I don't have good self preservation
I have anxiety
And I don't like being embarrassed
Yet I still don't really try to keep a good image
I don't care
What
People think
It doesn't matter
They don't affect
Me
So I do what I want
Because I don't care
If people th ink what I'm doing
Is
Wrong
They talk about me
Tell me what I'm thinking
And
Why
I do things
They don't know
What I'm thinking
Or
Why
I do things
They think they do
They think wrong
They say I don't think when I make decisions
That isn't true
I do think
I think often
I think about how I'm ruining my life
How everything I do us a mistake
How everyone thinks I'm stupid and hates me
But
I don't care
I know some times I do things wrong
That's normal
That's fine
Nothing is permanent
I can
Just
Fix things later
They don't matter
I think about things
That doesn't mean I care about them
I don't trust people
I trust myself
I
Am
The most important person
In my life
To me
Anyone else is below me
Not in a bad way
But
I shouldn't worry myself over the opinions of people
I
Deem
Less
Than me
I know that I am smart
I trust myself
So
I believe myself
More than anyone
Else
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