thought dump

where's my fvcking motivation

do any of y'all have that thing where you REALLY want to do smth, whether it be drawing, homework, ANYTHING, and your brain is like "let's draw" and your heart is like "ooh i like that idea" and then they turn to the body and they go "yo body let's draw" and body is like "cool that's dope" 

and your body just FREEZES and it DOESN'T DRAW

idk if this makes any sense lmao

but my brain, heart, and body are NOT connected

they aren't very good partners 

it's like this:

BRAIN: guys i came up with a good idea, let's draw something

HEART: i love your ideas sm brain omg let's do it

BRAIN & HEART: body let's draw!

BODY: oh yea nice!

*silence*

BRAIN & HEART: body? let's draw!

BODY: i never said that i was going to be the one drawing lmfao it's all on you

damn where's the cooperation i need motivation to write and draw smh

same goes for homework, i'm just chilling and then i realize i have homework to do so my mind and heart are like yo we should get this started but my body doesn't fucking move tfffff

i've been putting off the new one shot i was planning because of this ;-;

i still have to write my french test :'D

life is great

i'm ok

i totally don't want to just lie in bed and not wake up until winter break

i also totally don't want to just sit in my room and play genshin impact and listen to music and binge shows instead of doing productive things

ehehe...

pray that i'll get my one shot published before the new year lmao