FOUR YEARS (ONE SHOT)

ahm.. this is RONAN FANMADE by TAYLOR SWIFT :) i change some lyrics for the STORY ^^ 

HOPE YOU LIKE IT :)

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I remember your bare feet

Down the hallway

"HAHA !you can't GET ME !!" she laugh then run in the dead silent hallway of this hospital..

that girl . she is nathalie ronan.. my girlfriend . she is suffering a THING called CANCER,, she always tell that when somebody asked her if what happen to her..

"me ? i have that thing.. that thing ? ow.. haha.. what's that ? hmm LEUKEMIA STAGE 4" 

I remember your little laugh

that smile... those little laugh. ill miss those.. i miss it when i joked when your medicine is flowing into your nerves.. and you laugh until it slowly fades.. cause the chemo is getting you weak ... everytime.. everyday..

i miss those laughs when i tickle you.. 

i miss you.. taht's all..

those smile when you smile at me.. im getting crazy..

i love those smile when you pinch my cheeks and smile before you kiss me..

I love you to the moon and back

i love her so much.. even without those hair.. i love her evenm she vomitted on my shirt.. i love her even she is thin..

I LOVE HER SO MUCH..

I remember your grey eyes

Looking into mine

Like we had our own secret club

i loe it when you look at me..

OMG. i really miss those eyes.. big time..

I remember your dancing before bedtime

Then jumping on me waking me up

i love to wake up in the morning when those beautiful face will wake me up..

I can still feel you hold my hand

Nathalie

i love it when your fingers fit into mine.. like we are destinied together..

And even in the moment I knew

You fought it hard like an army guard

Remember I, leaned in and whispered to you

i hate it when you close your eyes..

cause you're getting weak..

i hate it when you smile but you're truly scared..

Come on baby with me

We're gonna fly away from here

You were my best four years

4 years of loving each other

4 years of making me smile..

"baby.. look here !" i shouted at her and when she looks at me i poured a thousand of petals of red roses on her..

"OMG. baby i love you.. thankyou" she said teary eyed and hugs me.. 

"baby.. please.. when im gone.. dont cry.. im always be here.. please fall inlove again.. for me.." she said then hugs me.. "i love you so much" 

then tears run down my cheeks "i love you that even a famous poet shakespear can't find a word for it" i smiled and kiss her..

I remember the drive home

When the blind hope

Turned to crying and screaming why

"she'll be dying soon.. im sorry" the doctors said to us..

tears run down my face..

why ? why is it supposed to be her ? 

Flowers pile up in the worst way

No one knows what to say

About a beautiful girl who died

And its about to be halloween

You could be anything

You wanted if you were still here

" iwant to wear a princess dress and you are my prince" she smiled while lying on her hospital bed..

she really wanted to wear it on halloween..

but how ?

i wish you were still here

I remember the last day

When I kissed your lips

And I whispered in your ear

"Baby I love you" she said weakly " i love you so much.. pls.. dont cry" 

"shh.. i love you more" then i kissed her lips

Come on baby with me

We're gonna fly away from here

Out of this curtained room

And this hospital grey will just disappear

we sneak out in the hospital..

she has this only wish. to see a aurora borealis.. and i have heard a news that there is one that will happen near by..

we sat near the lake while she lays her head into my shoulder..

while watching the borealis she hugs me and kiss me..

"do you know that the borealis means.. the TRAIN to heaven ? and now.. i have to ride in there...

i love you.. bye.."

Come on baby with me

We're gonna fly away from here

You were my best four years

after i finnish my song..

i slowly go down the stage

and slowl.. i throe the bunch of roses on her grave..

I LOVE YOU FROM THE MOON AND BACK..

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END ! 

guys ! ahm..i change some of the lyrics so it will perfectly fit on the theme of the story :)

-leeYUM06