Welcome to Wonderland (sad Haikyuu and sick reader)

Welcome to Wonderland....

August 21,2020

For some reason today was a very cold day in japan. Sugawara and his wife were walking through the park. It was supposed to be a very happy day to spend time together but you weren't feeling well. You tried to hide it so that Sugawara wouldn't get worried. This attempt was in vain since he realized it quickly.

"Honey, are you feeling good?" Said Sugawara in a worried tone "I noticed you look very pale, is it because you're too cold?" He said getting closer to you. "No, I am fine is probably the cold weather." You said trying to make him not worry to much. "Then let's head back home ok?" Sugawara after saying this took your hand and went back home.

Once you were home he cuddled you and put a movie on. You were both laying on the couch with a blanket covering both of your body's. From time to time he would give you a small kiss on your forehead. This gave you butterflies and made you feel sure that he was the right person and with who you wanted a family. You hadn't attempted to have a child since you weren't sure if both of you would have the time to take care of the child.

A week after.

You were feeling weaker by the day. You would always put up a strong act in front of your husband and when he was gone you would flop on the bed until one day you couldn't keep up the act and fainted in front of him. When you woke up you saw your husband with tears on his eyes. Sugawara instantly wiped his tears away once he saw you were awake and smiled at you.

"Hi there honey...how do you feel?" His voice was very faint and he sounded so sad. "I feel kind of weak...what happened?" While you were saying that the doctor came in "Well I have bad news...your wife has a tumor...a cancer tumor and sadly we are to late to stop it because it metastasized to fast." Sugawara was shocked "Doctor we cant do anything to stop it? Not even removing it will work?" The doctor answered your husband's questions fast " No sadly we will have to wait for her day to go...." After that the doctor left. The room was quiet for a while. "Honey give me a second"

You were left alone with your thoughts. You were scared you didn't want to die it was to early for that. You didn't get to have a baby and give Sugawara the chance to become a father. You regretted never achieving your goal in volleyball and one of your biggest regrets was not saying goodbye to your friends. You guys lost all type of communication after you graduated you didn't know how the guys were doing and now you were going to leave Sugawara all alone.

3 days later

You were holding Sugawara's hand while he repeatedly said that everything was going to be fine. Suddenly the door to your room opens up and you see very familiar faces but this weren't happy they all looked sad."Hi Y/N how do you feel?" Said a small boy with orange hair while entering. "Shoyo, Kageyama, Nishinoya and Tanaka I am so happy to see you guys" you showed a small smile. For some reason your smile made them all tear up as they got closer to you. "How is my favorite volleyball player?" Daichi entered the room followed by Asahi and a crying Kiyoko and Yachi. "I feel great Daichi...oh Kiyoko...Yachi please don't cry" you were holding your tears back. After a while the room was packed with Kurasuno team members and representing Nekoma was Kenma en Kuroo. Also Iwaizumi, Oikawa, Bokuto and Akaashi were there the other's were occupied so they would visit you the next day.

You were all talking about the old days and they could all see how scared you were. You were scared that once they left you wouldn't see them again. You tried your best to laugh but your happiness was overpowered by the feeling of being scared to die. Suddenly you feel someone hold your hand it was Sugawara. He smiled and said "hey... relax and close your eyes...I want you to listen to this song." You close your eyes and hear Suga clear his throat.

Sugawara:

Welcome to Wonderland
We've got it all

Daichi:

Potions and pastries that make you grow tall

Hinata and Kageyama:

Forests and cottages, castles and cards that can talk

Tanaka,Nishinoya, Kiyoko and Yachi:

Welcome to Wonderland
Look where you're at

Asahi:

Maddest of hatters

Tsukki:

The Cheshire Cat

Yamaguchi:

Magical cabins and lovely white rabbits with clocks

Kenma:

Dancing through a dream
Underneath the stars

Kuroo:

Laughing 'till the morning comes

Bokuto:

Everyone that leaves has a heavy heart

Akaashi:

Oh, Wonderland I love

Sugawara:

Welcome to Wonderland
I'll be your guide.

Iwaizumi:

Holding your hand under saphire skies.

Oikawa:

Let's go exploring or we could just go for a walk

Nishinoya and Tanaka:

Welcome to Wonderland
Where should we go?

Hinata, Kageyama, kenma and kuroo:

There's a tea party along down the road
Make an appearance and maybe they'll sing us a song

Bokuto and akaashi:

Dancing through a dream
Underneath the stars

Oikawa and Iwaizumi:
Laughing 'till the morning comes
Everyone that leaves has a heavy heart

Asahi:

Oh, Wonderland I love

Kurasuno team members:

Nothing around here is quite
As it seems

Not sure if anything is real
Or a dream

Nekoma, Aoba Johsai and Fukurodani team members:

And the only thing sure from the start
Is the song that's inside of your heart
Don't let it leave.

Sugawara:

If this was a dream
Then at least I've got
Memories for when morning comes
Now that you must leave with a heavy heart

All together:

Oh, Wonderland I love...

The room is silent for a second you had a small smile and then you said in a whisper "Thank you guys.. I love you all...Sugawara...I love you a lot" Everyone was crying silently it was hard to see a friend go like that. Then after a second a loud and long beep of a machine announces your death. Everyone is shocked to see your smile and your peaceful expresion. They all snap back into reality when they hear Sugawara crying while huging your body. They all start hugging eachother and cry.

After your funeral the guys started to hang out again and they remembered from time to time how they used to hang out with you. Sugawara never had another wife or girlfriend he considered you as his one and only but he was happy like that and he would enjoy having small chats with you. He didn't know you were actually there watching over him and hearing every word he said.

-The end-