My Snowbear (Finland X Estonia)

Part 1- My Snowbear.

Estonia was a unassuming, petite, young woman
Her hobbies were knitting, gardening, and anything to do with baking.

Most would look at her and assume that she was as innocent as a little lamb.
But she wasn't.

She, like most of the humans and countries around her, had a malicious dark side.

Unlike most of the humans and countries around her, her dark side was obsessed with another woman.

This woman was Finland.

But Estonia wasn't violent with her obsession like most. She was planned; clean in her plans.

She knew the affect her humble appearance had on people around her.
They thought she was weak and dumb; even though she knew everything about all of the surrounding countries.

She would sit, quiet as a mouse, while loud, arrogant, and larger countries spoke. She learned everything they had to say. Most countries were quick to talk about their problems with such a caring individual.

And Estonia would be there to hear it.

Right now, she was sitting at a bar with Sweden. They had history that was quite disturbing, but Sweden pushed it to the side.

But Estonia never forgotten about it. She never did.

Sweden smiled and bought Estonia a shot
"Thanks for coming out here with me.. I really needed someone to talk to and you're just the perfect person to do that.."

Estonia gave a little nod and sipped on her shot.
"Of course Sweden.. anytime.."
She said quietly, as she usually did.

Sweden smiled and got himself a shot.
"Estonia.... I... I miss us.... I know that it was in the past, like, a few hundred years ago.. but...."

Estonia gulped nervously, toying with her glass.
"You forced me to kill our babies.."
She said quietly, trembles in her voice.

Sweden sighed and rubbed her back, causing Estonia to lean away from him quickly with a face of disgust and discomfort.
"Estonia.... That was hundreds of years ago! Sometimes you need to let things go, I'm a changed person! I was going through some things back then, and so were you.."

Estonia teared up and shook her head quickly, gulping down her tears before responding in a quiet but stern tone.
"I was a slave to you.. it wasn't an actual relationship, and even though it was hundreds of years ago doesn't stop the pain from having to deal with that.... - Sweden, We had twins.... And you.. You made me kill them......"

Sweden huffed softly and nodded along with her words, sitting up at the bar and somewhat over her
"Yeah. We had kids! We don't have them now! You always have to bring them up all of the fucking time!! Look, Estonia..... I just want you back, I miss having you around.. you've changed a lot and I think we can have something more together?"

She gulped back her tears and got out of her chair, grabbing her purse and pulling out a bill to pay for her unfinished drink.
"I have to decline Sweden, that was the past, and you are definitely not as charming as you were.."

Sweden huffed and went to get up as well, pushing the chair against the bar with a slight thud.
"We can make it work!! Estonia! Please???"

Some of the patreons of the bar noticed the scene, Poland being one of them.
Poland got up and went over to the Estonian.
"Hey are you okay?"

Estonia nodded nervously and headed for the exit.
"Y.. yeah it's okay. I-I'm okay...."
She responded, waving at him as she walked out of the bar.

Sweden huffed softly and sat back in his chair.
I fucked that up.... Oh shit.... I.. I fucked that up....

Poland sighed softly and went to sit next to Sweden
I'll ask her about that tomorrow.. but for now...
"So... Yeah? You really fucked that one up huh?"

.................

Estonia made it to her car, feeling weak at the knees, trembling, she sat down in her car and just burst into tears.

I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT HE JUST FUCKING SHIT ON OUR BABIES DYING
FUCK HIM I FUCKING HATE HIM HOW CAN HE ONLY CARE ABOUT HIMSELF
FUCK HIM AND FUCK EVERYONE

She sighed and tried to stop her crying but she couldn't, the long streams just flowing down her face.
Fuck.... Now he's going to tell all the Nordics that I rejected him... He's going to be so mad....

She sobbed louder and hugged herself, pulling her legs up and holding them close.
"Y-you can do everything right in your life and still not be happy....."

She cried until she heard a small tapping on her car window, she looked up to see her obsession; her Snowbear