haha

Drexler:

Nag-iba ka na talaga pero mahal pa rin kita 😔🤟🏻

Zayllahria:

👍🏻

Drexler:

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Zayllahria:

Gusto mo bang malaman?

Kung bakit kami nag-usap?

Drexler:

Oo 😔

Hindi ako tsismoso 😭

Gusto ko lang malaman kung bakit?

Bakit nagawa mo akong iwan?

HAHAHAHAHAHA ISSAFRANK

Pero no pressure, mahal.

Kung ikukuwento mo, edi goods.

Kung hindi, edi goods pa rin.

Zayllahria:

Hahahaha!

I want to tell you what happened, actually.

Hindi ko lang sinabi n'ong una kasi gusto kong harapin si Winston nang mag-isa.

I want to face my past relationship by myself.

Kasi it felt like I owe it to myself ganon.

All my life I always felt inadequate. Hehehe!

Kaya kapag may nagko-compliment sa 'kin nagda-doubt ako kung totoo ba?

That's why when Winston courted me, ewan, it felt nice.

Kasi for the first time, someone was able to appreciate me.

It felt nice being with him.

Maybe that's why I kept holding on to him.

Kasi naisip ko siya lang.

Siya lang makakakita sa akin.

But I was wrong.

Breaking up with him opened up my eyes.

Na mali 'yong mindset ko; na mali 'yong paghawak na ginawa ko sa kanya; na mali 'yong dahilan ng pagkagusto ko sa kanya.

It was hard and scary letting Winston's hand go kasi, what if wala nang ibang humawak?

But I still decided to let go.

Kasi hindi na tama.

Kasi wala na.

Kasi this time, sarili ko naman ang uunahin ko.

Being with him might be okay but it wasn't right.

I wasn't growing. It was too suffocating. It was wrong.

That's why I agreed for the talk a while ago.

Kasi gusto ko na rin ng closure. Kasi deserve ko 'yon. Kasi deserve kong hindi tanungin ang worth ko bilang babae dahil lang sa pagtrato sa 'kin ng isang lalaki.

I deserve this.

I was free.

I am finally free, Drex.

Free of everything that was holding me back.

I took the chance. I jumped.

It was scary.

But I felt free.

Ganito pala pakiramdam.

Kapag pinakawalan mo mga takot mo.

Kapag hinayaan mong maging malaya ang sarili mo.

Kapag hinayaan mong mahulog ang sarili mo.

Drexler:

GRABE MISS MAAM

Zayllahria:

Meeting you made me see how fun it was to fall for someone despite how scary it may seem to be.

Drexler:

Ha ano?

Zayllahria:

I'm scared, Drex.

I'm still scared.

But I want to try.

I like you.

Drexler:

👍🏻

Seen, 7:20 PM