Haikyuu X Reader Angst Oneshot

Iwaizumi Hajime

𝙉𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙚

Third person's POV

You wake up because of nightmare,you are stunned and you cried so loud, began to cry out because of fear and remorse

Suddenly you felt someone hug you, you kinda stop crying

"Hey, I heard your scream again, did you have nightmares again?" Hajime ask you

You look at him

"Go away, don't show up again!!! STOP THIS BULLSHIT!!!!" You scream more you felt the relentless dripping of your tears

"Shhh...baby please... please stop that you're hurting your self" he hug you tighter

"Hajime?" You try your best to calm

"Hmm...? yes baby?" He ask you in a very sweet tone

"Why,why do you need to do that why? I-i can't believe that I kill you" tears starts to fall down again

"No it's not your fault ok?stop blaming your self years passed and you still blame your self even it's not your fault" he said

"But it's because of me! IM SO STUPID!!! IF, IF I LOOK AT WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH, y-you would have been still alive" you cried more and more

"But I have to protect you" he gently whiped the tears from your face

"Why?why do you need to do that!?" You said begging for his answer

He gave you a lovely smile

"Because I love you so much, I love you more than anything, And I will do everything for you, I know that you know that I couldn't let the car hit you  so I pushed you away and I didn't know that it will cost my death" now you both are crying but you cry harder

"I hope you just let me die that time" you can't stop crying

"Please don't cry I hate it...just let me go and start a new life" he smiled at you

"No I can't, I can't do that...it hurts so much, how can I make this stop?"

"Just.let.me.go and love other man... Do the life that I promised you"

"No no no I can't I rather join you than replace you"

He laughed a little"You are not cheating if you do that, you just continue life"

"I still can't!"

"Please continue living without me that's my last wish please do it? And I want you to named your future child as we planned and just not forget about me" he smiled

"No I can't plea-" you close your eyes when you felt his lips against yours

"Let me go my love and be happy for me" he whispered and he pulled away

You shook your head and slowly opening your eyes to see nothing

You gripped the blankets as the tears kept rolling down your face

"I can't..."

You heard someone knocks and you heard your doors opened

"Sweetie?y/n... Nightmares again?" Your mom ask you and you cried more,your mom approach you and hug you so tight

"Mom I can't let him go"you cried

"Let's go to your doctor again ok?just let him go but don't forget about him I know that he did that because he loves you very much" she pat your head