Shattered [One shot]

Shattered

"HEY HEY HEYYY! AKAASHII! Let's go home together!?" Koutarou stood up to akaashi's front. Just seeing akaashi , make his whole day different and happy.

"sorry , I'm kinda busy" Akaashi responded without paying any glanced at the man infront of him.

"Hmmm , yeah. Maybe Tommorow!" Koutarou smile widely at his partner. He waved his hands goodbye.

"see you." Akaashi replies. He left Bokuto standing infront of his classroom , dumbfolded.

"... See you" Koutarou take a stepback and stare at Akaashi , while walking away from him.

"he's always been busy...." Koutarou said as he kick the small stone in his way.

"Ouch!" He glanced at the man in red Jersey. It's Kuroo.

"Kuroo?" Bokuto question himself. Why is he here?

"Brokutoooo!" Tetsurou ran towards his bestfriend and give him a Pat at the shoulders.

"Why are you here?" Koutarou asked.

"Paying a walk" tetsurou respond and give Bokuto a assuring smile.

"Ah , see you then" Koutarou said as he passed kuroo.

"Do you have a problem?" Kuroo spoke but Koutarou didn't bother to pay attention to him , he just kept walking and try to get home early.

Why is keep avoiding me? Is there's something wrong with me? Do I look wrong? Hideous? Ugly? Did i make him mad?

Bokuto keeps ranting in his mind. He can't accept the fact that akaashi's acting cold towards him.

"I'm home" he entered the house , as if anyone will greet him back.

he threw the bag hes holding and sit at the edge of the bed.

"akaashi"

His tears began to flow.

"..."

He gulped.

He banged himself at the bed.

"This is not a big deal Koutarou , why are you crying? it's normal for akaashi to interact with me in a cold attitude but everyday it becomes colder and colder."

".. Im j-just over reacting again... I just n-need sleep"

"Y-yeah , I need sleep"

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"AKAASHI! TOSS FOR ME PLEASE?" Koutarou said. Akaashi give him a toss , Kou immediately Spike the ball at the other side of the court.

"That was Fun!!" Koutarou said , happy and cheerful. Looking at Akaashi with a smile stitched in his face.

"I'm going home" akaashi said and pick up his bag and didn't bother to pay attention to Bokuto who is standing behind him , trying to talk to him.

"Let's walk togethe-" Before Bokuto say his words, konoha called him.

"BOKUTO! Can you help me clean?" konoha said while holding a mop in his hands.

"SURE!" Bokuto respond , Bokuto turned his head to akaashi , but he's always walking away from him just like yesterday.

"Ah sorry , akaa....shi..." Bokuto mumbled in pain.

".... I.. I feel something broke inside me" Bokuto mumbled as he watched akaashi disappear in his sight.

"I feel..... Shattered" Bokuto smile bitterly.

"let's get cleaning , konoha" Bokuto pick up the mop and started cleaning.

(Approximately 10 mins later)

"Thanks Bokuto! You're a big help , akaashi is lucky to have you" konoha said as he placed the net at the box.

"hahaha" Bokuto 𝘍𝘈𝘒𝘌𝘋 a laugh.

"Well , were done cleaning. You can go home now , thankyou again" konoha said and smiled at him. Bokuto smiled back at him.

he grabbed his bag laying down in the wooden floor of the volleyball gym.

Bokuto pull his own hair in frustration. It causes his hair to fall down.

he keeps walking and walking.

Overthinking about him , akaashi.

"he seems so bored when I'm with him"

"I wonder if he's still into me...haha" Bokuto face palmed.

"kuroo-san , not here" Bokuto's ears parted when he hear his voice.

Bokuto glanced at the two man sitting together under the big tree , Kissing each other passionately. Bokuto take a gulp.

"akaashi...." Bokuto spoke as akaashi and Kuroo glanced at Bokuto.

"Bokuto-san , I can expla-" Bokuto cutted akaashi.

"hey , no need to explain akaashi. I... I see it all" Bokuto started as his eyes becomes watery.

"you don't get it Bokuto-sa-" once again his words were cutted by Koutarou

"I'm not dumb, akaashi. IM NOT DUMB." Bokuto added. Akaashi was stunned to the way Bokuto responded to him , he never see this side of him before.

"I'm just surprised akaashi , I thought were the perfect couple. But i just remembered that nobody is perfect and no one will" Bokuto laughed bitterly as he gaze at the two of them with agony and frustration.

"akaashi , I thought you love me? I thought we'll grow old together? I thought im you're only love? But what's this?"

"kuroo , why akaashi? You have kenma! what happened? The both of you cheated at the same time ? Haha. You're my bestfriend kuroo , you're my BESTFRIEND! Does bestfriends supposed to do things like this? Is this legal? Huh? Is this?"

Bokuto's tears began to flow.

"I'm always overthinking about you akaashi , I can't sleep at night knowing that you're interacting with me in you're cold attitude"

"It hurts a lot , a lot more like hell knowing that you're cheating on me with my own BESTFRIEND."

"Bokuto-san .... I'm sorry" akaashi said and looked down.

"sorry..... *Sniff* I don't think the w-word 𝘚𝘖𝘙𝘙𝘠 will ease the pain in my h-heart right now." Bokuto continue to spoke.

"akaashi , you always makes me smile , you're the source of my happiness , you're my favorite person , you always make things easier to understand when I'm picking up slow , you're always putting me out on my emo mode."

"Akaashi , you're my love. 𝘠𝘖𝘜𝘙𝘌 𝘔𝘠 𝘌𝘝𝘌𝘙𝘠𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘕𝘎 but that's not how it is now"

"I love you akaashi and i always will" Bokuto turn his back at them and decided to go home. Realizing that he have no one beside him now.