Too handsome for those ugly clothes

prologue

Gulf
It’s raining today and that’s actually great for me. The worse the weather the better for me, less people will be going outside. Who, in their right state of mind, looks outside the window, sees pouring rain and thinks “ah yes, perfect weather to go outside for some shopping”. Every normal person would just grab a blanket, make some tea and curl on a couch watching some movies. That’s why I’m going shopping now, the less people the less the chance that someone will recognise me. I love my fans but sometimes I’m just too tired to entertain them, I want to have some time for myself too, I’m also a human being after all. Don’t misunderstand me, I really like my job, I’ve always wanted to become a model. However I’ve never thought that there will be a time when I will be this famous. Now I can’t go anywhere without bringing attention to me, my friends don’t want to go to public places with me because they don’t want to be surrounded by my fans. To be honest, most of the time I feel so lonely. There are so many people around me, but no one is really close to me anymore. I wish I could have at least one person who would treat me normally. But it’s almost impossible now, there are so many commercials with my face, you can see my face all around the city. Even if someone isn’t my fan, they treat me differently because I’m famous. I don’t like this, I don’t want to be treated in a special way. That’s why now I’m wearing a cap and sunglasses even though there is no sun outside. I don’t want anyone to recognise me today. I just want to buy some clothes peacefully and then I will go straight back home. Yeah, that’s the plan. Let’s see how will it go.