Depression.

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Depression is feeling everything but still feeling nothing. It is the fear to fail. When you face depression, you want to have friends but you hate socialising. Want to be alone but not lonely. It's like feeling everything at once and then feeling paralysing numbness. It's having a body that wants to live and a mind that wants to die.
Faking a smile is better because it's easier than explaining what you're facing, and even if you do explain it's just a waste of time because they won't understand you.
If you're fighting depression I hope you take up the courage to ask for help.
I know when people say 'If you need any help or want anyone to talk to, I'm here' It might be hard at first to talk to them no matter how close you are. But if it's a stranger and they know that you're worthy enough to have a life, it might turn easier. Just try.
I mean this with all my heart, if you need any help even if it's not talking about depression, let it be stress, anxiety or just the need for someone to talk to, I'm here for you. And I mean it.
You can contact me on my mail :
afrahabdulnazer6@gmail.com
Thankyou.