'' I need you to promise me something before I let you cum, can you do that?''

I nodded again, sucking in a harsh breath as he kept going, his fingers pumping, '' I want you to promise, never to cum for anyone else after this,''

'' I am the only one you can let yourself go off, understood?''

I nodded once more, not even paying attention to what he spoke — my entire self shook, my legs wanting to squeeze shut as I was close,

So close,

Too close,

'' Such needy girl,'' He mocked, his hand kept forcing in and out, pounding harder with each thrust, '' And only for me, right?''

'' Only for you, Draco—,'' I whimpered, my back arched as my hips bucked into his hand,

I need the release.

I needed to let go,

'' Then cum for me,'' He mumbled as he mounted over me, his nose brushed against mine, '' Let go for me, right now,''

And I did,

My body shook violently as I suffered my breath in absolute euphoria,

Every inch of me broke in pure pleasure, hitting my high as he watched,

My eyes still locked in his as he slowly pulled his fingers out, '' Good, good, girl, soaking my fingers,'' He stretched his fingers up to his mouth, gently sucking the taste of me off them,

I felt my spine colliding with the furniture, my chest heavy as I tried to gather myself, and the realization of reality hit me, like a train at high speed,

What have I done?

Jolts of electricity shoot throughout my body as I forced myself off the table in attempts to stand straight on my shaky legs,

I glared over at him, his back leaning against the wall as he waited for me to collect myself,

But I can't do this,

This isn't me,

I can feel this way for the blonde boy I hated,

I panicked, my hands brushing my skirt down as I shoed back,

'' I—,'' I stuttered, nervously brushing my fingers through my hair, '' I need to—,''

'' What?'' He snapped, taking long strides up to me, '' Where are you—,''

'' Blaise—,'' I lied, needing an explanation to leave, '' I promised Blaise that I would—,''

His dense, confused look fell into a raging one, jaws clenched together as he yanked me away, '' Then fucking leave—,''

He tore around, marching up the stairs to his dorm, leaving me alone in his common room,

I didn't want to do this,

But I had to,

Because if I stayed,

I wouldn't be able to leave,

_____

My back rested against the chilly wall outside the great hall, reading a book Professor McGonagall gifted me with, and ever since she did — neither Blaise nor I had the strength to stop reading it, '' Wait, you're going too fast,'' He mumbled, his fingers stretched over my shoulder to turn the sheet of paper back, '' There you go—,'' I peered over to look at him as his eyes rushed over the paper, 

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