Random Thoughts

Random things Part 20

you say you're okay to really knowI'm glad that people believe me because I don't want to explain. sometimes I'd rather you just believe me because it's easier that way. I'm glad that you do...I pray that you do...I mean it's sad how we turn a blind eye...on all the problems of the world..We block out the screams, We pretend not to see the bruises and the hand marks on our arms and necks...Or at least that's what everyone has done to me. For me when I show up to my zoom class tomorrow I know how it will go...My teacher will try not to notice the cuts on my neck, He will look away, everyone will pretend as if I don't have hand marks on my neck where its obvious someone had grabbed me..and I will sit there trying to act as if I don't see them turning away...Shifting in their seats trying not to stare at me...I know this is how it will go...I will try and act as if with each breath I take it doesn't hurt, I will act as if those flight of stairs was all carpet and I flew down them on a magic carpet, Instead of it being hardwood and being thrown down them...But yea I guess we all play a roll in turning a blind eye..I guess I play my part in it too