Cloud Castle

Prologue

I am living my whole life the way they want and it makes me suffocated. The only companion I have right now is the existence of the stars in the night sky.

The wind suddenly embraces the warmth on my body with his cold presence and it makes me calm for a while.

Ano bang mali sa pag-abot ng pangarap na gusto mo?

Tama bang sundin ang sariling nais, kahit pa wala manlang ni isang nakasuporta sa'yo?

Iilan lamang 'yan sa mga salitang gumuguhit sa aking isipan tuwing ipinamumukha sa'kin ng lahat na walang puwang sa mundo ang pagpili sa sarili mong kagustuhan.

Didn't they know how to trust me enough?

Sabagay, kahit naman ako mismo sa sarili ko, hindi ko narin alam kung katiwa-tiwala ba 'ko.

There's a lot of people who said that their shoulder is free for me, but none of them showed up when things like this starts to occur. Sighs

"Okay lang 'yan, I got this." Sambit ko sa kawalan habang dinadama ang kapayapaan at katahimikan ng parke.

Nagpakawala ako ng malalim na buntong hininga at tumayo upang bitbitin ang maletang dala-dala ko palayo sa aming tahanan sa kadahilanang pinili ko ang aking kagustuhang abutin ang aking pangarap.

Ito ang kauna-unahang beses na susuway ako sa kagustuhan ng mga magulang ko sapagkat ayokong gugulin ang buong buhay ko na may pinagsisisihan.

I didn't know if I can achieve anything on my own in this situation but I can't stand to think na ipamukha nila sa'kin na mali ang pinili kong landas.

Life gets hard day by day, and it's normal.

And someday...

We will encounter storm to make us drown in the ocean full of failure and disappointment to test our consistency for fighting about our dreams, but the person who has a wise mind who think about their dreams can find a way to swim up and find a boat to continue her journey.