50 shades of Mattia

"oh yeah, yeah im going"

walking to my room as i felt myself sinking into the ground pulling me up was the sweet voice of my mother's
y/m: did those kids leave?
she said coming down stairs
y/n: yeah... uh momma?
y/m: yes hunny
y/n: can i go to new york with ale and robert in two days for halloween?
y/m: idk baby
y/n: please
y/m: will you be safe
y/n: yes you know that
i giggled a little
y/n: i'll have my kitty key on me at all times
(a kitty key is a weapon of decoration, it's a cat key chain thingy you put on your keys or key chain and the ears are sharp so when your in danger you put your fingers into the eye holes and the ears will stab)
y/m: i still don't know why you bought that thing it's cute though
she said giggling
y/n: so is that a yes
y/m: it's a yes
y/n: YAY
i said spinning as i ran and gave her a hug
y/m: you better be safe though sugar
y/n: i will
i said letting go of her
y/m: i'm gonna head off the bed you should do the same
y/n: ima take a shower first
y/m: k
she said shutting her room door as i went to my room, walking into the shower and feeling the pain i forgot about a hour ago, crying as i washed my body thinking about what had happened

i got out the shower put this on

laying in my bed as i pulled my covers over me and let tears run down my face while crying myself to sleep
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y/m: i'm going to work now baby
she said coming into my room
y/n: ok mommy
i said laying down in bed
y/m: are you sure nothings wrong
she said with a worried face
y/n: yes i'm fine mom
y/m: well wash your face, take a shower, and there's tea in the fridge
y/n: thank you mommy
y/m: ok well ima get going
she said kissing my head and walking to out my room
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i just got out the shower walking to my room and wore this

i laid down on my bed pulling my phone from the desk clicking the phone icon and pressing pules contact letting it ring, running my fingers though my hair as i heard the ringing stop so i grabbed my phone

pule: good morning
she said smiling
y/n: good morning, are you going?
pule: wdym
y/n: to nyc with the boys
pule: oh yeah, yeah i'm going
y/n: same
pule: wanna start packing
y/n: yeah but ima buy some tickets first
pule: yeah
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ale: ok so how many people
y/n: i told you-
kairi: 5 dumb ass
y/n: yeah

right now we we're on a group call and i was ordering the tickets online for all 5 of us 

pule: should i start packing?
kairi: probably
robert: i was already starting to pack
he said showing moving is macbook to the side where his bed was
y/n: i haven't started packing yet but when i'm done i will
ale: yeah same
kairi: i'm to lazy to pack but ima pack after this
y/n: wanna stay on call while we pack?
they all agreed and we finished with the tickets and i faced my macbook to my closet as i pulled the door to the side and turning on the light pulling my sock drawer open and grabbed two pairs of whites and 3 blacks